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  Episode 129: "I'm Afraid to Die" — And Why You Deserve Somewhere to Say That 18.09.2026 33dk

  "I'm Afraid to Die" — And Why You Deserve Somewhere to Say That | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 129In this episode of The Cancer Journey Podcast, Shariann and Alicia step back to talk about why this work exists in the first place. They explore the quiet stigma that still surrounds a cancer diagnosis, why people whisper it instead of saying it plainly, and what that silence costs the millions of people navigating a diagnosis every year. The conversation covers the difference between community support, like support groups, and the individual healing that requires its own dedicated space, why the instinct to "fix" someone's sadness usually backfires, and what it actually looks like to sit with someone in a hard emotion instead of rushing them out of it. They also talk honestly about walking on eggshells around loved ones with cancer, why real conversation is more welcome than careful silence, and why this work matters enough that they're inviting others with their own cancer experience to consider coaching as a path. This is a heartfelt, mission-driven conversation about healing, connection, and why the conversation itself is part of the medicine.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:11 What's being noticed about cancer in the world right now2:37 The stigma of saying "I have cancer" out loud5:33 Why people keep their cancer journey private8:41 The doctor's office isn't built for this conversation11:04 Ten million new diagnoses this year13:41 Fear of recurrence, even after ringing the bell16:21 Support groups vs. individual healing19:03 The Thanksgiving dinner example: walking on eggshells21:04 "Let's be sad together" instead of trying to fix it24:09 Why coaches, not friends or family, hold this space26:56 An invitation to consider coaching as a path28:39 Closing thoughts and the starfish storyNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #HealingPodcast #SelfDiscoveryPodcast #CancerPodcast #CancerJourney
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  Episode 128: Surviving Survivorship 11.09.2026 31dk

  Surviving Survivorship | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 128In this episode of The Cancer Journey Podcast, Shariann and Alicia dig into survivorship, the phase that gets celebrated as a finish line but often marks the start of the hardest emotional work. They talk honestly about the disorientation of reentry, why "bouncing back" is the wrong goal and "finding your way forward" is a better one, and why the body, mind, and spirit all need real recovery time after treatment ends, not just a bell and a round of applause. The conversation covers the loneliness that can follow once outside support quietly fades, the fear of recurrence and hypervigilance that shows up the moment you try to relax, survivor's guilt, and why grief for who you were before treatment is completely valid even while you're also discovering who you are now. Shariann shares candidly from her own experience surviving five cancers, and both hosts talk about why a coach's support during this specific phase can make an enormous difference. This is a deeply honest conversation about healing, self-discovery, and emotional processing.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:36 Redefining what "survivor" actually means2:49 The illusion of going back to normal3:55 Loneliness after the support fades6:12 The reentry question: who am I now8:11 Why the body doesn't just bounce back9:45 Fear of recurrence and hypervigilance11:11 Survivor's guilt and the swirl of unanswered questions13:53 Grief for who you were, alongside discovering who you are now16:21 Why unprocessed trauma elongates healing19:03 Surviving five cancers: a personal account22:29 Breaking up with drama and learning self-compassion24:23 Bouncing forward instead of bouncing back26:49 Honoring the wisdom that comes with the experience28:39 Closing thoughts on survivorshipNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #HealingPodcast #SelfDiscoveryPodcast #Survivorship #CancerSurvivor
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  Episode 127: Between the Diagnosis and Everything After 04.09.2026 31dk
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  Episode 126: The Quiet Recoveries with the Biggest Impact 28.08.2026 24dk

