In Totality with Megan Ashley

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• EP 117: Your Testimony Is Enough: Stop Comparing & Go Make Disciples 26.05.2026 1h 13min

  I’ve been thinking a lot about what it means to be faithful with anything that God has placed in our hands, especially when we may not always feel confident, qualified, or sure of where we fit, in the space of ministry.
• EP 116: Meditate on Scripture: How Philippians 4 Changed My Anxiety 19.05.2026 44min

  What's up family? This week i'm back with a conversation on anxiety, surrender, and the peace of God.
• EP 115: Francis Chan: You Were Made to Enjoy God (Not Perform) 12.05.2026 1h 1min

  This week, I’m humbled and honored to bring you a conversation with someone whose ministry has made a huge impact in my walk recently— Pastor and Author Francis Chan. If you’ve been with me this season of In Totality, you know I’ve been taking my Patreon community through his latest book, Beloved, and this conversation is one that I've been praying for— and I cannot wait for you to hear it.
• EP 114: Recreated, Not Renovated: Do You Know Who You Are in Christ? 05.05.2026 1h 16min

  So many of us are living with an identity shaped by the world, our feelings, our achievements, our past, our pain, our personality, or what other people have said about us. But scripture gives us a different foundation. Our identity is not something we discover inside ourselves; it is something declared by God. In this episode, I'm here with the team talking through what it means to be created in the image of God, reborn in Christ, and no longer defined by the old self, and I really enjoyed this conversation! We talk about why following your heart is not enough, why adding Christ onto parts of your life is different from being fully surrendered, and why true transformation is not renovation. it is resurrection. This conversation is for anyone who has been asking, “Do I really know who I am in Christ?" My prayer is that this episode reminds you that you are loved, adopted, justified, and called to live faithfully, not perfectly, but surrendered. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
• EP 113: Worship Beyond the Stage: Living a Lifestyle of True Worship (Romans 12) 28.04.2026 1h 12min

  This week I'm super excited for you guys to listen in on this episode! I'm joined by Trey Heflin, who you may be familiar with if you follow 2819 Church's worship team.
• EP 112: Boundaries, Discernment & the Holy Spirit: Loving Without Losing Wisdom 21.04.2026 57min

  Hey guys! This week, i'm back with the team for an unconventional episode where I answer some questions from my Patreon Village!
• EP 111: His Steadfast Love Never Fails: Waiting Without Anxiety 14.04.2026 57min

  In this weeks episode, I’m reflecting on what it means to truly rest in the steadfast love of God.
• EP 110: Grief With Hope: When Loss Hits Out of Nowhere 07.04.2026 50min

  This week, I share about the recent unexpected loss of one of my longest and dearest friends, and the ways this particular grief has reshaped my perspective.
• EP 109: God as the Theme (Not a Topic): Discipling Your Kids in Daily Life 31.03.2026 41min

  A major part of my life is being a mom, and in this episode I wanted to slow down and talk about what it really means to raise children in a home where God is not just a topic we bring up when life goes wrong, but the theme of the home itself.
• EP 108: You Can’t Do Christianity Alone: Why Community Is Non-Negotiable 24.03.2026 57min

  Hey fam, we are back week with a conversation about something so many believers wrestle with: can you really follow Jesus without being deeply connected to His people?
• EP 107: Pause, Pray, Then Post: Christian Unity 17.03.2026 1h 7min

  In this week’s episode, I’m reflecting on what it means to pause, pray, and seek the heart of God before we speak, post, or respond.
• EP 106: Fix Your Gaze on Jesus: How to Stop Sinking in Fear & Doubt | In Totality with Megan Ashley 10.03.2026 1h 3min

  This weeks conversation is centered on what it means to fix our gaze on Jesus when fear, doubt, and uncertainty try to pull us under. In Matthew 14, Peter is able to walk on water only while his eyes are on Jesus, but the moment he focuses on the wind and the waves, he begins to sink. And honestly, so many of us know what that feels like.
• EP 105: Remain in My Love (John 15): The Secret to Joyful Obedience 03.03.2026 49min

