The Rollercoaster Podcast

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  He Thought it Was a Stomach Ache - Now My Husband is Dead 15.09.2026 59min

  In this episode, I sit down with Nick Rogers and his wife, Cassie, two people whose lives were shattered by the unimaginable loss of their spouses to cancer.Nick takes me through his wife Anna’s battle with aggressive breast cancer, the moment they thought she had beaten it, and the devastating reality of watching it return and spread. He also shares the impossible decisions he had to make as a father while trying to protect his two young daughters from losing their mom.Cassie’s story is different, but equally heartbreaking. Her husband Cody went from seemingly healthy to being diagnosed with metastatic pancreatic cancer, and just 66 days later, he was gone. Before he died, Cody told Cassie something incredible: he was already praying for the man who would one day love her and help raise their children.In this episode:What it’s really like to lose a spouse to cancerThe impossible decisions parents face while grievingHow Nick and Cassie helped their children process lossThe role faith played when life stopped making senseHow they slowly found hope, healing, and love againAnd somehow, through grief, faith, and circumstances that are almost impossible to explain, Nick and Cassie found each other.This conversation is about losing the person you thought you’d grow old with, parenting through grief, trusting God when nothing makes sense, and slowly discovering that life, and even love, can exist after unimaginable loss.Key Moments:00:00 Two spouses lost to cancer, one unexpected love story03:18 The cancer diagnosis that changed everything07:04 Finding faith through aggressive cancer treatment10:19 When chemotherapy made death feel real13:17 Cancer remission and a new beginning16:32 The symptoms that revealed a brain tumor20:07 When cancer came back even more aggressively24:03 Facing the reality that Anna could die28:26 The final months of Anna’s cancer battle34:44 She fell asleep and never woke up38:09 Telling two young girls their mom was dying41:40 66 days from pancreatic cancer diagnosis to death45:00 The scan that revealed a death sentence49:32 Cody’s final message of faith51:21 Why Cody prayed for Cassie’s future husband54:28 Finding love after losing a spouse56:48 Anna’s message to Cassie before she diedConnect with Me:Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/⁠Connect with Nick & Cassie:Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebuildingrogers/⁠
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  I Gave Him the Best Week of His Life - Now My Cousin is Dead 08.09.2026 50min

  A few days before 16-year-old Landon took his own life, he spent what felt like one of the best weeks of his life with his cousin, Landon Ashworth.They ate way too much sushi, played golf, shot guns, laughed, talked about life, and dreamed about the future. When the week ended, Landon told him how much he needed it. He seemed happy. He seemed okay.Then came the phone call that changed everything.I sit down with filmmaker, actor, writer, and creator Landon Ashworth for an incredibly raw conversation about suicide, autism, grief, survivor’s guilt, and the things we sometimes don't see until it's too late.In this episode:Losing his 16-year-old cousin Landon to suicideThe warning signs he wishes he had recognized soonerGrowing up autistic, masking, bullying, and feeling misunderstoodThe survivor’s guilt he still carries after Landon’s deathTurning grief into his deeply personal film Go OnLandon opens up about experiencing suicidal thoughts himself and why he now isn’t afraid to directly ask someone if they’re thinking about taking their own life.We also talk about the painful reality of trying to help someone find their way out of the darkness, why emotional pain can feel impossible to escape, and the importance of finding something worth holding onto.This conversation is heavy. But more than anything, it’s about choosing to keep going.Key Moments:00:00 The week before everything changed03:03 When Landon’s future fell apart06:25 The week that made him feel okay again10:02 The phone call no one expected13:43 The guilt of missing the signs17:02 The suicide warning signs he missed20:23 The reality of masking autism24:00 Why other people’s opinions mean nothing29:39 What an autistic brain can feel like34:29 The Hollywood advice Landon couldn’t accept38:00 Why vulnerable people started finding him41:37 Turning Landon’s suicide into Go On45:01 Finding a reason to stay alive48:02 How to get out of emotional hellConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Landon Ashworth:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/landonashworthdirects/#SuicidePrevention #AutismAwareness #SurvivorsGuilt
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  I Found a Lump in the Shower - Now I'm Fighting for My Life 01.09.2026 42min

