Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,

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  When God Feels Silent After Heartbreak | Is God Still Speaking? 30.07.2026 20min

  Do you feel like your prayers are hitting the ceiling, especially in a season of heartbreak or relationship disappointment? Do you feel like you desperately need an answer but it feels as if God is on "airplane mode"? Then this episode is for you. This episode explores the difference between God’s silence and His absence, especially after heartbreak or when a promised 'kingdom spouse' didn’t materialize. My name is Lori, and today we will explore  Job’s story as well as four practical ways God still speaks even if it appears He is silent.   ---------- 🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com OR reach out to me at lorilongevous@gmail.com.  
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  The Shame of ”Getting It Wrong” | Overcoming Spiritual Embarrassment 24.07.2026 20min

  What hurts more than the breakup? The questions after. "So...when's the wedding?" "Have you set a date yet?" "How's the planning going?" If you believed God revealed "the one" to you, and the relationship ended or never began, the shame can feel heavier than the heartbreak itself. In this episode, we gets honest about navigating spiritual embarrassment, hiding, and the lies shame tells us. We’ll look at Psalm 34:4-5, and 3 truths to help you come out of hiding: 1. Separate your identity from your experience 2. Bring your shame into the light 3. Remember that God is not ashamed of you You are not disqualified. You are not alone. This is a safe space for healing after Christian relationship disappointment. ------------ 🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com OR reach out to me at lorilongevous@gmail.com.  
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  When God Feels Distant After Relationship Disappointment | Can I Trust God Again? 17.07.2026 12min

  Have you ever wanted to pray... but didn't know what to say to God? After a relationship you believed God revealed or promised ends - or didn't even begin, the heartbreak often goes far beyond losing the relationship. It can leave you questioning whether you can trust God, hear His voice, or even feel safe bringing Him your honest emotions. In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, Lori explores the difficult reality of what happens when God feels distant after spiritual and relationship disappointment. She talks about why fear can replace trust, why honesty in prayer is not a lack of faith, and how Scripture makes room for lament. If you've ever wondered: Why does God feel so far away? Is it okay to tell God I'm hurt? How do I pray when I don't know what to believe anymore? ...this episode is for you.   Through the Psalms, we'll see that God welcomes honest prayers even when they're filled with lament and uncertainty. If your heart has been quietly asking, "God, I thought this was You," I pray this conversation reminds you that your questions don't disqualify you from His presence.     🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com   
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  You’re Not Crazy for Trusting God about ” The One” 09.07.2026 16min

  Have you ever wondered, "Was I crazy for believing God?" If you've experienced disappointment in relationships, heartbreak, or you're struggling to trust God after a breakup, this episode is for you. In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we'll talk about the fear, confusion, shame, and self-doubt that can follow when you believed God revealed your future spouse...but the relationship ended or never even happened. You'll be reminded that trusting God doesn't make you foolish, your questions don't disqualify your faith, and you're not alone in your healing journey.     🌿 Continue your healing journey with my FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com
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  I Thought God Revealed My Future Husband (Part 2)...But He Married Someone Else 26.06.2026 20min

  What happens when you truly believe God showed you your future spouse... and the relationship still falls apart? In this episode, I'm sharing the painful aftermath of heartbreak, the confusion that followed, and the hard questions I brought to God when everything I thought made sense suddenly didn't. If you've ever replayed the dreams, signs, scriptures, or confirmations and asked yourself, Did I hear God wrong? - this episode is for you. This is a tender conversation for anyone navigating heartbreak, loss, disappointment, and the struggle to rebuild trust in God. Your grief is real. Your questions are real. But your story is not over.
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  My Story: I Thought God Showed Me My Future Spouse ( Part 1) 18.06.2026 16min

  I thought God showed me my future husband. I was sure. I prayed, I waited, I believed ....but things did not turn out how I expected.   In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment I share Part 1 of my story, where I’m getting real about what it’s like when what you thought was a promise doesn’t come to pass.   If you’ve ever wrestled with unfulfilled prophetic words, spiritual disappointment, or letting go of someone you were convinced was from God, this episode is for you. You’re not crazy. You’re not alone. And this isn’t the end of your story. Join me as I share part 1 of my story. New episodes weekly. Subscribe so you don’t miss Part 2.
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  When What You Believed God Said, Didn’t Happen 11.06.2026 14min

  Have you ever believed God revealed your future spouse... only for the relationship to fall apart or never happen at all? If so, you're not alone.   In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, host Lori opens up about one of the most painful experiences many Christians silently carry...the heartbreak that comes when a relationship you believed was from God doesn't materialize or unexpectedly ends. This isn't just the grief of losing someone you loved. It's the grief of losing a future you envisioned, questioning what you thought God showed you, and wrestling with doubts about your ability to hear His voice. Together, we'll explore the difficult questions many believers face after relationship disappointment. Plus, we'll also talk about the shame and confusion that often follow when a promised relationship doesn't become reality. Join us in this safe space to process your disappointment, your questions, and your pain without pretending it doesn't exist. If you've ever found yourself saying, "God, I thought this was You," this conversation is for you.     Comment, follow, and share with someone who may be navigating relationship disappointment and trying to make sense of what happened.
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  You Are Not Alone, This Space is for YOU 28.05.2026 13min

  This episode introduces Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a safe space for people who believed God revealed their future spouse but experienced heartbreak, confusion, or never saw the relationship begin. The host Lori shares candid reflections on feelings of aloneness, shame, and doubt when a spiritual promise doesn't materialize. Lori validates those emotions, reads from her personal journal, and encourages listeners to be honest with themselves and with God. The episode offers compassionate guidance to stop trying to fix everything immediately, to name your feelings, and to begin a gradual journey toward healing and restored hope.