The Antigravity Podcast
Kerilius Leslie & Laurence Modeste
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This podcast explores the tension between doing what is right and what is comfortable, framing it as a universal human struggle. It draws on Christian themes, specifically the idea of going against gravity to follow God's way. The hosts aim to inspire listeners by providing guidance on how to overcome this pull.
Epizode
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E39 - The Tilt Part 2 14.09.2026 27minIn Episode 39, we continue to explore how we’ve been wired, how we wire ourselves, and what happens when we allow God to rewire the patterns we’ve learned to trust. -
E38 - The Tilt Part 1 07.09.2026 29minWe all have a tilt. Our personality, experiences, habits, fears, and choices shape how we naturally respond to life. But natural does not always mean wise. In Episode 38, we explore how we’ve been wired, how we wire ourselves, and what happens when we allow God to rewire the patterns we’ve learned to trust. -
E37 - Let Your Talking Be Your Walking 31.08.2026 11minWe spend a lot of time telling people who we are, what we believe, and what we’re going to do. But what happens when our words move faster than our actions?Episode 37 explores integrity, discipline, identity, and why demonstration is often more powerful than declaration.Talk less. Do more. Let your life speak. -
E36 - Changing Spaces 24.08.2026 40minWhat if God has already provided the opportunity and positioned you near it, but the final preparation is happening inside you?Episode 36 explores the relationship between provision, positioning, and possession, and why entering a new space requires more than an open door. It requires becoming someone capable of stewarding what waits on the other side. -
E35 - A Note To All Schools 17.08.2026 41minThe job market is evolving faster than many degree programs. So what should tertiary institutions do differently?Episode 35 of Anti-Gravity explores how schools can make education more relevant without sacrificing its deeper purpose, preparing graduates not merely to know more, but to think, adapt, create, solve problems, and navigate a world being rapidly reshaped by technology. -
E34 - What Are We 10.08.2026 25minFew questions create more anxiety than, “What are we?”One person thinks you’re building a future. The other thinks you’re just talking. One assumes exclusivity. The other assumes options. When expectations are never discussed, confusion becomes inevitable and disappointment follows close behind.In this episode, we unpack why defining the relationship is one of the healthiest conversations you can have. We explore the dangers of assumptions, mixed signals, and unspoken expectations, and why clarity is one of the greatest expressions of respect. Whether you’re dating, building a friendship, or navigating any meaningful relationship, learning to ask and answer this question can save you months, or even years, of confusion and heartache.Don’t settle for guessing where you stand. Have the conversation that brings clarity. -
E33 - Stop Living In What Ifs 03.08.2026 20min“What if I fail?”“What if it doesn’t work?”“What if I make the wrong decision?”Some of life’s biggest opportunities are buried beneath the weight of imagined outcomes. We become experts at predicting failure, creating scenarios that never happen, and allowing fear to make decisions for us.In this episode, we unpack the hidden cost of living in “what ifs.” You’ll discover why fear thrives in uncertainty, how overthinking quietly steals momentum, and why courage is built by taking the next step instead of waiting for perfect confidence.Your future is shaped more by the decisions you make than the possibilities you imagine. Stop rehearsing disasters that don’t exist. Start building the life that does. -
E32 - Pray And Take Post - Take 2 29.06.2026 18minHere's another look at this concept When pressure rises, most people choose one of two extremes:They either panic… or pretend.But Nehemiah did something different.He prayed.Then he took his post.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we explore the powerful tension between faith and responsibility through the story of Nehemiah 4. What does it mean to trust Yahweh without becoming passive? How do you stay spiritually grounded while still preparing for opposition, pressure, criticism, and attack?This conversation is about vigilance.About leadership under pressure.About spiritual maturity that doesn’t collapse when resistance appears.Because real faith is not escapism.Real faith prays… and stays ready.#AntiGravity #Nehemiah #Faith #Discipline #Leadership #SpiritualGrowth #Mindset #Purpose #Resilience #ChristianPodcast -
