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  Everyday Habits of Excellence 27.08.2026 35мин

  Father Dan Tracy, FOCUS alumni and priest in the Diocese of Superior, shares great wisdom on his experience of Personal Excellence. What does it mean to be busy? How can we rest well while also living the Great Commission zealously? Father Dan and Kathleen discuss small ways to practice peace and rest amidst busy schedules. Fr. Dan Tracy serves as the associate pastor at St. Patrick's Catholic Church in the Diocese of Superior, Wisconsin. He served as a FOCUS missionary from 2015-2017 before entering the seminary. Fr. Dan enjoys preaching the Gospel, administering the sacraments, and encouraging others to fall in love with God.
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  Personal Excellence vs. Perfectionism 13.08.2026 37мин

  Kathleen and Cooper Dow discuss some of the hardships of living out personal excellence as a missionary. Topics include the culture of perfectionism, having healthy boundaries, and supporting teammates in their growth in personal excellence. Cooper Dow joined FOCUS in 2021 serving as a missionary at Idaho State University. He now serves on the Staff Care team. Cooper is originally from Littleton, Colorado.
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  Little Things, Great Love: The Secret of Personal Excellence 30.07.2026 28мин

  Travis and Jess introduce the final cultural virtue of Personal Excellence in this deep dive episode. Travis beautifully explains how the Church invites us to do little things greatly and to be willing to do great things. They remind listeners that Personal Excellence is all about Jesus and less about our own ambitions and desires.Personal Excellence: Giving our best efforts to the responsibilities entrusted to us in order to bear fruit in Jesus Christ.Travis Todd is a convert to Catholicism and has worked for FOCUS for 18 years. Travis served 9 years as a campus missionary and team director before accepting a role at the FOCUS Denver Support Center. He currently serves as Sr. Director of Formation. Travis resides in Arvada, Colorado, with his wife, Rebecca, and 7 children.
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  Joyful Sacrifice: The Art of Self-Giving in Marriage 01.07.2026 50мин

  Ben and Eliza Kelly are here to share their experience of living our joyful sacrifice in marriage. This fun and honest episode gives listeners a glimpse of the challenges of parenthood as the Kellys share how missionary life has prepared them to embrace these sufferings. Ben and Eliza encourage listeners to know that joyful sacrifice is more than just grin and bearing hardships. Ben and Eliza Kelly met while studying at Harvard University and joined FOCUS as an engaged couple. They have served with FOCUS for 9 years and have 4 children. Ben and Eliza reside in Rhode Island.
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  Joyful Sacrifice: Lessons from the Mission Field 22.06.2026 32мин

  Kathleen and Sabrina Sanchez unpack the virtue of Joyful Sacrifice in light of the missionary experience. They discuss the role of freedom in joyful sacrifice and Sabrina shares some practical ways FOCUS missionaries can grow in this virtue: recognizing circles of influence and turning joyful sacrifice into an offering to the Father. Sabrina Sanchez is in her 7th year with FOCUS. Originally from Texas, Sabrina is a proud alumna of Texas A&M. She served as a missionary at the University of Florida, Middle Tennessee State University, and Vanderbilt. She now serves on FOCUS' Talent and Leadership Development Team and resides in Denver.
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  Joyful Sacrifice: The Secret to Happiness 11.06.2026 29мин

  Jess and Travis are back to take a deep dive into our next cultural virtue: Joyful Sacrifice. Travis explains the root of the word “sacrifice”, the role of mercy in sacrificial love, and where joy actually comes from. You don’t want to miss this!Joyful Sacrifice: Joyfully offering our sacrifice as a gift to the Father, confident that he transforms them for His glory. Travis Todd is a convert to Catholicism and has worked for FOCUS for 18 years. Travis served 9 years as a campus missionary and team director before accepting a role at the FOCUS Denver Support Center. He currently serves as Sr. Director of Formation. Travis resides in Arvada, Colorado, with his wife, Rebecca, and 7 children.
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  Set Apart for Christ: The Ordination Mass Explained 29.05.2026 52мин