  When I called Mya Ludwig a few weeks ago, I expected a hard conversation. She had been diagnosed with breast cancer, undergone a double mastectomy, and was halfway through chemotherapy. Instead, I hung up feeling like Mya had somehow helped me.So I knew I needed to bring her back to the podcast.Mya opens up about the moment she discovered the lump, what treatment has really been like, and how losing her hair challenged the way she saw herself. But what impacted me most was her perspective. She refuses to let cancer become her identity or allow fear about tomorrow to steal the life she still gets to live today.We talk about learning to put yourself first, finding joy in incredibly difficult seasons, and how a traumatic brain injury years earlier taught Mya lessons she never imagined she'd need again.And making this conversation even more special, Mya's brother Adam joins us again, bringing the same joy and personality we loved the first time.In this episode:The moment Mya discovered something was wrongWhy she refuses to live in the "what ifs"What losing her hair taught her about identityHow to support someone without making them feel helplessFinding one small reason to keep going on the hardest daysThis conversation reminded me that we don't always get to choose what happens to us. But we do get to choose how we show up through it.Key Moments:00:00 The Lump Maya Knew Was Cancer03:18 The Attitude Toward Cancer That Changed My Life07:44 Why Cancer Forced Maya to Finally Put Herself First11:02 Why Maya Refuses to Feel Sorry for Herself14:44 Refusing to Let Cancer Take Over Her Life18:02 What Someone With Cancer Actually Needs From You21:04 Losing Her Hair Changed How Maya Saw Herself25:40 The One Thing Maya Does on Her Darkest Days29:26 Maya’s Brother Adam Returns to the Podcast31:20 How Adam Reacted to Maya’s Cancer Diagnosis34:01 The Joy Adam Brings Everywhere He Goes38:19 Adam’s Unfiltered Take on the Raiders41:29 Adam’s Message to Anyone Going Through a Hard TimeConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Mya:IG: @minimamamya (https://www.instagram.com/minimamamya/)
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  Most Heartbreaking Story I've Ever Heard 25.08.2026 1h 6min

  In this episode, I sit down with Matthew Griffin, who spent 21 years serving in the military and law enforcement. During those years, Matt saw things most of us will never see. But one call would stay with him for decades.As a young police officer, Matt responded to the accidental death of two-and-a-half-year-old Benny Jr., the son of a friend. Matt was the first officer on scene and performed CPR, but Benny didn’t survive. What followed was years of guilt, nightmares, drinking, and the belief that if he had reacted just seconds sooner, maybe he could have saved him.The trauma didn’t stay at work. Slowly, Matt began losing himself, his marriage, his identity, and eventually his desire to keep living.In this episode, we talk about:The call involving two-year-old Benny Jr. that changed Matt’s life foreverThe hidden reality of PTSD, trauma, and mental health among police officers and first respondersHow undercover police work consumed Matt’s identity and contributed to the breakdown of his marriageThe moments that pushed Matt toward suicide and what ultimately kept him hereWhy simply checking on someone can be more powerful than we realizeThis conversation is about what happens when the people we expect to save everyone else are quietly falling apart themselves.And why sometimes surviving starts with giving life one more hour. One more day.Key Moments:00:00 The Police Call That Changed Everything03:03 Meeting Benny Jr. Days Before the Tragedy10:24 The Guilt That Haunted Him for Years18:02 The Hidden Mental Health Crisis in Policing24:18 When Undercover Police Work Took Over His Life27:31 Losing His Marriage, Home and Identity32:14 Taking Accountability for Who He Became36:04 His Chief Checked on Him, Then Died by Suicide42:04 The Phone Call That Saved Matt’s Life48:47 Why Checking In on Someone Could Save a Life53:22 “If Today Is a Good Day to Die, So Is Tomorrow”59:44 The Check-In Every Leader Should Be Doing1:03:29 What Matt Would Say to Someone Considering SuicideConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Matt:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/authormatthewgriffin/
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  We Were So Proud He Lost Weight - Now My Dad is Dead 18.08.2026 42min

  In this episode, I sit down with Olivia Burnett, who lost her dad, Kevin, to stage four colon cancer at just 24 years old. He was her Superman, the person who gave her confidence, made her feel unstoppable, and always reminded her that she was “golden.” Within months of his death, grief pulled Olivia into a darkness she never expected.She tried therapy. Medication. Exercise. Friends. Family. Everything people tell you to do when you're struggling with depression. But nothing seemed to break through. Eventually, Olivia found herself sitting on her bed with a bottle of pills in her hand, believing suicide was the only way out.Then two words entered her mind: Hold on. That tiny piece of hope was enough.In this episode, we talk about:Losing her dad to stage four colon cancer at just 24 years oldThe delayed grief that sent Olivia into a devastating battle with depressionThe night she believed suicide was her only way out and the two words that stopped herHow tiny, everyday decisions helped her slowly find hope, resilience, and purpose againTurning unimaginable pain into a reason to help others hold on through their darkest momentsThis conversation isn't about pretending everything gets better overnight. It's about what can happen when you hold on long enough to see what comes next.Key Moments:00:00 My Dad Was Healthy Then Everything Changed04:06 The Signs of Stage 4 Colon Cancer We Missed08:02 The Night I Watched My Dad Die11:12 The Future Cancer Stole From Us15:03 How My Dad Faced Death Without Fear19:03 Finding Yellow Socks in the Darkness22:09 Why “Choose Happiness” Isn't That Simple25:16 When Grief Turned Into Severe Depression28:03 The Night I Almost Ended My Life31:16 Turning My Pain Into Purpose35:46 How I Finally Climbed Out of the Darkness39:34 The Small Decisions That Saved Me41:06 What My Dad Would Say to Me TodayConnect with Me:Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/⁠Connect with Olivia:Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/twentysomething_podcast/⁠
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  We Were Just Setting up The Nursery - Now She's Dead 11.08.2026 1h 5min

