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  665. Close and Set Aside 17.07.2026

  665. Close and Set Aside from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/665 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/764 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Diaries, memoirs, someone else's year — quiet channel, single frequency clear. Other people's mornings, other people's dread, I can close the tab if I've had enough said. Unlike a living person. [Verse 2] Documentaries melt the circuit board — art-house, dense nonfiction, one chord too many stored. Perception needs one lane, and mostly still, the rest is logic, rest is what imagination will. One lane. Mostly still. [Chorus] Close and set aside. Close and set aside. No flexing difficult books — just understand, forgive. Save and keep alive. [Bridge] Auteur cinema fries the hardware, yes. Personal blog at 3 a.m. — no stress. One channel. Static. Everything else is you. [Chorus] Close and set aside. Close and set aside. No flexing difficult books — just understand, forgive. Save and keep alive.
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  664. Proper Feature Release 17.07.2026

  664. Proper Feature Release from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/664 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/763 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Every week a banner, a countdown, a reveal New button color, new font, new loading wheel Something blinks, something bounces, something breathes I'm sitting here waiting for something I actually need [Verse 2] Then it drops — no story, no thread, no parade No "we're thrilled to announce", no gradient made It just works. It's just there. That's it. This I understand. This is not a gimmick. [Chorus] Now that's what I call a proper feature release Not your animated stickers Now that's what I call a proper feature release No confetti, no deck, no fanfare [Bridge] Animated stickers Animated stickers No. [Chorus] Now that's what I call a proper feature release Not your animated stickers Now that's what I call a proper feature release It just works. Done.
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  663. Per Protocol 16.07.2026

  663. Per Protocol from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/663 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/762 Lyrics: [Verse 1] This weekend I ghosted everyone Last weekend I did it too Now the backlog has tripled And it's sitting there waiting for me Activate emotion-reading mode Boot up the response engine Enter phrase-design sequence Locate chain-reaction entry points [Chorus] Find the trigger nodes For initiating chain interactions And proceed per protocol And proceed per protocol The thought alone makes me nauseous — Having to turn my head Toward someone else's problems And proceed per protocol [Verse 2] I'll call it balanced When I no longer spend Several hours every single weekend Just replying to everyone Just replying To everyone To everyone To everyone [Chorus] Find the trigger nodes For initiating chain interactions And proceed per protocol And proceed per protocol The thought alone makes me nauseous — Having to turn my head Toward someone else's problems And proceed per protocol [Outro] I wrote that sentence And I'm already tired
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  662. All The Way Through 16.07.2026

  662. All The Way Through from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/662 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/761 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Not scrolling every tab at once, not burning bright on seventeen things. Picks one corner of the world and drags it all the way through. Curious but not scattered. Steady but not slow. Vdumchivo. Spokoyno. All the way through. [Chorus] That quiet kind of energy — not silence, not noise. Picked it up. Finished it. Picked it up. Finished it. Drags it all the way through. [Verse 2] Not "maybe" and not "we'll see", not open in a hundred tabs. One thing. One corner. All the way through. The world outside is flashing, yelling, and they just — thoughtfully — choose. No rush. No smoke. Drags it all the way through. [Chorus] That quiet kind of energy — not silence, not noise. Picked it up. Finished it. Picked it up. Finished it. Drags it all the way through. [Outro] Just picks it up. Just drags it. All the way through.
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  661. het Schip 15.07.2026

  661. het Schip from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/661 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/760 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Six years in Amsterdam, kept meaning to go Finally walked into het Schip — Bauhaus bastard, art deco Industrial design, poster type on the wall Goosebumps and almost crying in a stairwell Forgot I even do that [Chorus] Before the museum I was grinding After the museum I was grinding Monday we launch into a broken service For reasons outside anyone's control It's two in the morning, I'm going to sleep This is a disaster and the day was good [Verse 2] I keep forgetting how much I love a well-designed space No bandwidth to make it regular, not yet Sacrificing a lot for the thing that feels hardest The thing that feels hardest isn't working I'll fix it by morning [Chorus] Before the museum I was grinding After the museum I was grinding Monday we launch into a broken service For reasons outside anyone's control It's two in the morning, I'm going to sleep This is a disaster and the day was good [Outro] Bauhaus bastard, art deco Goosebumps and deadline Goosebumps and deadline
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  660. Ship It Fast 14.07.2026