  In this episode, liturgical expert Chris Carstens and Fr. Daniel Eusterman walk step-by-step through one of the most beautiful and powerful liturgies in the life of the Church: the ordination of a priest. Whether you’ve attended an ordination before or have never experienced one, this conversation will help you understand the meaning behind the symbols, prayers, and sacred moments of the Mass.Together, we explore the Litany of Saints, the laying on of hands, the Prayer of Ordination, the vesting of the new priest, and the anointing of his hands with chrism. Fr. Eusterman also shares personal reflections on what it was like to lie prostrate before the altar, receive the sacrament of Holy Orders, and begin his priestly ministry.This episode is both a guide to the ordination liturgy and a meditation on the mystery of the priesthood itself.Christopher Carstens directs the Office for Sacred Worship in the Diocese of La Crosse, Wisconsin; coordinates the Institute for Liturgical Studies at Christendom College; and edits the Adoremus Bulletin. He serves as a consultant to the USCCB’s Committee on Divine Worship, and he is author of A Devotional Journey into the Mass and A Devotional Journey into the Easter Mystery (Sophia), as well as Principles of Sacred Liturgy: Forming a Sacramental Vision (Hillenbrand Books). He and his family live in Soldiers Grove, Wisconsin.Fr. Daniel Eusterman serves the Archdiocese of Denver as the Vice Rector of St. John Vianney Theological Seminary. Fr. Daniel was ordained as a priest in 2017 and also teaches sacramental theology at the seminary.
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  How to Fight for Vital Unity in Family Life 14.05.2026 34мин

  In this testimonial episode, Kathleen is joined by Josh Fatzinger who has served the last twelve years as a campus missionary. Josh shares the little ways he has tried to practice Vital Unity in mission and in family life, how to have personal boundaries and yet be generous, and why sins of the tongue are so divisive. Josh Fatzinger has served as a FOCUS missionary for 12 years with his wife, Katie. They have served at the University of Pittsburg, University of Nebraska-Lincoln, Northern Arizona State University, the University of Maryland, and the United States Naval Academy. Josh and Katie have 5 children.
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  How to Live Vital Unity When Life Gets Messy 30.04.2026 35мин

  Kathleen is joined by Rachel Bieker to discuss the practicals of living out Vital Unity as a FOCUS missionary. Rachel describes the common obstacles she sees in FOCUS to living this out and provides some incredible tips on how to navigate conflict.Rachel Bieker currently serves FOCUS as Senior Manager of Talent and Leadership Development. Originally from Nebraska, she attended Benedictine College in Atchison, KS before moving to Colorado to spend a year with Christ in the City, an apostolate for the homeless. Since joining FOCUS 12 years ago, she has served in a number roles, including Office Manager, Talent & Leadership Development, and now Staff Care. 
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  Vital Unity: What Makes- Or Breaks- a Mission 14.04.2026 25мин

  Welcome to the first episode of a 9 part series on FOCUS’s cultural virtues! Jessica and Travis Todd share what the cultural virtues are as a whole, provide a deep dive into the virtue of Vital Unity, and discuss the Church’s four bonds of unity. Vital Unity: Laying aside our own ambitions to elevate the gifts of those around us and serve the greater Body of Christ. Travis Todd is a convert to Catholicism and has worked for FOCUS for 18 years. Travis served 9 years as a campus missionary and team director before accepting a role at the FOCUS Denver Support Center. He currently serves as Sr. Director of Formation. Travis resides in Arvada, Colorado, with his wife, Rebecca, and 7 children.
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  Don't Give Up: Overcoming Discouragement 19.03.2026 39мин

  Ever feel like giving up just when you've been praying the hardest?In this episode, Eve sits down with Fr. John Ezratty for a deeply practical and hope-filled conversation on discouragement- something every Christian faces, especially in seasons of waiting. Together, they unpack how discouragement works, how it differs from spiritual desolation, and how the Lord invites us to persevere with trust. If you've ever felt like giving up in prayer or questioning whether God is moving, this episode will meet you right there.In this episode, Eve and Fr. John discuss:The difference between discouragement and desolationHow Satan uses discouragement to undermine petitionary prayerHow discouragement shows up in seasons of waiting- and how to overcome it with hope and perseveranceFr. John Ezratty is a priest in the Archdiocese of Denver. He serves at St. John Vianney Theological Seminary and is a popular speaker and retreat director.Eve Doran serves FOCUS as the Spiritual Development Program Director. She and her husband, Stephen, reside in Texas.
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  Holy Zeal: Loving God and Others with Wisdom 29.01.2026 56мин

