Healing Our Relationships: From Codependency to Authenticity

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  June 28th Meet & Greet & Healing Our Relationships Book Release 23.06.2026 1min

  Join author, spiritual coach, Insight Timer meditation teacher, and host of the Healing Our Relationships podcast, Marisa La Fata, for an evening of teaching, reflection, conversation, and celebration as she shares the release of her new workbook, Healing Our Relationships: From Codependency to Authenticity. A student of the Toltec Path and a woman in recovery since 2008, Marisa is devoted to helping people heal their relationship with themselves. Through experiential practices, spiritual inquiry, and practical tools, she guides people toward powerful insights, perception shifts, and lasting transformation. Her work invites people to walk between the worlds of their spiritual and human experience—learning to meet themselves with greater authenticity, self-awareness, and compassion. Inspired by Marisa's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. One that does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone new, but to understand the patterns that hurt you are the ones that once protected you, and her new book offers you a clear and proven path of unlearning, healing, and transformation. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not simply people-pleasing or insecurity. It lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. This work is for anyone who has spent years shape-shifting for others, abandoning themselves, struggling with boundaries, repeating painful relationship patterns, or longing to reclaim their authenticity. It is especially supportive for those in recovery from addiction, codependency, and anyone committed to personal growth, healing, and deeper self-awareness. Whether you are beginning your healing journey or have been walking this path for years, this gathering is an invitation to be inspired and receive a powerful process that helps you reconnect with the most important relationship of all—the one you have with yourself. Come celebrate, connect, learn, and be part of this special milestone. She would love to meet you.
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  Healing Self-Hatred, Low Self-Esteem & The Abusive Relationship to Self 23.06.2026 40min

  In this episode, I explore the voices of self-hatred as a symptom of codependency. Drawing from the wisdom of The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz, I talk about how these cruel inner voices are often learned and invite you to have the courage to question them and consider that they are not the truth of who you are. They may have originated in someone else's words, in the way we were treated, in painful experiences we could not understand, or in the conclusions we made about ourselves in order to survive. Over time, we begin gathering evidence to support those beliefs. We repeat the words. We reinforce the story. And long after the original harm has ended, we continue the abuse ourselves from within. This episode is an invitation to begin questioning those voices—not by pretending they are not there, but by becoming curious about where they came from, whose voice they really belong to, and whether you are willing to continue allowing them to define the relationship you have with yourself.  An invitation into a powerful practices to unlearn these stories and support instead of shame the parts of you who were hurting. Who still are hurting and need love- not hate- to heal.  The voice of self-hatred may live inside you, but that does not mean it belongs to you. Want to dive deeper? Get my new codependency recovery workbook here:  https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale
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  Why We Leave Our Bodies: Moving from Burnout, Overwhelm & Fear Toward Safety & Presence With Laura Wolf 29.05.2026 47min

  Today on the podcast, I'm joined by Laura Wolf, a feminine embodiment teacher, retreat leader, and founder of The WildWoman Experience. For more than 20 years, Laura has guided women in reconnecting with their bodies, nervous systems, and authentic selves through embodiment practices, breathwork, nervous system support, and sacred feminine spirituality. She is also the creator of Sacred Body: Return to Self, a nine-month journey designed to help women move from stress, over-functioning, and self-abandonment into deeper self-trust, aliveness, pleasure, and connection. I'm excited to have her here today to explore what it truly means to come home to ourselves. Together, we explore why relationship conflict can trigger such intense fear, how our nervous systems are wired to interpret disconnection as a threat to survival, and the many ways we try to avoid feeling fear, grief, vulnerability, and uncertainty. Laura shares why healing isn't simply a mindset shift, and why the nervous system often requires physiological tools—not just positive thinking—to experience true safety and regulation. We also discuss what it really means to be embodied, how reconnecting with the body opens the door to intuition, wisdom, and authentic self-expression and why so many women have learned to suppress their power, gifts, and aliveness. Our conversation expands into the transformative power of women's circles, the importance of community in healing, and why isolation often keeps us stuck in shame, believing we are broken, failing, or alone in our struggles. Laura shares her perspective on creating energetic containers rooted in unconditional love, where women can feel safe enough to soften, be vulnerable, and reconnect with themselves. In this episode, we explore: • Why relationship distress can feel like a survival threat • The connection between fear, attachment, and the nervous system • Practical ways to stay present with uncomfortable emotions • Why women often heal more deeply in community • The role of energetic containers in creating safety and transformation • Reclaiming aliveness, authenticity, and self-trust Whether you're navigating relationship challenges, struggling with anxiety or loneliness, or longing to feel more connected to yourself, this conversation offers both insight and hope for the journey home. Learn More about Laura Here: https://laurawolf.com/ Learn More about Wild Woman Retreat (SEPTEMBER 2026) Here: https://wildwomanexperience.com/ Book a 1:1 With Laura here: https://laurawolf.com/private-mentorship Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST Read the Back Cover A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount. Follow our NEW instagram page @soulalchemyhealing Our new website will be live in June @ www.healingourrelationships.com Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching
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  Codependency In The Family: Overcoming The Fear of Hurting The People We Love 19.05.2026 35min