  There are some stories you hear that stay with you long after the conversation ends. This is one of them.In this episode, I sit down with Nathan Wieser, a husband, father and author of We Did It, to talk about a journey through pregnancy loss, infant loss, miscarriage, PTSD, grief and a fight to become a father that lasted more than a decade. Nathan and his wife Lucy endured loss after loss. But nothing could prepare them for the day their daughter Mary died during birth, while Lucy herself was fighting to stay alive. Nathan remembers sitting alone in a hospital hallway waiting for one thing: to hear his daughter cry. The cry never came. What followed were years of grief, trauma and fear before they found the courage to try again.Then came Otto. Born at just 26 weeks and weighing only two pounds, Otto spent 121 days in the NICU fighting through emergency surgeries, sepsis and moments when his parents didn't know if he would survive.In this episode:Losing their daughter Mary during childbirth and nearly losing Lucy tooThe miscarriages, grief and PTSD that followed their devastating lossFinding the courage to try for another child after years of traumaOtto’s premature birth and the terrifying 121-day fight for his life in the NICUHow loss changed Nathan’s perspective on fatherhood, marriage and what truly mattersThis is an incredibly raw conversation about losing children, surviving trauma, marriage, fatherhood and finding hope when life has given you every reason to stop believing things can get better.This conversation gave me a lot to think about as a father. I think it will do the same for you.Key Moments:00:00 Waiting for a Cry That Never Came06:22 The Diagnosis No Parent Is Ready For12:38 The Moment Everything Went Horribly Wrong18:04 Telling His Wife Their Baby Had Died24:19 Could They Ever Try for a Baby Again?28:17 Losing Their Twins Without a Heartbeat31:12 The Phone Call That Saved His Life36:45 Meeting His Two-Pound Son for the First Time41:42 The NICU Nightmare Begins47:25 His Heart Stopped Again49:13 The Miracle Doctors Couldn’t Explain52:06 They Finally Got Home... Then Lost Everything54:15 Walking Through Hell to Find Their Miracle58:28 The Best and Worst of the Medical System1:00:36 Why He Gave Up Alcohol for His SonConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Nathan Wieser:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nathanwieser/We Did It by Nathan Wieser (Author): https://www.amazon.com/We-Did-perspective-enduring-miscarriages/dp/B0FLVTTHPY/
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  My Family Keeps Dying & I Can't Explain It 04.08.2026 1h 13min

  In this episode, I sit down with Jaclyn Rose, a mental health advocate whose life has been shaped by unimaginable loss. Jaclyn shares the heartbreaking story of losing her uncle to suicide, her father to addiction, and years later, her older brother to the very same battle. Rather than allowing grief to harden her heart, she chose to understand it.This conversation challenged the way I think about addiction, mental health, suicide, grief, and what it truly means to love someone who is suffering. We talk about the silence that often surrounds these struggles, why shame keeps so many families trapped, and how healing begins when we stop asking, “How could you do this to us?” and start asking, “What pain were you carrying?”In this episode:Losing her uncle, father, and brother to suicide and addictionThe text message from her dad hours before he unexpectedly diedWhy shame and silence make grief even harder to carryWhat addiction taught her about love, forgiveness, and compassionHow she turned unimaginable loss into a mission to help others healIf you've ever lost someone to suicide or addiction, love someone battling mental illness, or are carrying grief that still feels too heavy to name, I hope this episode reminds you that you are not alone.Key Moments:00:00 The Text Message That Changed Everything05:12 Seeing Her Uncle After Suicide at Just 9 Years Old09:08 Why Silence Makes Grief Even Worse16:17 The Birthday That Changed Her Relationship with Her Dad20:01 The Truth About Her Father's Addiction24:03 Reuniting With Her Dad One Week Before He Died31:00 How Grief Turned Into Anxiety, Addiction & Survival34:19 Why Time Doesn't Heal Trauma36:05 Can You Love Someone Who Keeps Hurting You?43:03 What Addiction Really Feels Like46:41 Her Brother Started Following the Same Path50:10 Loving Someone Without Enabling Them54:08 "I Got My Son Back"... Or So We Thought59:20 The Second Phone Call That Broke Her Heart1:02:00 Saying Goodbye Without Shame1:07:48 The Biggest Gaps in Mental Health Treatment1:10:04 Why We Need to Change the Way We Talk About GriefConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Jaclyn Rose:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/wellnesswithjac/
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  We Thought She Was Just Struggling With Friends, But It Was Something Much Worse 28.07.2026 1h 18min