  The Quiet Recoveries with the Biggest Impact | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 126In this episode of The Cancer Journey Podcast, Shariann and Alicia dig into recovery, not as a single milestone but as something that happens over and over, in ways big and small, all along the Cancer Journey Roadmap.They talk about why the shape of healing is a rise and dip that repeats rather than a straight climb back to who you were, and why skipping the small moments of recovery is often exactly where burnout comes from.The conversation moves into a surprising example: the ease of saying hello to a dog on the sidewalk, and what that small, low-stakes joy can teach you about the concept of form and function, naming what you actually need instead of just chasing the thing that seems to deliver it. They also talk about why physical healing often follows emotional and mental healing rather than the other way around, why "armoring up" to get through a hard season is a valid choice, and the single question that can redirect an entire recovery: what matters most to me right now. This episode blends practical coaching insight with real self-discovery and emotional processing themes.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:31 What recovery means in a "catch-up state"3:14 The cancer journey roadmap and its repeating shape5:18 Healing, learning, and discovery along the way7:20 The question worth asking: what matters most to you now8:55 Healing isn't linear, and why that's actually good news10:44 The dog on the sidewalk: form vs. function16:30 Recognizing small joys as clues to what you need20:00 Physical healing as a side effect of emotional healing21:30 Armoring up: a valid way to get through24:00 Takeaway: willingness to recognize what you're experiencing26:40 Closing thoughtsNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #HealingPodcast #SelfDiscoveryPodcast
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  Episode 125: The Anger That Doesn't Get Permission 21.08.2026 28dk

  The Anger That Doesn't Get Permission | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 125This episode of The Cancer Journey Podcast captures something different: an unscripted coaching moment between Shariann and Alicia after an unexpected interruption throws off an entire day. They talk through what it actually feels like to get knocked off your axis by something you never saw coming, why even small interruptions carry a real energetic cost, and why slowing down afterward isn't weakness but necessity. The conversation moves into permission to feel the full range of emotion an interruption stirs up, including the anger that often hides underneath more socially acceptable sadness, and why saying the true, even extreme, word out loud can be the very thing that lets it go. This episode is a live look at coaching in action: what it means to ask "what do you want" instead of "what do you need to do," and why that question matters just as much on a cancer journey as anywhere else. Themes of self-discovery, emotional processing, and healing run throughout.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:00 The interruption that threw off the whole day3:12 Discombobulation and the residual energy that lingers5:30 The "hearts" metaphor: running out of energy mid-day7:45 Coach mode: asking "what do you want" instead of "what do you need to do"11:00 Accessing the sadness, and why the tears won't come13:30 Sadness sitting on top of rage16:20 The magic in saying the extreme word out loud19:15 Acting okay vs. actually being okay22:00 Doing vs. being, and the pull toward control26:00 Why this matters even more on a cancer journey27:30 Closing takeawaysNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #HealingPodcast #SelfDiscoveryPodcast #CancerPodcast #CancerJourney
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  Episode 124: What is Your Edge? 14.08.2026 29dk

  What is Your Edge? | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 124In this episode of The Cancer Journey Podcast, Shariann and Alicia continue the conversation that started at their coach retreat in Costa Rica, digging into the concept of the edge: the invisible line where fear stops growth before it starts. They reframe the edge from a cliff you could fall off into a curtain you've never actually looked behind, and talk honestly about how much meaner we are to ourselves than we'd ever let anyone else be to us. The conversation moves into what a cancer diagnosis actually does, arguing that it doesn't take things away so much as it clears out what never mattered, leaving space to see what does. They talk about relinquishing control, the role of a coach as a safe container for that process, and why the edge shows up just as often in ordinary life as it does on a cancer journey. This episode also touches on self-discovery, emotional processing, and healing, and applies well beyond a cancer diagnosis to anyone stuck at the edge of their own growth.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:14 Introducing the edge from the coach retreat3:01 Walking toward the edge instead of jumping8:15 The epiphany: the edge isn't a cliff, it's a curtain13:38 Reframing the edge as something to climb toward17:39 Connecting the edge to the cancer journey19:17 Cancer as a wake-up call, not a punishment20:33 Why cancer clears instead of takes23:30 The meanest things we say to ourselves25:41 Why a coach matters as a safe container27:28 Takeaway: the edge is an illusion28:39 Closing thoughtsNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #HealingPodcast #SelfDiscoveryPodcast
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  Episode 123: What Endings Can't Take From You 07.08.2026 28dk