  This week I am talking about the messy and complicated journey of healing codependency inside of our immediate family relationships. Especially our parents! Decades of patterns, trauma, and life experience mold the way we relate to our parents and our familial relationships. Trying to set new boundaries or step into the authenticity of who you are with people who have known you and related to you in a certain way your entire life can be the most confusing, challenging, and fearful changes to make. If you are trying to figure out how to feel safe being yourself, say no after 30 years of saying yes, create more space between yourself and those you love, or learn how to hold who you truly are within the expectations of others, let this episode inspire you to release guilt, shame, and emotional responsibility. I hope it will inspire you and give you the courage to allow others to hold their own reactions, disappointments, and pain — while learning to hold yourself with love. Receive some tools, inspiration and hear a little of my own story of growing up in an Italian, Catholic, emotionally intense and boundaryless environment and how I found the courage to set boundaries and change family dynamics that had gone on for decades.  Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook! PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST Read the Back Cover A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount. Follow our NEW instagram page @soulalchemyhealing The book and our new website will be live June First @ www.healingourrelationships.com Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching
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  Your New Companion: The Healing Our Relationships Workbook 11.05.2026 31min

  Season 2 is here! And I am bringing something tangible with it! 📖  Hello Journeyers! I am so excited to open this season with a companion to your journey. Inspired by all of your emails asking for the tools to really transform painful relationship patterns, I have spent the last seven months devoted to creating the Healing Our Relationships From Codependency to Authenticity Workbook. In this episode, I share the story behind its creation and the recovery and devotion that went into it. This isn't your average workbook. It's a journey of deep and powerful transformation inspired by 18 years of soul recovery, that offers mind, body, and spirit teachings and tools to support you in healing painful relationship patterns, while simultaneously offering you a powerful way to nurture and grow a deep and loving relationship with yourself.  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW  instagram page @soulalchemyhealing  The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching See you next week!   
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  Season Two Is Back! Teaser Trailer! 27.04.2026 5min

  Welcome Back! I'm Marisa, Transformation Guide, Insight Timer Meditation, and a woman who has spent over 18 years walking her own road through addiction, codependency, and soul recovery. This is Season 2 of The Healing Our Relationships: From Codependency to Authenticity.  Last season was an invitation to step into compassionate awareness. To ask yourself where codependent patterns show up in your relationship to yourself and others. This season, we heal it at a deeper level. In the mind, body and spirit. I am going to have incredible guests for you AND the Healing Our Relationships Workbook will be available for purchase in a few weeks!  I spent the last six months devoted to creating a journey of healing and transformation that you can tangibly follow and hold. I gave it ALL of me and believe I have created something special and powerful for lasting change.  📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW  instagram page @soulalchemyhealing  The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching  
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  Embodied Self-Trust: Living From Your Heart Center | Lesson 8 19.01.2026 6min

  This final lesson is an invitation to continue walking between your inner and outer worlds. Everything you've experienced in this course — your landscape, your guides, the symbols, the sensations, the clarity that rises from within — becomes truly transformative when you nourish it and bring it into your daily life. Integration is not an ending. It is the beginning of living from your heart center — using your body as your compass, your intuition as your guide, and your inner world as a place you can return to again and again. This lesson is a reminder that the doorway is always open, and you now have everything you need to continue the journey within. Please download my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you If you are ready to stop circling the same patterns and start living differently book a Free Connection Call with me to see how a 12-week guided 1:1 journey can help you rebuild trust with yourself and step into the life of radial self-acceptance and embodied love.  Book your connection call here 📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW instagram page @healingourrelationships The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching
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  Embodied Self-Trust: Meditatie & Explore Your Great Within | Lesson Seven 19.01.2026 28min