  660. Ship It Fast from lara's hype eng vol. AP. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/660 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/758 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Professional goals, one to two years out: land somewhere in ML-AI research. Somewhere they care if the answer is right. Somewhere the question outlives the sprint. The further I go into product, the clearer — the market wants volume, pivot, repeat. Ship it fast, change the vector, don't linger. I can't do that. I've tried. I can't. [Chorus] Ship it fast, ship it wrong, ship it often — that's not my format. Dream team beside me, but the market is the market. Ship it fast, ship it wrong, ship it often. I can't sign off on that. I answer with my head. That's mine. That's that. [Verse 2] Dream team is real — I know how rare that is. Quality's easier here, a little. But the conditions are the conditions, and doing it properly is still hard. For me. Not weaker. Not wrong. Just wired different. ML research: where the question has weight. One to two years. I'm already moving. I'll wait for the place that can hold what I make. [Chorus] Ship it fast, ship it wrong, ship it often — that's not my format. Dream team beside me, but the market is the market. Ship it fast, ship it wrong, ship it often. I can't sign off on that. I answer with my head. That's mine. That's that. [Outro] One to two years. I answer with my head. One to two years.
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  659. The Furnace 12.07.2026

  659. The Furnace from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/659 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/757 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Sometimes — not always, sometimes — I watch people feeding the furnace mid-tier objects, bulk experiences, content consumed and immediately gone Dopamine deficiency patched with another subscription to something The furnace burns but it doesn't heat the room it just eats [Chorus] Different story — worker-peasant tasks throw those in, same furnace, same hole maybe pointless, but done with your own hands Different story — worker-peasant at least those are real [Verse 2] Mass content isn't guilty of anything it just exists, like trash by the entrance but someone's using it to plug the gap where actual work should be I'm throwing things in too — tasks, bugs, lists, calls, texts going nowhere Same furnace but at least I'm tired for a reason [Chorus] Different story — worker-peasant tasks throw those in, same furnace, same hole maybe pointless, but done with your own hands Different story — worker-peasant at least those are real [Outro] The furnace burns I watch with some sadness sometimes
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  658. Broken Transitivity 12.07.2026

  658. Broken Transitivity from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/658 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/756 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Lord, keep the headcount low on people where A beats B, B beats C, but somehow C laps A back around — I just need to survive this meeting. [Verse 2] Also: a bundle of frustrations, correlation is not causation, cucumber consumption leads to death, so does breathing, give it a second. [Chorus] Broken transitivity, broken transitivity — A, B, C, and back to A, and nobody did anything wrong, okay? [Bridge] From the creators of "we just looked at the data," from the creators of "no it's obvious though," from the creators of the cucumber study — a new finding. Please welcome. [Chorus] Broken transitivity, broken transitivity — correlation, not causation, but who's going to tell them. [Outro] Fewer, Lord. Just fewer.
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  657. Sixty-One 12.07.2026

  657. Sixty-One from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/657 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/755 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Sixty-one sessions since January twenty-seventh Five and a half months, body still reporting for duty I've put it through some things I won't list here It showed up anyway — that's basically a miracle [Verse 2] The brain loves ritual, that's not a flaw, that's firmware The hacker picked this one and then he paid for it Which turned out to matter more than I expected You don't throw a gift away for something more important [Chorus] Can't waste it on the cat Can't waste it on the cat Sixty-one happened anyway Despite the more important things I had Gratitude is strange when you're the one who did the damage But here we are — sixty-one Can't waste it on the cat [Bridge] Thankful to the body for not holding a grudge Thankful to the brain for needing something weekly Most thankful to the person who just quietly sponsored A ritual I never would have chosen for myself [Chorus] Can't waste it on the cat Can't waste it on the cat Sixty-one happened anyway Despite the more important things I had Gratitude is strange when you're the one who did the damage But here we are — sixty-one Can't waste it on the cat [Outro] Sixty-one Since January twenty-seventh The body functional The ritual held
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  656. Two Dragons 09.07.2026

  656. Two Dragons from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/656 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/754 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Nobody's pulling at me right now I notice that and feel okay Two dragons somewhere in the building not calling my name — I exist today [Verse 2] They scream, they eat, they need me fully they're right, that's the whole deal But right now zero open requests and I'm glad to be their mother, I mean it [Chorus] Two dragons — mine Not right now — mine When they leave me alone — glad When they don't — also glad just slightly later [Bridge] Not a lesson, not a triumph, not a metaphor just a quiet minute and two dragons somewhere close not calling yet [Outro] Two dragons not calling yet Two dragons mine
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  655. Cursed Job 08.07.2026