  In this episode, Jess sits down with Dr. Edward Sri for an honest conversation about zeal vs. indiscreet zeal, and how even good, holy desires can quietly slip into pride, rigidity, or judgment. Together, they explore what it means to live with passion for God that is shaped by humility, charity, and peace.In this episode, they discuss:What true Christian zeal looks like — and why prudence is essential for it to remain a virtueCommon ways indiscreet zeal shows up in prayer, penance, mission, and spiritual languageHow to grow in authentic zeal while responding to others with patience and wisdomDr. Edward Sri is a theologian, author, speaker, and FOCUS' Sr. Vice President of Apostolic Outreach. Dr. Sri has written several best-selling books and is also the presenter of several Ascension Press and Augustine Institute faith formation film series. He hosts the acclaimed podcast, "All Things Catholic" and is an adjunct professor at the Augustine Institute. He and his wife Beth reside in Littleton, Colorado. They are blessed with 8 children and one grandchild.
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  What Am I Meant to Do? A Discussion on Vocational Discernment 21.01.2026 39мин

  Recorded live from SEEK26, Kathleen and Sr. Jacinta discuss the following points about vocational discernment: Why this topic brings up mixed emotions for young adultsPrinciples of general discernmentThe purpose and call of each vocation Practicals to help you discern your vocationKathleen Calvin and Sr. Jacinta Man, OP, both serve on the FOCUS Spiritual Development Team.
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  Home for the Holidays: Navigating a Prayer Life During Break 18.12.2025 35мин

  In this episode, Kathleen and FOCUS Director of Collegiate Outreach Ben Kelly dive into the spiritual challenges and opportunities that come with heading home for a holiday or break. Kathleen and Ben discuss: The importance of having a plan going into a break.How breaks can be a time of true growth and maturity in your prayer life. The unique challenges of being at home and out of routine.Opportunities for evangelization with family and friends.Ben Kelly is in his 9th year with FOCUS and currently serves as Director of Collegiate Outreach. He has also served as a missionary at Bowling Green, George Washington University, and Harvard University. Ben and his wife Eliza reside in Rhode Island with their 4 children.
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  Did God Really Ask Me to Do This? Discernment When Life Gets Hard 20.11.2025 41мин

  When you say “yes” to something you genuinely believed God was asking of you—a mission trip, graduate school, even becoming a FOCUS missionary—what do you do when later everything feels too heavy, too complicated, or simply not what you expected? In this episode, Jessica sits down with Fr. John Ezratty to explore the tension between commitment, freedom, and discernment through the lens of St. Ignatius of Loyola.Together they walk through real situations missionaries and students face: • What if I discerned something well, but now I feel overwhelmed and want to step back? • What if I didn’t pray about a commitment beforehand—am I still bound to it? • Can difficult circumstances be a sign that God is redirecting me? • How do I know when perseverance is holy… and when letting go is faithful?Drawing from Ignatian wisdom, Fr. John offers practical steps, prayerful tools, and spiritual clarity for anyone wrestling with a “yes” that suddenly feels uncertain. Whether you’re tempted to break a commitment or unsure what God is communicating through your current season, this conversation will help you discern with peace, freedom, and maturity.Fr. John Ignatius Ezratty is a priest with the Archdiocese of Denver. He is also a popular speaker at SEEK and a former FOCUS national chaplain.
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  A Father's Legacy: The Life and Faith of Tom Vander Woude 30.10.2025 39мин

  In this episode, Kathleen and Chris Vander Woude reflect on the extraordinary life of Tom Vander Woude — a devoted husband, father, and disciple of Christ. As Chris shares personal stories of his father, the conversation honors Tom’s quiet heroism, deep Catholic faith, and unwavering love for his family. Tom gave his life to save his son Joseph, who has Down Syndrome. With discussions on fatherhood, faith, and pro-life convictions, this episode also explores the inspiring legacy that has led to early steps toward Tom’s potential canonization. Chris Vander Woude is the 5th of 7 sons born to Tom and Mary Ellen Vander Woude. He has worked in Catholic education for 18 years, serving as Dean of Students and Athletic Director. Chris lives in Virginia with his wife of 18 years, Katie, and daughter Zellie. 
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  Why Missionaries Need the Rosary 17.10.2025 32мин

  It's no secret our world is suffering and under deep spiritual attack. In this episode, Kathleen sits down with Brock Martin to dive into a deeply personal and spiritual conversation about the power and beauty of the Rosary. Brock shares his journey from seeing the Rosary as a routine task to embracing it as a vital devotion and spiritual weapon of the Church.We discuss: Deeper Devotion: Hear Brock's personal story of a renewed love for the Rosary and how it became a powerful part of daily spiritual life.From Obligation to Intimacy: Honest reflections on overcoming challenges with the Rosary and moving beyond a “check-the-box” mindset.Mission and Prayer United: Why the Rosary is a powerful tool for missionaries — simple, repeatable, and deeply aligned with the heart of evangelization. Brock Martin is in his 12th year as a missionary with FOCUS.  He has served in various roles within FOCUS from campus missionary, Team Director, Regional Director, Sr. Director or Regional Evangelization, and currently serves as Vice President of Parish Outreach.  Brock and his wife, Alisha live in Highlands Ranch, Colorado with their three daughters.   
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  Why Did Jesus Say That? 10.10.2025 45мин