  In lesson seven you'll move beyond theory and into direct experience. You'll be guided through a deep inner journey designed to attune your body, heart, and energy field to receiving authentic guidance from within. After the journey, you'll be given space for integration through journaling or creative expression. This lesson is a ceremonial doorway — a chance to experience your inner guidance directly and anchor it into your waking life. Please download my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you Follow me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing Join my Mailing List at www.healwithalchemy.com Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work.  
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  Embodied Self-Trust: Receiving Inner Guidance | Lesson Six 19.01.2026 21min

  In lesson Six you'll learn how to receive inner guidance in the way it was always meant to be received — through the body, not the mind. You'll explore how visioning invites you to enter a state of somatic receptivity — a shift in your nervous system that opens the door to your inner world. From this place, guidance doesn't need to be forced or figured out. It rises on its own. Visioning works because it bypasses the mind's defenses. It reveals the truth beneath the Ego's story and narrative. And when the body feels that truth, the ego can no longer hold onto its old perception. The imagery becomes so real. When it is felt physically, emotionally, and energetically, the ego mind reorganizes itself around what you've experienced. This is why people have breakthroughs during inner journeys: not because they understand something new, but because they feel something true. In this lesson You'll learn how to receive guidance directly through the body's intelligence — the place where transformation actually happens. Please download my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com/ You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you Follow me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing Join my Mailing List at www.healwithalchemy.com Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work.
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  Embodied Self-Trust: Strengthening Intuition | Lesson Five 19.01.2026 27min

  In lesson five you'll learn how to strengthen self-trust by following the first images, sensations, and impressions that arise in your heart center. Instead of analyzing or searching for meaning, you'll explore how intuitive truth reveals itself through feeling, symbolism, and subtle inner knowing. You'll learn why the first impression is often the clearest, how to stay with what appears instead of trying to control it, and how to navigate the difference between a visceral no, avoidance, resistance, and a genuine growth edge. You'll also explore how doubt shows up inside your inner landscape, and how imagination becomes a bridge— not a barrier— to intuitive clarity. This lesson includes a rapid-fire "visioning flashcard" practice to help you tune into your inner vision quickly and naturally. Through these exercises, you'll begin building a deeper relationship with your inner world, learning to receive without pressure, soften into the unknown, and trust what arises within you. Please download my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com/ You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you Follow me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing Join my Mailing List at www.healwithalchemy.com Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work.
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  Embodied Self-Trust: Discern Between Your Ego & Your Soul | Lesson Four 19.01.2026 20min

  In lesson four you'll learn how to discern between the voice of the ego and the voice of the soul by working inside your heart center. Rather than thinking your way into clarity, you'll discover how your inner landscape reveals the energetic difference between fear and truth. You'll explore the qualities of ego and soul as archetypal forces within you, learn how they feel inside your inner realm, and understand the dance between them. This lesson teaches you how to bring situations from your outer life into your heart center for clarity, compassion, and soul-led direction. Please donwnload my free mediation app HealSpace: www.healspaceapp.com You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you   Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work. Follow me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing  Join My Mailing list  www.healwithalchemy.com  
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  Embodied Self-Trust: A Meditation Journey | Lesson Three 19.01.2026 28min

  In lesson three you're guided fully into your inner realm — the living landscape within your heart center. You'll prepare your body by lying close to the earth, grounding into your breath, and softening into receptivity. Through breath, visualization, and the spiral of light in your heart, you'll cross the veil into your landscape, explore its elements, and meet a helping spirit animal or guide. This journey helps you receive symbols, colors, sensations, and intuitive messages from your soul. Afterward, you'll process through journaling or art to honor what emerged. Please download my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com/  You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you Follow me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing  Join my Mailing List at www.healwithalchemy.com 
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  Embodied Self-Trust: The Symbolic Language of Your Heart | Lesson Two 19.01.2026 19min

  In lesson two you'll learn how your inner world communicates through symbolic imagery, sensation, energy, and intuitive knowing. We explore elemental landscapes, colors, emotions, animals, guides, and the ways your heart will speak to you. You'll discover how visioning works, why nothing you see is "made up," and how to trust whatever arises — whether vivid, subtle, somatic, or symbolic. This lesson prepares you for your first embodied journey into the "other realm" of your great within in the next session. Please donwnload my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com/ You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you   Follow me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing  Join My Mailing list www.healwithalchemy.com   
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  Embodied Self-Trust: Into The Heart Center | Lesson One 19.01.2026 17min