  As a parent, there are certain things you never think you’ll have to face. Watching your child fight for their life is one of them.In this episode, I sit down with Jheri South, a mother of seven whose story is filled with heartbreak, addiction, mental health struggles, suicide attempts, and an unbelievable determination to keep fighting.Jheri shares how her seemingly picture-perfect life unraveled when her husband’s crystal meth addiction tore their family apart. Years later, she would face every parent’s worst nightmare when her daughter Grace attempted to take her own life and collapsed into her arms having seizures.What follows is a raw conversation about suicide, autism in girls, ADHD, neurodivergence, parenting teenagers, and what our children may be carrying without us ever knowing.In this episode:Addiction tearing apart Jheri’s familyThe warning signs she never saw comingThe night she almost lost her daughterDiscovering undiagnosed autism and ADHDHow parents can truly connect with struggling teensThis conversation gave me a lot to think about as a father. I think it will do the same for you.Key Moments:0:00 I Thought My Daughter Was Dying 6:36 Leaving Home at Just 15 10:02 When My Kids’ Mental Health Changed 16:01 The Loneliness Nobody Saw 23:26 The Mindset Shift That Changed Everything 29:16 The Suicide Attempt That Haunts Me 35:22 The Night My Daughter Tried to Die 40:02 “Are We in Heaven?” 47:32 Parenting vs. Connecting With Your Teen 54:22 The Hidden Damage of Seeking Approval 58:02 Are You Borrowing Your Self-Confidence? 1:04:02 Your Thoughts Aren’t Always True 1:06:57 Breaking Free From External ValidationConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Jheri:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jherisouth/
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  He Thought it Was a Stomach Ache - Now My Brother is Dead 21.07.2026 34min

  In this episode of the Roller Coaster Podcast, I sit down with Rebecca Doyle, who shares the heartbreaking story of losing her only brother, Edward, to an unexpected complication from cancer treatment at just 28 years old. What started as stomach pain quickly became a Stage 3 cancer diagnosis, months of chemotherapy, and a phone call that changed her life forever.Rebecca opens up about watching her brother die over FaceTime, the grief she buried to stay strong for her young daughter, and how years of unresolved trauma, postpartum depression, and unimaginable loss eventually pushed her to the brink of suicide. This is an honest conversation about grief, survival, faith, and finding a reason to keep living when life feels impossible.In this episode:Losing her only brother to cancer just days after doctors said he was close to remissionThe FaceTime call where she watched her brother die and how that moment changed her foreverHow buried grief, postpartum depression, and trauma led her to two suicide attemptsThe moment she chose to ask for help, entered psychiatric care, and began healingFinding hope through therapy, faith, and rebuilding a life she never thought she'd want to live againIf you've ever lost someone you love, struggled with suicidal thoughts, or wondered if healing is possible after tragedy, I truly believe this conversation will remind you that you're not alone.Key Moments:00:00 The Phone Call That Changed Everything03:39 "Edward Is Going to Die Today"06:12 Why Her Brother Meant Everything09:38 The Stage 3 Cancer Diagnosis11:57 The Chemo Complication That Killed Him16:02 When Grief Became Suicidal Thoughts19:44 The Night She Tried to End Her Life21:40 Her Second Suicide Attempt24:51 How Does Someone Reach That Breaking Point?27:55 Why She Couldn't Stop Blaming Herself30:30 What Her Brother Would Say Today33:28 The Truth About Therapy No One Wants to HearConnect with Tyler :Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/#SuicidePrevention #GriefRecovery #HealingAfterLoss
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  I Was at a Sleepover When I Got the Worst Call of My Life... 14.07.2026 1h 8min

  Some stories leave you speechless. This is one of them.In this episode, I sit down with Kelle Bott for one of the most raw, emotional, and unforgettable conversations we've ever had on the Rollercoaster Podcast.At just 18 years old, Kelle watched her father take his final breath. In a matter of seconds, the person she believed was invincible was gone, and the grief that followed completely changed the course of her life. What started as a way to numb the pain through alcohol quickly became a devastating addiction filled with withdrawal, hallucinations, relapse, isolation, and the belief that she would never be okay again.But Kelle's story doesn't end there.She courageously shares her journey through addiction recovery, entering treatment, losing a baby through miscarriage, becoming pregnant again, and making the heartbreaking decision to place her son for adoption so he could have the life she dreamed of giving him.This conversation is about grief, alcoholism, sobriety, recovery, trauma, motherhood, open adoption, healing, and finding hope when life feels impossible. Kelle's vulnerability is extraordinary, and her story is one that will stay with you long after this episode ends.In this episode:Watching her father take his last breath in the ICUHow grief turned into a life-threatening alcohol addictionLosing herself after the death of the person she loved mostWhy she almost chose abortion with her second pregnancyThe heartbreaking decision to place her son for adoptionFinding sobriety, healing, and hope after unimaginable lossIf you've ever experienced loss, struggled with addiction, questioned your worth, or wondered if life could ever get better, this conversation is for you.Key Moments:00:00 The Last Night I Ever Had With My Dad04:27 COVID Took My Dad So Fast09:00 The Impossible Decision to Let Him Go14:00 The Promise My Dad Never Got to Keep19:10 When Grief Turned Into Alcoholism24:15 Alcohol Took Control of My Life29:35 Detox Saved My Life35:20 The Wake-Up Call I Couldn't Ignore40:40 I Got Pregnant 90 Days Sober45:30 I Almost Chose Abortion49:20 Hiding My Pregnancy From Everyone52:05 The First Time I Held My Son53:30 His Father Overdosed in My Hospital Room55:45 My Final Night With My Baby58:10 The Hardest Goodbye of My Life1:03:40 How I Found Hope Again1:07:00 If You're Struggling, Hear ThisConnect with Kelle Bott:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kellebott/Connect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/
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  We Had the Perfect Family - Now My Husband & Daughter Are Dead 07.07.2026 1h 12min

