recovered-ish with chloe cox

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• pregnancy, body changes, and eating disorder recovery — the part nobody talks about | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 24 17.06.2026 42мин

  Episode Description I used to think pregnancy would give me a break from my eating disorder. That the permission to gain weight, to nourish my baby, would make it all feel easy. That's not quite how it went. In this episode I'm getting honest about what body changes in pregnancy actually feel like when you have an eating disorder history — the first trimester appetite chaos, the body dysmorphia on high alert, the awkward in-between phase where nothing fits, and the pressure to be the perfect ...
• travel in ED recovery — my honest survival guide | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 23 10.06.2026 46мин

  Episode Description Travel is one of the hardest things you can do in eating disorder recovery. New foods, broken routines, different meal times, swimsuits, pictures — it's a lot. And nobody really talks about how to actually get through it. In this episode I'm sharing my honest survival guide for traveling in ED recovery — from what it looked like when I was deep in my disorder on a family trip to Hawaii, to what it looked like this past month traveling to New York and Maryland fully recover...
• why letting go of your eating disorder feels like losing yourself | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 22 03.06.2026 41мин

  One of the biggest blocks in fully recovering from an eating disorder isn't the food. It's identity. In this episode I'm getting into something I've been circling around for a while but never done a full deep dive into — the way an eating disorder becomes a mask, a persona, a way of being seen in the world. And why letting go of it can feel terrifying even when you desperately want to. This one gets personal. We're going all the way back to a backwards baseball cap, through the eating disorde...
• does intuitive eating work in eating disorder recovery? | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 21 27.05.2026 48мин

  Episode Description Short answer: yes. Long answer: it's complicated, it takes time, and it definitely doesn't happen the way most people think it does. In this episode I'm getting into my own journey from restriction, to meal plan, to eventually finding something that actually feels like food freedom — and what every stage of that actually looked like. Including the messy middle, the slips, and the moments I started to actually trust my body again. Inspired by a comment questioning why I sti...
• fear of weight gain, quasi-recovery, and social eating — your questions answered | recovered-ish with chloe cox 20.05.2026 47мин

  You asked, I answered. I get so many DMs and comments with really good recovery questions that deserve more than a quick reply — so this week I'm doing a rapid fire Q&A covering some of the most common and most important ones I've received. We're getting into comparison, quasi-recovery, fear of weight gain, social eating, family dynamics, book recommendations, and more. This one is packed with honest, practical answers — no fluff, no sugarcoating. In This Episode: How to get out of a comp...
• muffins, missing the ED, and finding hope — reading my ED diaries part two | recovered-ish with chloe cox 13.05.2026 48мин

  Back by popular demand — we're back in the journals. In this episode I'm reading more entries from my eating disorder treatment diaries. These are unfiltered, verbatim entries from residential, PHP, and IOP — the rawest, most honest documentation of what recovery actually looked like from the inside. This one goes to some dark places. There are entries about missing the disorder, about feeling like recovery wasn't worth it, about a muffin that sent me into a complete spiral. But there are als...
• my ugliest eating disorder thoughts — and what they actually meant | recovered-ish with chloe cox 06.05.2026 43мин

  Episode Description Last week's episode sparked a lot of conversation online. I posted a clip about eating disorder recovery in the ozempic era and the comments absolutely exploded — and it got me thinking about something I've been wanting to talk about for a while. The thoughts I had in my eating disorder that I'm not proud of. The ones that would probably get me canceled if I posted them without context. The ones that felt so real at the time and are so clearly the disorder talking when I l...
• what actually causes an eating disorder? | recovered-ish with chloe cox 29.04.2026 40мин

  One of the most common questions I get — from clients, from my own lived experience, from people who have spent years wondering — is this: why me? Why did I get an eating disorder when the people around me didn't? In this episode I'm getting into the real answer. Not the oversimplified version. The actual, nuanced, deeply personal answer — using my own story, my clinical experience, and the framework I use with clients in my group program The Quasi-Recovery Exit to help people understand them...
• the ozempic era is making ED recovery harder — my honest take | recovered-ish with chloe cox 22.04.2026 40мин

  Episode Description First things first — I have some news. Big news. News that explains a lot of the cryptic, tired, off-kilter energy you've been picking up on these last few weeks. I'm pregnant. Baby number two is on the way and she is a girl. But after that announcement, we're getting into something I've been genuinely fired up about — because right now, in 2026, I believe this is one of the hardest moments in recent history to be in eating disorder recovery. The cultural noise around weig...
• why is body image still so hard in recovery — what actually helps | recovered-ish with chloe cox 15.04.2026 48мин

  Honest confession: my body image has been pretty rough lately. And yes, I know — I'm a recovered eating disorder therapist who just last week talked about how quiet my ED voice has gotten. So what gives? In this episode I'm getting real about what bad body image actually looks like for me now, 11 years into recovery. How it's different from the eating disorder voice. What body dysmorphia really feels like from the inside. And the specific things that actually help me move through it — not the...
• does the eating disorder voice ever go away? | recovered-ish with chloe cox 08.04.2026 43мин