  In the first lesson you'll learn how the heart center serves as the gateway to your inner world — the place where intuition, clarity, and your soul's voice become accessible. We explore why the mind alone can't reveal deeper truth, how the heart communicates through visioning and sensation, and why this inner realm becomes the foundation for healing, self-trust, and spiritual connection throughout the course. Please donwnload my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com/ You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here. Email me with any questions or if you need any support [email protected] Book a free connection call if you feel called to work 1:1 and dive deeper into this work. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast. This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you
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  Embodied Self-Trust: An At Your Own Pace Audio Course 19.01.2026 1min

  Codependency is often the habit of leaving yourself to stay connected to someone else. It can look like over-functioning, people-pleasing, hypervigilance, controlling, fixing, rescuing—anything to create safety through the external world. But healing codependency isn't just changing behavior. It's rebuilding the inner relationship that was interrupted: self-trust, nervous system safety, and the ability to stay with yourself when something feels uncertain, uncomfortable, or emotionally risky. Most of us spend our lives looking outside of ourselves for clarity—seeking answers, guidance, and spiritual connection from the world around us. But the deepest truth, the clearest direction, and the most reliable wisdom you will ever receive lives within you. This course is designed to help you access that inner world. I'm Marisa, Insight Timer Meditation Teacher and Transformation Guide and I teach Psychospiritual Meditation. I am bringing this Insight Timer Course to you here on the Healing Our Relationships Podcast.  This course is a bridge into embodied transformation: To become deeply connected to yourself and your inner world where your intuition, boundaries, and truth actually live. Through heart-centered visioning practices, guided inner exploration, and embodied teachings, you will learn how to: Enter your heart center with intention and clarity Navigate the inner landscapes that arise through visioning Understand the symbols, sensations, and imagery that come forward Connect with your intuition, inner guidance, and helping energies Strengthen self-trust and emotional regulation Shift out of mind-made stories and into truth Build new neural pathways that support healing and transformation Develop a deeper, more grounded relationship with yourself Access the unseen wisdom and spiritual connection already within you This work is experiential and alchemical. It allows you to move beyond thinking and into a lived relationship with your inner world—one that transforms how you relate to yourself and how you move through life. By the end of this course, you will know how to step into your heart center, listen to its guidance, and use this inner realm as a source of clarity, grounding, intuition, and spiritual connection. You will walk away with a reliable practice for accessing your own wisdom—again and again. This is a journey into the great within. And it begins here. Please donwnload my free mediation app HealSpace https://healspaceapp.com/ You will hear me refrence mediation journeys and they can all be found here.  If you are ready to stop circling the same patterns and start living differently book a Free Connection Call with me to see how a 12-week guided 1:1 journey can help you rebuild trust with yourself and step into the life of radial self-acceptance and embodied love.  Book your connection call here 📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW instagram page @healingourrelationships The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching
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  Lily Allen's West End Girl: A Mirror for Healing Our Relationship to Self 30.12.2025 37min

  Our final episode of Season One is inspired by Lily Allen's West End Girl. This is not a pop-psych analysis or an attempt to interpret the artist's life or relationship. I'm bringing this album into our space as a mirror for the work we have been doing here. As I listened to West End Girl, I noticed how much it stirred in my own healing work. The linear and direct way she shares her experience feels potent, and the record spread so widely because it's deeply relatable. When we approach another person's experience with awareness, it can reveal something essential about our own. Inside this episode, we move into the heart of some of the most painful and often misunderstood patterns in relational healing: saying yes when we mean no staying in situations that hurt because we're afraid to lose connection suppressing our truth to stay safe rumination as an attempt to feel in control and the quiet self-abuse that shows up as shame, self-hate, and self-abandonment More than anything, this episode is about recognizing how we relate to ourselves inside relational pain — how quickly we blame ourselves, disappear, or try to control the outcome through self-abandonement — and how awareness becomes the turning point. Not by fixing the pattern, but by noticing and interrupting the moment we begin abandon ourselves to keep ourselves safe.  This is an invitation into awareness, compassion, and embodied self-honesty. Not to rush change or force resolution, but to stay present long enough for something deeper to shift — and to begin healing your relationship to self from that place. As we close this season, I invite you to practice one thing: stay. Stay with your truth. Stay with your body. Stay with the moment you want to disappear or attack yourself. That choice — again and again — is where the healing begins.  If you are new here-go back to episde one. I invite you on a linear journey to come into a deeper relationship to yourself.  If you are ready to stop circling the same patterns and start living differently book a Free Connection Call with me to see how a 12-week guided 1:1 journey can help you rebuild trust with yourself and step into the life of radial self-acceptance and embodied love.  Book your connection call here 📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW  instagram page @soulalchemyhealing  The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching  
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  Don Jose Ruiz: A Conversation on Love Without Conditions 01.12.2025 44min