  What Endings Can't Take From You | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 123Shariann and Alicia just returned from leading a retreat in Costa Rica built around the theme of aliveness, and this episode is a raw, real-time look at what it feels like to come back down from something that expansive. They talk about the disorientation of endings, why "bittersweet" often hides more grief than we let ourselves name, and why aliveness isn't about being switched on constantly but about staying conscious and present with whatever's actually happening. They dig into the parallel between finishing a retreat and finishing cancer treatment: the ringing of the bell, the pressure to snap back into normal life, and the quiet that can follow once the outside support fades. They also explore the idea of "stoking your own flame," learning to sustain connection and warmth for yourself instead of waiting on others to keep it going. This is a self-discovery and emotional processing conversation as much as it is a cancer journey one, and it applies to anyone moving through a major life transition.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:37 Aliveness and endings: coming back from Costa Rica2:56 Integration, resistance, and stepping into the unknown6:27 Finding the edge between drive and rest7:17 Ringing the bell: the end of treatment9:43 Holding excitement and trepidation at the same time10:44 Consciousness as the intersection of aliveness and endings13:09 Leaning into warmth and letting down the defenses14:08 The hard-won lesson: learning to ask for help15:21 Why "bittersweet" hides the real shape of grief17:42 What temperature language reveals about emotion21:18 The stark shift after treatment support fades22:29 Stoking your own flame24:20 Aliveness as consciousness, not constant output27:20 How endings connect back to expectations28:40 Closing thoughtsNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #HealingPodcast #SelfDiscoveryPodcast
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  Episode 122: What Disappointment Is Really Telling You 31.07.2026 28dk

  What Disappointment Is Really Telling You | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 122Expectations feel harmless until they collapse.In this episode of The Cancer Journey Podcast, Shariann and Alicia sit with what expectations actually do to us, on a cancer journey and far beyond it. They talk about the difference between expecting a specific outcome and holding a standard for how you want to live, why "back to normal" is a trap after treatment, and why disappointment usually says more about our own grip on an outcome than about what happened.They also get into the idea of collateral beauty, the unplanned gifts (an unexpected friendship, an oncologist neither of them chose) that only show up when you're not locked onto one version of how things should go.This episode also touches on self-discovery, emotional processing, and what it actually looks like to manage your own expectations instead of everyone else's.If you've ever felt disappointed after doing "everything right," or you're bracing for life to snap back to how it was before diagnosis, this conversation is for you.Chapters:0:00 Intro and weekly check-in1:08 What comes up when you sit with the word "expectations"4:28 The Michael Crichton quote on happiness5:14 Form vs. function: when reality doesn't match the plan7:15 How this shows up on a cancer journey9:30 Collateral beauty: the gifts that show up unplanned11:31 Why we ask clients for a preference instead of a fear14:16 Saying what you actually want out loud17:24 Expectations vs. standards20:57 Holding high standards without setting yourself up to fail23:10 Takeaway: what's actually yours to manage27:49 Closing thoughtsNew episodes of The Cancer Journey Podcast drop weekly.#CancerJourneyPodcast #CancerSupport #HealingPodcast #Cancer #CancerCoaching
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  Episode 121: The Question Your Being Is Actually Asking 24.07.2026 27dk

  The Question Your Being Is Actually Asking | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 121This episode is for anyone who has ever pushed through exhaustion when a nap was what they actually needed, or Googled at 2am hoping to find an answer that would finally make things feel okay.Topics covered in this episode:What being and doing actually mean and how they work togetherWhy doing from a place of panic doesn't fix what your being needsThe nap story: what happens when you actually listen to your body firstHow to tell the difference between doing that restores you and doing that depletes youThe spiral of researching and fixing after a cancer diagnosisComing back to the one question your being is actually askingAsking for help as one of the most powerful doings on a cancer journeyShoulds as a signal that your inner critic is drivingWhat alignment actually feels like in your bodyHow a Cancer Journey Coach helps you hear yourself underneath the noise#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #SelfDiscoveryChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in1:30 Being versus doing: what we actually mean4:00 The nap story: listening to your body before pushing through7:30 Why panic doing doesn't fix what your being needs11:00 The spiral after diagnosis: research, control, and the rabbit hole14:30 Coming back to the real question your being is asking17:00 Asking for help as a doing20:00 Saying the unsayable to someone who won't hold it against you22:30 Shoulds as a signal from your inner critic25:00 What alignment feels like and how a coach helps you find it27:00 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 120: Celebrate Anyways 17.07.2026 28dk