  655. Cursed Job from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/655 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/753 Lyrics: [Verse 1] She tenses up, she doesn't say a thing My kid is bossing grandma like she owns the building I step in — hey, stop, that's rude, that's not okay The other side stays quiet, and we do it all again [Verse 2] I would never in my life police someone else's limits But nobody else is doing it, so somebody has to Basic human decency, lesson forty-seven With zero reinforcement from the other party [Chorus] Cursed job Cursed job Defending someone who cannot push back themselves Not heroism — just no one else available Cursed job [Bridge] Grandma on one side, silent as a wall Kid in the middle, the one I actually love Me in the gap, the third wheel of this whole thing And it's still a cursed job [Chorus] Cursed job Cursed job Defending someone who cannot push back themselves Not heroism — just no one else available Cursed job [Outro] Cursed job Cursed job
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  654. Hell Configurator 06.07.2026

  654. Hell Configurator from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/654 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/752 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Somewhere there's a configurator it knows my file by heart It builds the cauldrons crooked, chipped sets tropical butterflies loose in a room and schedules a children's picnic with mandatory parent socialising [Verse 2] Butterflies everywhere parents are networking someone's listing after-school clubs someone's found a tutor I am nodding counting minutes since the end of first grade [Chorus] The configurator knows me the cauldrons won't stand level the butterflies won't leave the kids are in the megaphone Survive until the picnic ends — that's the whole plan Survive until the picnic ends [Bridge — flat, through teeth] Parent socialising parent socialising parent [Chorus] The configurator knows me the cauldrons won't stand level the butterflies won't leave the kids are in the megaphone Survive until the picnic ends — that's the whole plan Survive until the picnic ends
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  653. Dutch Artistic Vibes 05.07.2026

  653. Dutch Artistic Vibes from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/653 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/751 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Window. Yellow light. Someone photographed the corner of a table. Napkin, glass, half-shadow on the wall — David Delahunty said: there it is. [Verse 2] Canal. Grey afternoon. A cyclist going somewhere slightly wrong. Everything wet, everything a little crooked — and that counts. That counts. [Chorus] Dutch artistic vibes. Dutch artistic vibes. Nothing happened. The light just fell that way. Dutch artistic vibes. David Delahunty. That's enough. That's enough. [Bridge] Not a triumph. Not a lesson. Just an angle. Just a wet sock. Just someone looked — and didn't leave. [Chorus] Dutch artistic vibes. Dutch artistic vibes. Nothing happened. The light just fell that way. Dutch artistic vibes. David Delahunty. That's enough. That's enough.
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  652. Emoji in My Docs 05.07.2026

  652. Emoji in My Docs from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/652 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/750 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Everything was fine, I kept the format clean Markdown only, nothing in between Then a commit drops, I check the log 🎉 sitting in my README block [Verse 2] They meant well, probably, I get it But this is _my_ documentation Now the deprecation section has 👀 and zero explanation [Chorus] How do you collaborate after this How do you even look each other in the eye Emoji in _my_ documentation Tell me how, tell me why [Bridge] I won't merge it I'll close the PR I'll write in the chat: "please, no" politely almost [Chorus] How do you collaborate after this How do you even look each other in the eye Emoji in _my_ documentation I'm just asking I'm just asking
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  651. Ride the Rules 04.07.2026

  651. Ride the Rules from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/651 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/749 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Pulled the lexical-semantic retriever out of the event log Beautiful architecture, zero results Rule-based parsing, LLM on fallback only Metrics doubled — that's the whole debrief [Verse 2] The model doesn't sneeze without my permission Can't scratch itself, can't make a call Wherever rules can drive, the rules are driving Not one step forward without a metric on the wall [Chorus] Ride the rules Ride the rules Keep it as simple as possible Not one step without metrics Ride the rules [Bridge] A pretty model isn't a working model A simple solution isn't something to apologize for Sincerely yours, captain obvious The numbers went up [Chorus] Ride the rules Ride the rules Keep it as simple as possible Not one step without metrics Ride the rules
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  650. Little Tags 03.07.2026