  In Totality Podcast is back for a season 3 return this week!  This season is anchored in John 15, where Jesus says, “Remain in My love.” And so I want to slow down with you and allow scripture to call us back to something we forget so easily: joyful obedience doesn’t come from striving, it comes from abiding. So many of us are trying to follow God from a place of pressure, like we have to earn closeness, approval, or prove we’re “doing enough.” But Jesus doesn’t invite us into performance. He invites us into relationship. Into a life where we stay connected to Him, and the fruit comes from finding Joy in our lives with Him, not from dreaded works.   As I read and reflect, I talk about what this can look like in real life: when you’ve been “doing all the right things” but you’re losing joy, so your relationship with God starts to feel transactional. We talk about identity, living as sons and daughters, not as servants, and what it means to receive His love before you try to get your life together on your own. This episode is for anyone who feels tired of trying… tired of striving… tired of carrying their walk with God like a weight. If you’ve been asking, “Why does obedience feel so hard?” or “Why do I feel far even when I’m doing everything?” I pray this reminds you: you don’t need to try harder, just abide in Him. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
• EP 104: 1 Thessalonians 5: Remember Who You Are (Children of Light) 24.02.2026 30min

  This week, I’m sharing another special moment from the live podcast back in October, where I’m reading through 1 Thessalonians 5, and letting Scripture bring us back to what we forget most easily: who we are in Christ.
• EP 103: Best of Season 2: 2025 Recap 13.01.2026 2h 49min

  In this special “Best of Season 2” episode of In Totality, we revisit the most powerful moments from 2025, the raw confessions, and Spirit-led wisdom that shaped us. From surrendering plans to embracing stillness, this recap walks through what God revealed in the waiting, the stretching, and the refining.
• EP 102: Laying Down Idols in the Hidden Places ft. Dinorah Peña 30.12.2025 50min

  In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my girl Dinorah Peña for Part 2 of our conversation.
• EP 101: Wrestling with Insecurity & Obedience ft. Dinorah Peña 16.12.2025 53min

  In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m joined once again by my girl Dinorah Peña, and we had a really great conversation about all the things!
• EP 100: Sanctification Is Hard: The Process, the Pain & God’s Purpose [LIVE Episode] 09.12.2025 1h 17min

  In this week's episode we are LIVE for our 100th episode of In Totality! I honestly can't believe we've reached this far in our podcast journey, but it's a true testament of God's faithfulness when we obey and give Him a serious yes. I'm joined by my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry, and we have an open conversation about sanctification, and the very real struggle of becoming more like Christ. We talk through the frustration of feeling stuck, the emotional weight of obedience, and why spiritual growth often feels slow and painful. This isn’t a teaching moment, it’s a transparent one. We don’t just quote scripture, we live it. And sometimes, that looks like waiting, and asking hard questions. If you’ve ever felt like your effort isn’t enough, or you’re tired of fighting battles no one sees, this conversation is for you! God is not distant, He's refining you and He is with you. Even here. You’re not failing. You’re being reformed. I can't wait for you to hear this one! Tune in now! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
• EP 99: Your Existence is Essential: Finding Your Purpose Through the Pain 02.12.2025 1h 19min

  In this week’s episode, I’m joined on the couch by Gloria Umanah for the very first time on In Totality, to share her story of survival, identity, and the war for her life. We unpack the seeds of trauma planted in childhood, the quiet despair masked by performance, and the miracle of choosing hope. Gloria opens up about her lifeversary, and how one whisper from God changed everything. If you’ve ever wondered if your pain disqualifies you from purpose, or questioned whether God sees your suffering, this conversation is for you. You’re not too broken. You’re not a burden. You are essential to the story God is writing. Tune in now! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
• EP 98: Wholeness in the Waiting: What Mark 5 Teaches Us About Jesus’ Timing 25.11.2025 36min

  In this week’s episode, I’m diving deep into a story that’s been ministering to my heart, the woman with the issue of blood in Mark 5.