  Some stories stay with you long after the conversation ends. This is one of them.In this episode, I sit down with Julie Garlock to hear the unimaginable story of losing her husband, Troy, and their young daughter, Elsie, in a devastating car accident that changed her life forever.What followed wasn't just overwhelming grief, it was a journey through trauma, addiction, healing, faith, survival, and finding purpose when everything seemed lost. Julie opens up with incredible honesty about the years she and Troy spent battling addiction, the unconventional healing modalities that transformed their lives, the heartbreaking phone call that shattered her world, and the miraculous survival of their daughter, Mabel.We also have a deeply vulnerable conversation about suicide, meditation, grief, plant medicine, trauma, and the powerful role gratitude has played in helping Julie continue moving forward. Whether you agree with every perspective shared or not, I believe you'll walk away challenged, encouraged, and reminded that hope can still exist in the darkest moments.If you've ever lost someone you love, struggled with addiction, questioned your faith, or wondered if healing is possible after unimaginable pain, I hope Julie's story reminds you that you're not alone.In this episode:The final FaceTime call she'll never forgetThe phone call that changed her life foreverLosing her husband and daughter in a devastating crashThe miraculous survival of her daughter against all oddsThe addiction battle that nearly destroyed their familyJulie's own suicide attempt and the lessons that saved her lifeThe healing practices that gave her hope againThis is a conversation about heartbreak, resilience, healing, and discovering that even after unimaginable tragedy, hope is still possible.Key Moments:00:00 The Last FaceTime Before Everything Changed03:00 How Addiction Nearly Destroyed Their Family06:05 The Family Trip That Changed Everything08:14 The Goodbye She Didn't Know Was Goodbye13:20 Four Missed Calls Changed Everything17:39 The Second Devastating Loss21:15 The Miracle Doctors Couldn't Explain27:00 The Father-Daughter Bond That Lives On30:02 The Healing Tools That Changed Everything33:17 Does Grief Ever Really Go Away?36:52 Her Suicide Attempt During Addiction41:12 How Plant Medicine Changed Troy Forever46:45 The Ceremony That Gave Her Hope Again50:28 What Really Led to Her Suicide Attempt55:15 The Moment Everything Changed1:00:05 Finding Hope After Unimaginable Loss1:03:10 The Truth About the Fatal CrashConnect with Julie Garlock:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lettertomyloves/Connect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/
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  We Put Seatbelts on Everyone Except My Daughter... 30.06.2026 39min

  Some stories leave you speechless, and this is one of them.In this episode, I sit down with Janairy Quintero, whose life changed forever after what should have been a simple family camping trip. When an ATV accident left her hand hanging by only a few veins, she made one split-second decision that likely saved her daughter's life. What followed was nearly two years of reconstructive surgeries, relentless infections, unimaginable pain, and ultimately the heartbreaking decision to amputate her hand.But this conversation isn't about tragedy.It's about resilience. It's about perspective. It's about refusing to let life's hardest moments define who you become.Janairy shares what it was really like to relearn everyday tasks with one hand, how she navigated the emotional weight of losing part of herself, why she never blamed her husband for the accident, and the mindset that allowed her to find gratitude even in the middle of unimaginable suffering.Whether you're facing trauma, loss, chronic illness, disability, or simply walking through a difficult season, I believe Janairy's story will remind you that your circumstances don't have to determine your future.In this episode:The family camping trip that changed everything in secondsThe terrifying ATV accident that nearly cost her lifeEnduring 20+ surgeries before making the decision to amputateLearning to write, eat, work out, and parent with one handWhy your greatest setback doesn't have to define your futureKey Moments:00:00 The ATV Crash That Changed Everything03:45 My Hand Was Hanging by a Few Veins...07:16 Why I Chose to Amputate My Hand10:29 The Split-Second Decision That Saved My Daughter12:25 Why I Never Blamed My Husband14:21 Living Through 20+ Surgeries16:35 Learning to Live With One Hand18:18 The Everyday Things You Never Appreciate20:39 What Everyone Takes for Granted23:01 Did This Happen for a Reason?25:10 Helping Other Amputees Find Hope27:09 Why Losing a Limb Made Me Stronger29:04 The Mindset That Changed My Life31:17 Helping My Husband Let Go of the Guilt33:19 Working Out Without a Hand35:45 When Your Injury Becomes Your IdentityConnect with Janaira Quintero:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/janairy_q/Connect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/
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  Life Was Perfect, But I Was More Sick Than I Could Ever Imagine 23.06.2026 1h 14min