  Why did Jesus sometimes say things that seem puzzling—or even contradictory—at first glance? In this episode, Dr. Edward Sri joins Jessica to unpack some of the most misunderstood sayings of Jesus in Scripture. Together, we explore the deeper meaning behind His words and actions, revealing the wisdom, mercy, and divine intention that underlie them.In this episode, Dr. Sri explains:John 8:6–8 – The Woman Caught in Adultery: Why did Jesus bend down to write in the dirt—and what might He have written?Matthew 5:39 – Turning the Other Cheek: Does Jesus really mean we should never defend ourselves? How do we understand this teaching without confusing it with passivity or enabling abuse?Luke 22:36–38 and 22:49–51 – The Command to Buy a Sword: Why did Jesus first tell the disciples to arm themselves, then forbid them to use the sword? What was He really teaching about spiritual readiness and His mission?John 20:17 – The Risen Jesus and Mary Magdalene: Why did Jesus tell Mary not to hold on to Him after the Resurrection? What does this moment reveal about the Ascension and our relationship with Christ today?Mark 10:18 – “Why Do You Call Me Good?” If Jesus is God and good, why does He ask this question? What truth is He leading the rich young man—and us—to see? Dr. Sri helps us see how each passage points us to the heart of Jesus: His divinity, His mercy, and His call to deeper discipleship. Dr. Edward Sri is a theologian, author, speaker, and FOCUS' Sr. Vice President of Apostolic Outreach. Dr. Sri has written several best-selling books and is also the presenter of several Ascension Press and Augustine Institute faith formation film series. He hosts the acclaimed podcast, "All Things Catholic" and is an adjunct professor at the Augustine Institute. He and his wife Beth reside in Littleton, Colorado. They are blessed with 8 children and one grandchild.
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  Finding Freedom From Scrupulosity 25.09.2025 40мин

  Scrupulosity can feel like a prison—distorting one’s image of God, sowing constant doubt, and making the spiritual life heavy instead of freeing. In this episode, Jess sits down with Fr. Denis Nakkeeran, Dean of Men at St. John’s Seminary to explore the roots of scrupulosity and the path toward healing.We discuss:What scrupulosity is and how it differs from OCDHow scrupulosity distorts our image of God—and what vision of God brings healingPractical guidance for confessors, missionaries, and friends accompanying those who struggleWhether you wrestle with scrupulosity yourself or walk alongside someone who does, this conversation offers clarity, encouragement, and hope in rediscovering a God of mercy.Fr. Denis Nakkeeran has been ordained for 5 years and currently serves as the Dean of Men at St. John Seminary in Boston. He is a moral theologian and formator.
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  The Church Needs More Sisters: Inspiring a Vocational Revival 18.09.2025 26мин

  In 1965, there were 178,000 religious Sisters. In 2024, there were less than 35,000. In less than 60 years, the landscape of women’s religious life has dramatically changed. Can there be a revival in women’s religious vocations?In this episode, Jessica talks with Kathleen Calvin and Sr. Jacinta Man about FOCUS’ new project to promote women’s religious vocations. Jess, Kathleen, and Sr. Jacinta discuss:The sharp decline in women’s religious vocations and what it means for the Church.How FOCUS’ new project is fostering a culture of discernment for young women.Practical ways listeners can support women discerning a religious vocation. Kathleen Calvin is the Spiritual Development Team Manager. She oversees projects such as women religious initiative. Kathleen lives in Philadelphia after serving 6 years as a campus missionary in Boston and Virginia Tech.  Originally from New Jersey, Sister Jacinta Man, OP, is a Dominican Sister of St. Cecilia and currently resides at the motherhouse in Nashville. She served in the apostolate for ten years as a Catholic school elementary teacher in Tennessee, Georgia, and Ohio but now assists with vocation work for her community.  Before entering the convent fifteen years ago, Sister Jacinta participated in FOCUS bible studies while a student at NYU and met the Nashville Dominicans at the 2010 FOCUS conference in Orlando. Providentially, FOCUS missionaries had a profound impact on her spiritual journey, and it is a gift for her to now be a part of the chaplaincy for FOCUS.