  Today I have someone incredibly special with me. Not just a renowned Toltec Master of Transformation, not just a teacher or an author, but a dear friend to me and to everyone he meets. don José Ruiz is a Toltec Master, a storyteller, the author of The Fifth Agreement, Ripples of Wisdom, and My Good Friend the Rattlesnake. He's a speaker, a devoted vegan, a coffee lover, and someone who has dedicated his life to translating ancient Toltec wisdom into practical teachings that bring more truth, love, and personal freedom into the world. But beyond all of that... José is someone who embodies unconditional love. He walks through the world in a way that makes people light up when they see him. His presence softens defenses. His humor and humility make the teachings feel accessible. And the way he loves openly, generously, and without condition is medicine this world desperately needs more of. José shares his own personal story, the obstacles he has worked to overcome, his journey inside of relationships and addiction. He will inspire you to remember you are more than your human experience. You are infinite, and you have the power to create the life of your dreams. You have the power and courage to love yourself and soften to love others and the world around you, even if you do not agree with their personal dream.  This conversation is unscripted and straight from the heart. No planned questions. No performance. Just two friends sharing truth, laughing, exploring, and letting the moment guide us. I'm so honored to share this space with him, and I hope you feel the love, the freedom, and the permission that José naturally awakens in everyone he meets. *Content note: This episode includes a brief reference to sexual abuse. Please prioritize your emotional well-being as you listen. Let's dive in. Learn more about Jose here If you are ready to stop circling the same patterns and start living differently book a Free Connection Call with me to see how a 12-week guided 1:1 journey can help you rebuild trust with yourself and step into the life of radial self-acceptance and embodied love.  Book your connection call here 📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW  instagram page @healingourrelationships The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching  
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  The Problem With "You Deserve Better, Go Find It" And Why Leaving Isn't the Answer Social Media Says It Is 21.11.2025 41min

  Yes — there are many people in this world you could be in a relationship with. There is no shortage of potential partners. But when you are struggling inside your relationship, when there is fear, insecurity, reactivity, shutting down, chasing, or any kind of trauma response, the idea that there's "someone better out there" doesn't empower you. It actually pulls you further away from yourself. It keeps you externally focused instead of internally connected. For someone who is living inside anxiety, attachment wounds, people-pleasing, avoidance, perfectionism, or the pattern of running every time things get hard… the message "you deserve better, go find it" becomes another way to disconnect from yourself. It reinforces the belief that your healing lives outside of you. That someone else will come along and soothe everything you haven't yet learned how to hold within yourself. And that is where this narrative becomes harmful. Because it pushes people into the next relationship without ever stopping to understand: why they choose who they choose what part of them gets activated, frightened, or shut down what version of themselves takes over when things feel threatening what need in them keeps going unmet, and why what patterns they are replaying from their childhood or past what agreements or beliefs about love they are still living inside of Without that awareness, leaving doesn't create clarity, it creates repetition. If someone leaves without doing their inner work, they don't "find better." They find a new person to run the same patterns with. They carry the same wound into the next connection. They carry the same fear into the next dynamic. They bring the same unspoken needs, the same unhealed parts, the same survival strategies — and eventually, those patterns show up again, no matter how different the new partner seems at first. And because the beginning of a relationship feels exciting, hopeful, intoxicating… people mistake that dopamine rush for healing. They mistake the quiet of a new connection for safety. They mistake difference for evolution. But when the high wears off, when the nervous system settles, the same wounds come forward. And the cycle repeats. So when I say that "go find better" is harmful, this is what I mean: it seduces you into believing that your healing is waiting for you in someone else, instead of waiting for you in you. It distracts you from the work that actually changes your patterns. And it prevents you from looking at the version of yourself that keeps showing up in your relationships, over and over again. You don't break the cycle by finding someone new. You break the cycle by coming home to yourself. If you are ready to stop circling the same patterns and start living differently book a Free Connection Call with me to see how a 12-week guided 1:1 journey can help you rebuild trust with yourself and step into the life of radial self-acceptance and embodied love.  Book your connection call here 📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW instagram page @healingourrelationships The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching
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  Cord Cutting Meditation For Relationship Anger & Resentment 11.11.2025 5min