E31 - The Disobedient Mind Is A Poor Mind 22.06.2026 24minSome people are not just struggling financially.They are struggling mentally.Spiritually.Emotionally.Because disobedience does not only affect behavior.It affects perception.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we explore how a disobedient mind slowly creates a life that feels poor, heavy, chaotic, and constantly persecuted. Why people who resist wisdom often feel attacked by everything. Why ego turns correction into offense. And how living out of alignment with truth eventually distorts the way you see yourself, others, and the world around you.This is a conversation about internal disorder.About how pride creates suffering.How rebellion drains peace.How ignoring conviction slowly weakens judgment, discipline, clarity, and emotional stability.Many people blame life for battles they created through resistance, impatience, bitterness, and self-deception.Because eventually, the mind you feed becomes the life you experience.And a disobedient mind rarely produces peace.#AntiGravity #Mindset #Discipline #SpiritualGrowth #Psychology #Faith #SelfAwareness #PersonalGrowth #Identity #Leadership -
E30 - Disobedience Has A Look. Here’s How We Know 15.06.2026 31minDisobedience rarely announces itself loudly.It leaks.Into your habits.Your posture.Your peace.Your relationships.Your discipline.Your eyes.Because when a person keeps resisting truth, eventually the internal conflict becomes visible externally.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we explore the psychological and spiritual weight of disobedience. How compromise slowly changes identity. Why people lose clarity after repeatedly ignoring conviction. And how the soul begins to reflect whatever it continuously submits to.This is not about condemnation.It’s about awareness.Because many people think disobedience only affects behavior, while ignoring how it quietly affects confidence, emotional stability, focus, discernment, and even presence.The scary part is this:you can normalize dysfunction long enough that misalignment starts feeling natural.Until one day your life reflects the very thing you once resisted becoming.Disobedience has a look.And alignment does too.#AntiGravity #Discipline #Faith #SpiritualGrowth #Mindset #SelfAwareness #Psychology #PersonalGrowth #Leadership #Identity -
E29 - Play the Probability Game: Tails You Win 08.06.2026 21minMost people lose because they expect certainty before they move.They want guarantees.Perfect timing.Zero risk.But life rarely works that way.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we explore the mindset of playing the probability game. Why successful people understand that growth is often about stacking favorable odds, staying consistent long enough, and refusing to emotionally collapse after setbacks.Sometimes you win big.Sometimes you learn.Sometimes the coin lands tails… and you still come out ahead.This is a conversation about resilience, calculated risk, faith, discipline, and why long-term thinkers stop obsessing over immediate outcomes.Because the people who keep moving eventually become statistically dangerous.#AntiGravity #Mindset #Discipline #RiskTaking #PersonalGrowth #Resilience #Success #Psychology #Leadership #SelfMastery -
E28 - The Older I Get, The Smarter They Sound 01.06.2026 29minWhen you’re young, wisdom often sounds restrictive.Save your money.Be patient.Avoid debt.Learn discipline.Build slowly.Think long term.It all feels boring… until life teaches you why it matters.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we reflect on the financial, psychological, and spiritual lessons many of us ignored too early. Why modern culture trains people to chase appearances over ownership. Why impatience quietly destroys wealth. And why the older you get, the more you realize your parents were trying to teach you freedom, not limitation.This is not just a conversation about money.It’s about maturity.Impulse control.Identity.Legacy.And learning to value wisdom before pain forces you to.Because sometimes the hardest part of growth is admitting the people before you saw something you couldn’t yet see.#AntiGravity #Wealth #Discipline #Mindset #FinancialFreedom #Wisdom #PersonalGrowth #Leadership #Money #SelfMastery -
E27 - Pray and Take Post 25.05.2026 33minWhen pressure rises, most people choose one of two extremes:They either panic… or pretend.But Nehemiah did something different.He prayed.Then he took his post.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we explore the powerful tension between faith and responsibility through the story of Nehemiah 4. What does it mean to trust Yahweh without becoming passive? How do you stay spiritually grounded while still preparing for opposition, pressure, criticism, and attack?This conversation is about vigilance.About leadership under pressure.About spiritual maturity that doesn’t collapse when resistance appears.Because real faith is not escapism.Real faith prays… and stays ready.#AntiGravity #Nehemiah #Faith #Discipline #Leadership #SpiritualGrowth #Mindset #Purpose #Resilience #ChristianPodcast -
E26 - Why Less Talented People Keep Winning 18.05.2026 37minSome people have talent and stay stuck for years.Others have average ability and become unstoppable.Why?Because success is rarely about capability.It’s about willingness.In this episode of Anti-Gravity, we unpack the psychology of discipline, self-sabotage, comfort, ego, and why the people who keep growing are usually the ones willing to do what others avoid.The capable impress people.The willing transform.#AntiGravity #Discipline #SelfMastery #Mindset #PersonalGrowth #Faith #Psychology #Leadership #Purpose #Identity -
