Cross My Heart with Hannah Beck

Epizodes

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  "I Thought Kissing in Bars Was Illegal" with Micah Eames | Cross My Heart # 14 15.06.2026 50min

  This week I'm joined by comedian Micah Eames (@micaheames)! We talk about growing up religious, accidentally doing drag at Bible camp, queer comedy, OCD, and whether it's actually illegal to kiss in a bar (it's not). 0:00 — Teaser 0:32 — Meet Micah: 2:08 — Catholic School & Bible Camp 6:25 — Queer Comedy in Chicago 18:28 — Making Out in Bars (OCD Google Spiral) 22:46 — Mental Health Big Three 27:55 — Segment: Forgive Me But... 33:28 — Segment: Confessional 44:46 — Favorite Queer Stereot...
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  “Excommunication Can Be Fun” with Rachel Dispenza | Cross My Heart # 13 08.06.2026 1h 2min

  This week I'm joined by comedian Rachel Dispenza (@racheldispenser)! We went deep on therapy, religion, and whether gay people ever actually break up with their exes (they don't) New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤 0:00 Intro 0:31 The Sheep Detective Review 5:37 The Door Holder Story 14:13 Confessional: Are You Gay? 15:00 Identity Labels 20:00 Do You Want Kids? 26:22 Do You Believe in God? 27:44 What Did Death Look Like? 33:18 Excommunication 34...
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  Solo Stoned Episode: The Lesbian Mafia, 2.5mg Edibles, & the Gilded Age | Cross My Heart #12 25.05.2026 35min

  It's another Solo Stoned episode! I answered your questions, reviewed everything I watched and read, went deep on the Gilded Age, and accidentally got too high to finish the episode. We talked about: turning down Ozempic ads, the lesbian mafia (my ex-girlfriends network of favors), The Sheep Detectives, Big Mistakes, Famesick by Lena Dunham, Piranesi, why Great Gatsby still hits in 2026, old money vs. new money, Mother's Day when you don't have a mom, dressing like your younger self, my...
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  “Lesbians Are Doing Something Worse Than Sex” with Lauren Warwick | Cross My Heart Episode 11 11.05.2026 47min

  Lauren is here for episode 11! (@notfunnylauren) This week we talked about leaving religion on TikTok before it was a thing, the shifting TikTok era, dream jokes, consciousness, signing an NDA, restorative justice, women being the original perverts, and the Big Bang Theory Cinematic Universe. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Cross My Heart is hosted by Ha...
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  “Homoerotic Friendships” with Chloe | Cross My Heart Episode 10 27.04.2026 54min

  Chloe is here for episode 10! This week we talked about homoerotic friendships, turning 25, “Cry Thursdays” at church camp, chosen family over blood family, ASMR, and all-time favorite albums. . Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤 Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful real...
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  Youtube Raised Me Gay with Kaitlin | Cross My Heart Episode 9 20.04.2026 45min

  My friend Kaitlin is here! This week we talked about lesbian fanfics, the youtubers that raised us (and the ones that were cancelled), Alexander Hamilton, miniskirts, and a DM from a lady named Paula that I feel weird about! Follow Kaitlin @k.aitlin.joi on IG Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤 Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary seri...
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  Q&A: Church Trauma, Lesbian Dating, and Why I Called God Daddy | Cross My Heart Episode 8 (solo episode) 12.04.2026 48min

  here’s another edible-induced Q&A episode! I'm answering your questions about growing up queer, leaving the church, and why I called God "Daddy." I discuss some heavier topics today so take extra care while listening <3 Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤 Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep i...
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  "Lesbians Will Survive the End Times" with Olyvia Dibsie | Cross My Heart Episode 7 06.04.2026 43min

  My straightest friend is here and I have so many questions. Olyvia is a Chicago stand-up comedian, fantastic friend, and the only person I know who is not even a little bit gay. We talk about my recent social faux pas with a celebrity, why evil boyfriends don't deserve to go to Europe, medication shame, writing a TV show, and why lesbians will survive the end times. Follow Olyvia @olyviadibsie on Instagram and @im.lyving on TikTok! Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram....
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  "My High School Boyfriend Tells All" with Matthew | Cross My Heart Episode 6 30.03.2026 47min

  My most requested guest is finally here. Matthew is my best friend, my high school “beard”, my roommate, and the man who knew I was gay before I did! Watch us yap on our living room couch sort of like we do every day : ) Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤 Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into th...
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  “My College Roommate Turned Me Gay” with Avery | Cross My Heart Episode 5 23.03.2026 49min

  My college roommate Avery is on the pod! We talk about how she basically turned me gay, our wattpad fan fiction eras, seeing God on an edible, getting sketchy tattoos in New Orleans, hiding Aldi wine in Hydro Flasks, and why our big gay friend group is basically a commune. Plus: manifesting with Brad, decoy journals, and why you should put your phone down. Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and...
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  Answering your "Daddy God" Questions | Cross My Heart Episode 4 (solo episode) 09.03.2026 37min

  In this solo Q&A episode, I'm answering ALL your questions about my Dear Daddy God diary series! From "why did you say Daddy God?" to "where is Chloe now?" fair warning: I took an edible before filming this, so buckle up for some rambling about fidget toys, bicep curls, and the prohibition movement. Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤 Known for her vir...
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  "My Kiss Count is Astronomical" with Sam Rocha" | Cross My Heart Episode 3 02.03.2026 43min

  Join Hannah Beck and guest Sam Rocha (@samhandleyrocha) for a hilarious and heartfelt conversation about religion, queerness, and freaking out at the airport. CHAPTERS: 0:00 - INTRO 0:28 - Welcome & Roses and Thorns 4:44 - First Communion 10:49 - Sam and the Lion King 13:55 - Playing Games 18:08 - Karaoke / Amazing Grace 21:36 - Hannah's Daddy God Diaries 23:32 - Sam's Gender as it Relates to Golf 25:35 - Queer Role Models 30:55 - Starting a Cult: Eurythmics & Hillary Duff 35:25...
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  "Daddy God and Dog Beds" with Claire Sundbye | Cross My Heart Episode 2 23.02.2026 41min

  Hannah Beck sits down with viral comedian Claire Sundbye (@lilshrimpsnack) for the most unhinged episode yet. Hannah and Claire bond over religious trauma, leaving high-control religion, and setting boundaries with toxic parents. FOLLOW HANNAH: @hannahbeckcomedy New episodes of Cross My Heart every week! #CrossMyHeartPodcast #HannahBeck #ClaireSundbye #ReligiousTrauma #StandupComedy #ViralComedian #LGBTQPodcast #ExVangelical #DogBedGirl #ChicagoComedy #podcastclips #FirstDateHor...
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  "Beef Women" with Rogue Schmidt | Cross My Heart Episode 1 16.02.2026 51min

  Chicago stand-up comedian and social media personality Hannah Beck launches her new podcast Cross My Heart in this hilarious and heartfelt debut episode. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, quee...