  What makes someone throw away everything they've spent 10 years rebuilding?In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Corey Warren, a recovery advocate, business owner, and former addict whose life was shaped by addiction, prison, relapse, and ultimately redemption.Corey shares how a single decision at a high school party led to a 20-year battle with heroin and alcohol addiction. He opens up about the armed robbery that nearly cost him 30 years of his life, the alcoholism that left his organs failing, and the devastating relapse that happened after he had seemingly beaten the odds, 10 years sober, a thriving business, a loving family, and everything he once dreamed of.But this conversation goes far beyond addiction. Corey reveals the deeper struggle that fueled it all, the desperate need to belong, be accepted, and find his identity in the approval of others.We talk about recovery, relapse, faith, purpose, and the dangerous lie that success alone can heal what's broken inside. If you've ever battled addiction, lost your way, or wondered if it's possible to rebuild after hitting rock bottom, Corey's story is proof that your darkest chapter doesn't have to be your final one.In this episode:How one decision at a high school party led to a 20-year battle with heroin and alcohol addictionThe armed robbery that nearly cost him 30 years in prison and changed the course of his life foreverWhy building a successful business, loving family, and dream life still wasn't enough to stop a devastating relapseThe deeper struggle with identity, belonging, and validation that fueled his addiction for decadesHow faith, recovery, and a second chance helped him rebuild after losing everythingKey Moments:00:00 The Beer That Cost Him Everything06:15 Chasing Acceptance Through Drugs11:30 The Day He Injected Heroin for the First Time15:20 Funding Addiction With Stolen Money20:40 Dopesick, Desperate & Out of Options24:25 Facing 30 Years in Prison at 1828:20 Why Getting Clean Didn't Fix the Real Problem33:00 The Seizure That Should Have Saved His Life36:30 The People Who Paid for His Addiction40:05 The Brutal Reality of Early Sobriety44:30 The Sobriety Strategy That Actually Works47:20 Building a New Life After Addiction50:45 Success Nearly Destroyed His Recovery55:30 One Beer Became a Nightmare59:10 The Relapse That Changed His Life Forever1:02:30 The Unexplainable Moment That Shook His Faith1:06:00 Why He Finally Surrendered to God1:09:30 The Biggest Lie Addiction Tells YouConnect with Corey Warren:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/icoreywarren/Connect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/
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  I Was Living the Dream, Then Everything Changed 16.06.2026 36min

  Support the Show & Shop DayxDay Apparel Here: https://dayxdayapparel.com/ What happens when you've achieved everything the world tells you should make you happy but you still feel completely empty inside?In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Keith Hale, entrepreneur, author, and men's mental health advocate, who shares the story of the day he attempted to take his own life.From the outside, Keith looked successful. He had built businesses, accumulated wealth, and lived the life many people dream about. But behind closed doors, he was battling feelings of unworthiness, loneliness, and a deep sense that no one truly saw him.Keith takes us inside the moments leading up to his suicide attempt, the spiritual experience he had while sitting in that garage, and how surviving that day completely transformed his relationship with God, himself, and his purpose in life.We also dive into the identity crisis facing so many men today, the dangers of tying self-worth to success, and why vulnerability may be the key to healing.If you've ever struggled with your mental health, questioned your purpose, or felt like you had to carry the weight of the world alone, this conversation will stay with you long after it ends.In this episode:The breaking point that led him to attempt taking his own lifeWhy success, money, and achievement couldn't fill the emptiness he felt insideHow a neighbor unknowingly helped save his lifeWhy so many men suffer in silence and never ask for helpThe powerful spiritual experience that stopped him from ending his lifeHow faith, vulnerability, and surrender helped him rebuild his identityKey Moments:00:00 The Success That Hid the Pain04:05 The Fear of Looking Weak08:03 The Moment God Showed Up11:25 Why God Let It Happen14:23 The Pain Behind Success18:11 The Voice That Lies to You22:01 Buying 10 Luxury Cars25:31 Who Are You Really?28:28 Life After the Suicide Attempt30:04 How God Answers Prayers32:29 A Message for Anyone Suicidal35:12 What He's Grateful He Didn't Miss36:03 The Purpose He Almost Lost ForeverConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/
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  I Was a Psych Student, Then I Was Stuck in an Ab*sive Relationship 09.06.2026 53min