  Celebrate Anyways | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 120What does it actually mean to celebrate when you're in the middle of something this hard?Celebration and cancer don't seem like they belong together. But at the Cancer Journey Institute, celebration is a tool, not just a feeling. In Episode 120, Shariann and Alicia make the case for why it matters more on a cancer journey than anywhere else — and what it looks like in practice when you're exhausted, still processing, and not sure you've earned it yet.This conversation covers what celebration actually is, why we skip it even when things are good, and what it looks like to practice it in small, real, everyday ways — even when you're exhausted, even when the milestone doesn't feel the way you thought it would.Topics covered in this episode:• Why celebration feels out of place on a cancer journey and why that's worth questioning• Celebration as a tool at CJI, not just an emotion• Why we move on too fast and what we lose when we do• The difference between expansive and constricting emotions• Why people are often more uncomfortable with joy than with struggle• Pottery, weeding the garden, and the small joys worth savoring• How a coach notices and amplifies the celebratory moments you'd otherwise skip• Why big celebrations can feel heavy and what actually feels like recognition• Two birthdays: what it means to mark the day of rebirth after treatment• Celebration as a way of honoring your growth and becoming• What's one thing you want to celebrate today?#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #CelebrationChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in 1:30 Why celebration matters on a cancer journey 4:00 Celebration as a tool at CJI 7:00 Why we skip the good moments and move straight to what's next 10:30 The discomfort of expansive emotions 13:30 Pottery, weeding, and small joys worth savoring 17:00 How a coach amplifies the moments you'd otherwise miss 20:30 Why big celebrations can fall flat and what actually feels like recognition 24:00 Two birthdays: marking rebirth after treatment 27:00 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 119: The 2am Spiral 10.07.2026 28dk

  The 2am Spiral | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 119Nobody tells you that the hardest part of a cancer diagnosis isn't the diagnosis itself.It's the noise that comes after. The urgent need to understand everything, decide everything, control something. Anything. The internet spiral at 2am. The feeling that if you just push hard enough, you'll get ahead of it.In this episode, Shariann shares what that frenzy actually felt like after her own diagnosis. And why going faster made everything harder, not easier.She and Alicia talk about what slowing down really means when the stakes are this high. Not deep breaths and moving softer. The kind of slowing down that takes real courage when everything in you is wired to go.One of our coaches said it best: "This is urgent. I must slow down."If that lands for you, this episode is yours.New episodes every week. Subscribe so you don't miss one.Learn more about Cancer Journey Coaching at thecancerjourney.com━━━━━━━━━━━━━━TIMESTAMPS━━━━━━━━━━━━━━00:05 Introduction and PESH Check-In01:49 What Slowing Down Really Means03:35 Instant Gratification and the Pressure to Figure Things Out Fast05:10 Learning Italian and the Cancer Journey Connection06:45 Forcing Understanding vs Letting It Come08:26 When Cancer Is in the Room and Urgency Takes Over10:38 Feeling Betrayed by Your Body12:41 The Negative Ego Always Finds More to Do14:47 The Gift You Can't See16:17 Divine Timing and Pushing the Boulder17:07 What Are You Waiting For20:17 Why the Certification Takes Eight Months21:49 When a Tool Doesn't Land Right Away22:58 Slowing Down to Actually Connect24:28 Slowing Down as an Act of Care and Trust25:13 Closing PESH Check-In and Final Words━━━━━━━━━━━━━━CONNECT WITH US━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Website: thecancerjourney.comInstagram: @thecancerjourneyFacebook: The Cancer Journey Institute#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #SlowingDown #CancerSupport #CancerCoach #LivingFullyNow
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  Episode 118: Facing the Chapter That Feels Like an Ending 03.07.2026 27dk