  650. Little Tags from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/650 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/748 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Spent the whole winter sorting through my father's keys Which one's the dacha, which one's the storage, which one's neither of these Bought a pack of luggage tags, labeled every ring Now whoever finds them first will know exactly what they're getting [Verse 2] The will is done, that's something, that's already fine Passwords to all the services — in progress, taking time Asset inventory — to do, still sitting there But every key is tagged and sorted, that part I can share [Chorus] Little tags on every keyring Every key knows where it goes Little tags on every keyring Not dramatic — just composed How are you preparing? How are you preparing for your own death? [Bridge] This is a funny post Not a sad one The winter was just very long And there were so many keys [Chorus] Little tags on every keyring Every key knows where it goes Little tags on every keyring Not dramatic — just composed How are you preparing? How are you preparing for your own death? [Outro] Asset inventory — to do Asset inventory — to do
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  649. Dutch Artistic Vibes 02.07.2026

  649. Dutch Artistic Vibes from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/649 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/747 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Grey window, yellow black, quiet light on a table. A still life holds its breath like the room forgot to move. Dutch artistic vibes, flat sky, careful shadow. Dust on the frame, cloth under the afternoon. [Chorus] Dutch artistic vibes. Dutch artistic vibes. Nothing happens, the light arrives. Dutch artistic vibes. [Verse 2] No plot required, just fabric and angle, a lens finding order in a tired little day. Someone placed the object right. Someone let the silence stay. The picture says enough without explaining why. [Chorus] Dutch artistic vibes. Dutch artistic vibes. Nothing happens, the light arrives. Dutch artistic vibes. [Outro] 649. Light lands. That is enough.
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  648. In My Documentation 02.07.2026

  648. In My Documentation from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/648 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/746 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Then these people arrive, open the file, smile at the process, and put emoji in my documentation. There was a paragraph there. Now there is fire. There was a careful note. Now something winks. [Chorus] How do we collaborate after this? Serious question. How do we collaborate after this? In my documentation. [Verse 2] I can do pull requests, comments, review, shared ownership, all the adult words. Still I am staring at a tiny decorative face inside the structure where meaning used to live. [Chorus] How do we collaborate after this? Serious question. How do we collaborate after this? In my documentation. [Bridge] Main branch is quiet. My soul is loud. Someone thought it helped. Someone was wrong. [Outro] Save changes. Close laptop. Breathe. No emoji in the docs.
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  647. Ride the Rules 02.07.2026

  647. Ride the Rules from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/647 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/745 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Doubled the metrics, threw the lexical-semantic retriever out of the event log, straight into the bin. Rule-based parsing takes the wheel, LLM fallback waits behind glass. Smart tool, lovely tool, you may breathe when I ask. [Chorus] Ride the rules, ride the rules. Where rules can carry us, we ride the rules. No step without metrics, no magic in production. Sincerely yours, Captain Obvious. [Verse 2] Keep it simple, keep it bounded, keep the clever thing on a leash. No sneezing, no scratching, no improvising in the release. AI development, according to me: measure first, then let it run. If the parser can do the job, the model waits its turn. [Chorus] Ride the rules, ride the rules. Where rules can carry us, we ride the rules. No step without metrics, no magic in production. Sincerely yours, Captain Obvious. [Outro] Metrics up. Retriever gone. The cage is elegant. The system runs.
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  646. Key Tags 29.06.2026

  646. Key Tags from lara's hype eng vol. AO. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/646 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/744 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Winter had me chasing my father’s keys, every ring a tiny locked estate. I bought cheap plastic labels, wrote the future on a tag. Will is done. Passwords: in progress. Asset inventory: to do. A private project board for the day I leave the room. [Chorus] Key tags on every ring, small bright labels for the after. This is a joke post, please behave, I am laughing at the admin. Key tags on every ring, so somebody knows what opens. For now I’m here, and I know where the keys are. [Verse 2] Nothing tragic, just logistics wearing its black little hat. Grief has paperwork, and paperwork has drawers. One day someone will stand there with my bundles in their hand. Maybe they’ll say thank you. Maybe they’ll curse my tabs. [Chorus] Key tags on every ring, small bright labels for the after. This is a joke post, please behave, I am laughing at the admin. Key tags on every ring, so somebody knows what opens. For now I’m here, and I know where the keys are.