E25 - When Failing Feels Familiar 27.04.2026 39minWinning can become a pattern. But so can losing.After unpacking the dangers of success in the last episode, this conversation shifts to the other side of momentum: what happens when failure becomes familiar.For many people, losing is not just an event. It becomes an identity. Repeated disappointment can train your mind to expect defeat, play small, and sabotage opportunities before they even begin. You stop taking risks, stop believing, and start calling survival wisdom.In this episode, we unpack how cycles of failure shape your psychology, how repeated losses can quietly become comfort zones, and why breaking free starts with challenging the story you keep telling yourself.Failure may have visited often, but it does not have to move in. -
E24 - The Winner’s Effect 13.04.2026 35minWinning changes how you see the world and how the world responds to you.Inspired by the ideas of Nassim Nicholas Taleb, this episode explores the powerful dynamics behind success and momentum. When someone begins to win, confidence grows, risk tolerance increases, and opportunities start to appear. Success compounds not only in results but also in psychology.But this effect comes with a warning. Early victories can strengthen judgment and discipline, or they can create overconfidence and blind spots. The same momentum that lifts someone up can also set them up for a harder fall if they forget the role of uncertainty, luck, and fragility.In this conversation, we unpack how winning shapes behavior, why momentum matters, and how to pursue success without becoming blind to the risks that come with it. -
E23 - Was Zacchaeus Guilty? 06.04.2026 1hThe story of Zacchaeus is often told as the dramatic conversion of a corrupt tax collector who finally repented after meeting Jesus Christ. But what if we have been reading the story too quickly?In this episode, we take a closer look at the text in Gospel of Luke 19 and ask an uncomfortable question: was Zacchaeus actually guilty of the crimes people assumed he committed?By examining the language of the passage and the social assumptions surrounding tax collectors, we explore the possibility that Zacchaeus may not have been confessing new behavior, but describing how he already lived. If that is the case, the story shifts from simple repentance to something deeper: a public vindication of a man who had been misjudged.This episode invites you to read the text carefully and reconsider one of the most familiar stories in the Bible. -
E22 - Create More Than You Consume 30.03.2026 33minMost people spend their lives as spectators. They scroll, watch, read, and absorb what others produce. The result is a mind full of information but a life that produces very little.This episode challenges you to reverse the ratio. Create more than you consume.When you shift from passive consumption to intentional creation, something powerful happens. Your thinking sharpens. Your voice becomes clearer. Your ideas turn into assets that serve other people.We unpack why overconsumption leads to stagnation, how creating forces growth, and why the people who shape industries, ideas, and culture are the ones who produce far more than they passively take in.The challenge is simple. Reduce the noise. Use what you learn. Build something with it. -
E21 - Predisposed: The Patterns You Didn’t Choose! 16.03.2026 46minSome battles feel bigger than you because they started before you.This episode unpacks the unseen inheritances we carry into adulthood, marriage, money, faith, and purpose. Patterns passed down through family lines. Mental habits you did not choose. Weaknesses that feel pre-installed. Spiritual doors opened long before you understood what a door even was.We explore what it means to be predisposed, how generational tendencies shape appetites and decisions, and why awareness is not enough without discipline and surrender. You may have inherited a leaning, but you do not have to inherit the outcome.This is not an episode to blame your past. It is an episode to break cycles, close doors, and choose a new legacy on purpose. -
E20 - The Power of Your Unfair Advantage 09.03.2026 44minYou are not behind. You are misaligned.Some people spend their whole lives trying to win at games they were never built to play. They copy another person’s path, pace, and personality, then wonder why it feels heavy and why progress is slow.In this episode, we unpack the power of your unfair advantage. The unique mix of gifts, background, pain, access, personality, skills, and calling that gives you leverage when you stop competing and start building in your lane. You will learn how to identify what makes you dangerous in the right environment, how to stop minimizing what comes naturally to you, and how to turn your difference into value.The goal is not to be better than everyone. The goal is to be faithful with what you have been given and to use it with intention.