  Episode Description One of the most common questions I get — from clients, from Instagram, from people deep in the trenches of recovery — is this: does the eating disorder voice ever actually go away? In this episode, I get honest about my own experience with the ED voice: what it sounded like at its worst, how it shifted through different stages of recovery, and where it lives now (spoiler: it's a lot more like an intrusive thought about tap dancing in a grocery store than a voice running my...
• the recovery reality check nobody gives you | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 13 01.04.2026 42мин

  hello, lovely friends. welcome back to recovered-ish. today we’re talking about the part of recovery that i think catches a lot of people off guard: how long it takes. how messy it is. and how discouraging it can feel when you’re doing “everything right” and still not feeling better yet. because i think a lot of people go into recovery expecting it to feel hard for a little while… and then eventually click into place. and when that doesn’t happen, it’s really easy to spiral into: ...
• food guilt is deeper than you think | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 12 25.03.2026 44мин

  hi! welcome back to recovered-ish. today we’re talking about food guilt. but not in the surface-level way it’s usually talked about. because this isn’t just “i feel a little guilty.” this is the kind of guilt that hits after you eat and makes you feel like you need to fix it. immediately. the kind that lingers. the kind that turns into “i shouldn’t have done that” → “i am bad.” and if you’ve ever been stuck in that loop of eat → feel awful → compensate → feel safe → repeat this episode is goi...
• ED lies, identity loss, and rebuilding – reading my ED diaries | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 11 18.03.2026 45мин

  hello, lovely friends. welcome back to recovered-ish. today’s episode is a little different. i was feeling kind of chaotic, kind of scattered, and i knew i did not have it in me to do justice to one of the bigger, heavier topics i had planned. so instead, i did something i honestly never thought i would do. i pulled out my old journals. the actual journals i kept from the depths of my eating disorder through therapy, residential treatment, php, iop, and early recovery. five full books of wild...
• when your body changes in recovery – and how to not spiral about weight gain | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 10 11.03.2026 42мин

  hello, lovely friends! welcome back to recovered-ish. today we’re talking about body changes in recovery and how to cope when weight gain starts to feel huge. because of course this is one of the biggest fears in recovery. most people would be willing to take the risk on healing if they could guarantee their body would stay the same. but that’s not how this works. and even when you know logically that your body may need to change, that does not mean you’re going to feel emotionally okay about...
• “good enough” recovery is keeping you stuck | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 9 04.03.2026 51мин

  hello, lovely friends. welcome back to recovered-ish. today we’re talking about quasi recovery. this is the phase where you’re not relapsed. you’re functioning. you’re eating. life looks mostly normal. but the tape is still running. in this episode, i talk about: – what quasi recovery actually is (and how it’s different from relapse) – the “good enough” space that can last for years – rigidity that hides inside normal routines – the identity piece that keeps people stuck &nb...
• how to recover when you have no motivation | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 8 25.02.2026 56мин

  hello, lovely friends! welcome back to recovered-ish. today we’re talking about motivation. and more specifically, why it feels so hard to find motivation to recover. i hear this all the time. “i don’t feel motivated.” “i don’t have a strong enough reason.” “i know what to do, but i can’t make myself do it.” and the more i sat with this topic, the more i realized something. motivation works beautifully inside an eating disorder. there are goals. numbers. boxes to check. clea...
• control, guilt, calories on menus, and eating “too much” | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 7 18.02.2026 32мин

  hi, my lovely friends. welcome back to recovered-ish. this week’s episode is messy. i’m congested. there’s construction beeping outside my office. it’s a full comedy of errors. but honestly… that feels fitting. recovery is messy too. i did a poll on instagram and you all had so many good questions that i couldn’t pick just one. so we’re doing a recovery buffet. a little bit of this, a little bit of that. not a deep dive feast. just honest, off-the-cuff answers. in this episode, we talk about:...
• why relapse is part of recovery (not a failure) | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 6 11.02.2026 54мин

  hi. welcome back to recovered-ish. this episode is about relapse and why i don’t think it means what we’ve been taught to believe it means. relapse is extremely common. and the fact that it’s so common tells me a few things. this is really hard. success in recovery isn’t well defined. and we haven’t figured out eating disorder treatment as well as we think we have. i talk about how relapse usually isn’t accidental. it often has something to do with the nervous system floundering before it fin...
• should you exercise in eating disorder recovery? (the answer isn’t what you think) | the recovered-ish podcast ep. 5 04.02.2026 57мин

  today we’re covering one of the most confusing and emotionally loaded topics in eating disorder recovery: exercise. because movement can genuinely help anxiety. and it can also quietly become another way the eating disorder stays in control. in this episode, we talk about the role exercise plays in eating disorders, why stopping movement can feel terrifying, and how to tell the difference between moving to feel connected vs moving to control your body. i also share my personal relationship wi...