  Release resentment in this transformative 5-minute spiritual based practice. Let go of giving someone or something your energy and power. Through a powerful practice of cord cutting, sever the ties that bind you to the other.  Step away from the ego's grip on resentment and step into the energy of your soul. Step into your courage and let go of giving someone or something yoru energy, your power and your time.  Close your eyes, take a breath, and allow the journey to hold you. You can find more of my meditations on Insight Timer or my personal mediation App Healspace.  Learn More About Working With Me @ www.healwithalchemy.com Find Me on Instagram @soulalchemyhealing 
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  The Bridge Between Codependency And Authenticity 10.11.2025 34min

  Welcome back to Healing Our Relationships. This episode dives into the space between who you have been and who you are becoming. The bridge is the place where awareness meets embodiment, where intent becomes practice and where the real transformation happens.  On one side of that bridge is the familiar self, the one who moves from the patterns of codependency that keep them "safe" to avoid pain, the side that is often built on the foundation of fear. Fear of not being good enough, not doing right or fear of truly being seen. On the other side of the bridge is what it looks like when you are living as your authentic self. It is here, on the bridge, it can be really uncomfortable, but where the real lasting healing and growth happens. It is in that walk across when the relationship to yourself deepens in love and reverence.  I will inspire you to have the courage to navigate the discomfort in the in-between of wanting to be chosen and learning to choose ourselves. We look at how the mind, body, and spirit each hold a piece of that work: the mind still learning to release the old story, the body remembering safety, and your spirit teaching you how to trust what's real. This episode is about the devotion it takes to live in alignment with your soul — to stay steady when the bridge shakes beneath you, and to keep walking toward the life that's actually yours. It is on the bridge you not only meet yourself, but others walking alongside you, tools to help you keep walking and the awakenings that will forever change you.  The first step towards ourself is the scariest, the rest is an unfolding of more than you could probably imagine.  If you are ready to stop circling the same patterns and start living differently book a Free Connection Call with me to see how a 12-week guided 1:1 journey can help you rebuild trust with yourself and step into the life of radial self-acceptance and embodied love.  Book your connection call here 📖 Want to Dive Deeper? Get The Workbook!  PRESALE IS OPEN! USE THE PROMO CODE: PODCAST  Read the Back Cover👇 A Compassionate Guide To Understanding The Patterns That Once Protected You  Whether you know the C-word, "Codependency,"and feel ready for this book, or the word itself makes you recoil from it like a hot flame, I promise this journey will surprise you, and hopefully inspire you to pass it on to a friend. Codependency is often misunderstood. It is not just people-pleasing or insecurity, it lives on a spectrum that almost everyone dances on. It shows up in the one who over-gives and the one who withdraws, in the perfectionist, the caretaker, the person who stays guarded, and the one who has spent years abandoning themselves to keep the peace. If you have ever related to others from a place of fear rather than authenticity, this book was written for you. Inspired by the author's beloved Healing Our Relationships podcast, this workbook draws from eighteen years of lived spiritual exploration. The workbook does not ask you to see yourself as broken, or to become someone better, but simply to remember and return to the authentic truth of who you already are. Through a lens of compassionate curiosity you will explore five core areas of codependent patterns, patterns many of us adapted to survive when our needs, feelings, and truth felt unsafe to express. Each area is explored through a five-step inquiry process that reveals the pattern, honors its origin, acknowledges the cost, and re-orients you towards new possibilities. Then, it brings it all into the practice of daily life. This is where the mind stops running old patterns on autopilot, the nervous system begins to heal, and you reclaim the power of choice. You are not here to judge yourself or label yourself as being codependent. You are here to honor what once protected you and to reclaim the parts of yourself that got lost along the way. If you have spent years abandoning yourself, shape-shifting for others, staying walled off or emotionally unavailable, or repeating painful relationship patterns, this is your invitation back to the most important relationship of all- the one you have with yourself. Head to https://www.healwithalchemy.com/presale use the Promo Code: PODCAST to pre-order the book at a special discount.  Follow our NEW instagram page @healingourrelationships The book and our new website will be live June First @  www.healingourrelationships.com  Work with me 1:1 or set up a free connection call @ https://www.healwithalchemy.com/coaching