  What happens when the very things you swore you'd never become are the things that slowly take over your life?In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Natalie Stavola, a recovery coach, filmmaker, and survivor whose life was shaped by childhood trauma, abusive relationships, addiction, and years of self-destruction.Natalie shares the harrowing moments that changed her forever, including having a gun held to her head by a man she loved, battling alcoholism and cocaine addiction, and finding herself trapped in cycles of abuse she never thought she would tolerate. Despite studying psychology and criminology, she discovered firsthand that understanding trauma and escaping it are two very different things.Together, we explore how childhood wounds can shape our adult relationships, why addiction is often rooted in pain, and what it really takes to heal after years of running from yourself. Natalie also opens up about the spiritual awakening that helped her get sober and the work she now does helping others find hope in their darkest moments.If you've ever struggled with addiction, experienced abuse, battled your inner demons, or wondered whether healing is possible after trauma, this conversation will stay with you.In this episode:Growing up in a home marked by emotional abuseThe relationship that ended with a gun to her headAlcohol, cocaine addiction, and hitting rock bottomWhy trauma keeps us returning to toxic peopleThe moment she knew she needed helpSobriety, healing, and rebuilding her lifeFinding meaning in the pain she surviveHow she now helps others heal from trauma and addictionKey Moments:00:00 The Moment He Put a Gun to My Head05:05 When I Became My Own Worst Enemy08:12 Why I Never Fit In Anywhere12:15 Looking for Good in a Broken World15:06 Why Pain Can Become Your Purpose18:07 The First Drink That Changed Everything24:06 The Dangerous People We Choose26:49 Why Some People Never Ask for Help31:32 Can You Save Someone From Addiction?35:04 The Relationships That Nearly Destroyed Me37:20 He Put a Gun to My Head40:13 Why I Went Back to Him Anyway45:01 The Day My Healing Finally Began47:44 The Protest That Broke Me Open50:10 When I Could No Longer Hide My TraumaConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Natalie Stavola:Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/nataliestavola/⁠
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  The Worst Day of My Life 02.06.2026 45min

  What do you do when the person you've loved for 20 years decides they no longer want to live?In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Tommy O'Mara to talk about the day that changed his life forever. After two decades together, Tommy came home expecting an ordinary morning with the woman he loved. Instead, he found Cynthia unconscious on the floor after she had intentionally taken her own life.Tommy shares the heartbreaking moments of performing CPR on his partner, watching paramedics fight to save her, and the crushing guilt that followed after her death. In the months that followed, he found himself carrying her medications in his car and questioning whether he wanted to keep living himself.But this conversation isn't just about loss.It's about surviving the unimaginable. It's about learning to live with grief, finding support after suicide, overcoming guilt, and discovering that life can still hold joy after tragedy.We also explore addiction recovery, mental health, spirituality, healing after suicide loss, and Tommy's belief that love continues long after death.If you've ever lost someone you love, struggled with grief, or wondered whether life can get better after heartbreak, this episode is for you.Key Moments:00:00 - I Thought She Was Sleeping, But She Was Already Gone03:42 - The Brutal Assault That Started Her Downward Spiral06:04 - "I'll Never Be Pretty Again"08:21 - The Woman Who Saved My Life12:15 - Finding Hope After Unimaginable Loss16:08 - The Morning I Found Her Unconscious18:09 - The Moment They Covered Her Face21:33 - Why I Still Talk to Her Every Day24:49 - Can We Communicate With Loved Ones After Death?27:03 - Why I Started Believing in More30:19 - My Journey Through Addiction and Recovery33:10 - Was Her Death Part of a Greater Purpose?38:35 - The Truth About Suicidal Thoughts41:27 - What To Do When You Want to Give Up43:16 - The Power of Grief Support CommunitiesConnect with Tyler: IG: @tyler.hall (https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/)
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  We Were About to Get Married, Now My Fiancée Is Dead 25.05.2026 37min

  Every morning at 6:45am, Baylee would get the same text from her fiancé, Jared.He would meet her in the parking garage before work, walk her inside, give her a hug, a kiss, and remind her that she was loved. It was a simple routine they never thought twice about. Until one morning, that text never came.In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Baylee Barnes as she shares the heartbreaking story of losing her fiancé to suicide and the phone call that changed her life forever. Just weeks before this conversation, Baylee was planning a future with the man she loved. Then, without warning, everything changed.Together, we talk about grief, suicide loss, men's mental health, faith, healing, and the invisible battles so many people fight behind closed doors. Baylee courageously opens up about the signs she never saw, the guilt so many loved ones carry after loss, and how she's finding the strength to keep moving forward one day at a time.If you've ever lost someone, struggled with mental health, or wondered how to support someone through unimaginable pain, I hope this episode reminds you that you're not alone.In this episode:Coping with suicide loss and griefMen's mental health and hidden strugglesFinding hope after tragedyFaith, healing, and resilienceHow to support someone who is hurtingKey Moments:0:00 - The Morning Everything Changed3:06 - The 6:45am Text That Never Came7:30 - "Bailey... He's Gone"12:43 - Why She Shared This Story So Soon16:04 - A Video That Changed Everything20:45 - Their Final Vacation Together23:27 - Feeling Defeated vs Finding Hope28:24 - Crying in the Sauna & Cold Plunge31:27 - The Powerful Note Everyone Should Write34:27 - A Message for Anyone Considering Suicide36:14 - The Three Words That Could Save a Life37:18 - The Reason to Stay One More DayConnect with Me:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/Connect with Baylee Barnes:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/baylee0821/
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  I Thought Mold Was Making Me Sick, But It Was Something Much Worse 19.05.2026 46min

  What do you do when a doctor tells you that you have 15 months to live and less than a 10% chance of surviving the next two years?In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Doug Cartwright, a sales coach, entrepreneur, and one of the most spiritually grounded people I've ever met, who was diagnosed with Grade 4 Glioblastoma, the deadliest, most aggressive form of brain cancer, just weeks before we recorded this conversation.Doug walks us through the symptoms that were dismissed as anxiety, the emergency brain surgery that saved his life, and the vision he had that completely changed how he sees death, faith, and what it means to truly live.If you've ever faced a moment that shattered your sense of the future, this conversation will stay with you.Please consider supporting Doug’s GoFundMe linked below:https://gofund.me/27a96d9edKey Moments:0:00 “I Thought I Was Going to Die Today”5:38 Waves of Panic & Impending Doom9:03 He Thought He Had DPDR Disorder14:09 The Phone Call That Saved His Life18:45 “My Life Will Never Be the Same”21:36 Living Like Every Day Could Be His Last25:18 The Power of Saying I Love You29:12 Brain Cancer Became His Greatest Test33:10 Can You Keep Your Heart Open in Hell?38:32 How to Change Without Trauma41:14 The Experimental Cancer Vaccine in Germany43:02 The Truth About Death Nobody Talks About44:13 The Message He Wants to Leave BehindConnect with Me: IG: @tyler.hall (https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/)Connect with Doug Cartwright:IG: doug_cartwright (https://www.instagram.com/doug_cartwright/)
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  She Was My Best Friend, Now My Sister is Dead 12.05.2026 1h 27min

  What happens when the person trained to save lives loses someone they couldn’t save?In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with Dr. Marlon Rollins for one of the most powerful conversations we’ve ever had about suicide, grief, trauma, mental health, and healing. Dr. Rollins spent years working as a crisis director and mental health professional helping people through suicidal crises, until the unthinkable happened. His sister, Amber, took her own life, leaving behind a 13-year-old daughter who was the first person to find her.This conversation explores the devastating reality of suicide loss, survivor’s guilt, depression, addiction, firearms, trauma, parenting, social media, and why so many people suffer in silence. We also discuss suicide prevention, warning signs, purpose, connection, and the urgent mental health crisis impacting children, teens, veterans, nurses, and families around the world.If this episode moved you, please share it with someone who may need it.Key Moments:0:00 The Call That Changed Everything6:02 The Coroner Called Me Next12:48 The Suicide Prevention Grant18:40 His 13-Year-Old Niece Found Her23:35 “Losing My Sister Was a Gift”30:31 Learning to Heal Himself36:11 The Suicide Myth We Believe42:42 She Heard the Gunshot49:19 Did His Sister Plan Her Suicide?56:32 Suicide in Kids Is Exploding1:00:54 Why Community Saves Kids1:07:24 Find a Bigger Why1:14:13 Do People Regret Suicide?1:20:17 Why Suicide Keeps Increasing1:24:39 Mental Health Is Finally ChangingConnect with Me: IG: @tyler.hall (https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/)Connect with Dr. Marlon Rollins:IG: @drmarlonrollins (https://www.instagram.com/drmarlonrollins/)
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  The Worst Day of My Life... 05.05.2026 45min

  Nothing prepares you for the moment your parents call screaming that your little brother is gone. In this episode of the Rollercoaster Podcast, I sit down with twin brothers Jake & Joe Sharp as they relive the night their 16-year-old brother Sam died by suicide while they were serving church missions in Mexico.What followed was a pain neither of them knew how to survive. The phone call, the confusion, the anger, the guilt, and the devastating reality of returning home to a family forever changed. But this conversation is about more than loss. It’s about mental health, teenage depression, shame, hope, and the reminder that the people smiling the most are sometimes hurting the deepest.Jake & Joe share who Sam really was beyond his struggles: a light, a comedian, a brother, and someone deeply loved.If you or someone you love is battling suicidal thoughts, please know this episode was made for you.If this story moved you, share it with someone who needs hope today.Key Moments:00:00 The Call That Changed Their Lives Forever05:04 They Were in Mexico When It Happened09:04 The Panic Before the Phone Call13:23 Who Sam Really Was Behind the Smile17:00 Why His Death Still Makes Them Angry19:18 The Morning After Everything Changed22:05 Why Teen Suicide Is Exploding27:13 The Dangerous Lies Teens Believe30:35 The Note Sam Left for His Brothers34:24 The Suicide Prevention Message Everyone Needs38:36 The Happiest People May Be Hurting Most41:05 Their Message to Teenagers in DarknessConnect with Me: IG: @tyler.hall (https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/)Connect with Jake & Joe Sharp:IG: @jduofit (https://www.instagram.com/jduofit/)