  Facing the Chapter That Feels Like an Ending | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 118Life is fragile. We say that a lot in this work. This week, we recorded from inside it.Someone in our community got news that the medical system has done all it can. We felt that with them. This episode came the next day.In this conversation, we talk about what it actually means to face mortality on a cancer journey. Why it's so hard to say the real things when the people around you need you to stay positive. What Shariann found when she went looking for somewhere safe to talk about dying and kept coming up empty. Why lived experience and trained capacity aren't the same thing, and why both matter. How Cancer Journey Coaches walk with clients through every chapter, including the ones that feel like an ending. What it means to be attached to this life and sit with the fear of losing it.This is the kind of conversation that doesn't happen enough. We hope it gives you somewhere to put some of what you've been carrying.New episodes every week. Subscribe so you don't miss one.Learn more about Cancer Journey Coaching at thecancerjourney.com━━━━━━━━━━━━━━TIMESTAMPS━━━━━━━━━━━━━━00:00 Introduction and PESH Check-In03:48 When Someone in Our Community Gets Hard News07:30 Walking With Clients Through Every Chapter10:38 Making Space for Our Own Experience12:17 Why Shariann Started the Cancer Journey Institute16:00 Looking for Somewhere to Talk About Dying20:52 How a Coach Reflects You Back to Yourself22:10 Attachment and What Goodbye Really Means23:33 Choosing How to Spend the Time You Have27:10 Closing PESH Check-In and Final Words━━━━━━━━━━━━━━CONNECT WITH US━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Website: thecancerjourney.comInstagram: @thecancerjourneyFacebook: The Cancer Journey Institute#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #FragilityOfLife #CancerSupport #CancerCoach #LivingFullyNow
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  Episode 117: Confusion Is a Signal, Not a Flaw 26.06.2026 28dk

  Confusion Is a Signal, Not a Flaw | Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 117Confusion on a cancer journey isn't a sign that something is wrong with you. It's a signal, and learning to read it instead of fighting your way out of it can change the whole experience of being in it.In Episode 117, Shariann and Alicia explore what confusion and lack of clarity actually feel like on a cancer journey, why the instinct to do more doesn't fix what's happening underneath, and what willingness really means when you're trying to find your footing again.This is a candid, unscripted conversation that models exactly what it's talking about: two people processing in real time, finding their way back to themselves through the fog.Topics covered in this episode:What confusion feels like and why it shows up so often on a cancer journeyThe plan on top versus the emotional experience underneathWhy doing more doesn't fix what's going on at a deeper levelThe difference between doing and beingInformation overload and why chasing optimal health can make things worseWillingness as the key to getting out of the pitWhat it means to let something go when you don't know what that is yetComing back to the present: what do I need, what do I wantWhy confusion means something still matters to youThe fog lifts on its own when you stop forcing it#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #CancerSupportChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in1:30 What confusion feels like: messy, unstable, swirly4:00 The plan on top and the emotional experience underneath8:00 Why doing more doesn't reach what's actually struggling12:00 Information overload and chasing optimal health16:00 Willingness as the real key to getting unstuck20:00 Coming back to the present: what do I need right now23:30 Confusion as a signal that something still matters26:30 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 116: Why the End of Treatment Feels So Complicated 19.06.2026 30dk

  Why the End of Treatment Feels So Complicated | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 116The end of cancer treatment should feel like everything you've been waiting for. And sometimes it does. But a lot of the time, it feels anticlimactic, disorienting, or even empty , and almost nobody talks about that.In Episode 116, Shariann and Alicia dig into the experience of endings: what the drop after treatment feels like, why the wide open space of "what's next" can be so overwhelming, and how to move through this transition with more gentleness and intention.This conversation draws on the Cancer Journey Roadmap and the real, lived experience of what it means to finish something enormous and not know who you are on the other side.Topics covered in this episode:• Why ringing the bell can feel anticlimactic• The drop after endings and why it happens• Losing the structure, rhythm, and care team all at once• There is no going back to normal, only a new reality• The lull after treatment and what it's asking of you• The retirement analogy: why freedom can feel untethered• What happens to all the emotions suppressed during treatment• Why play and small joys matter especially in this transition• The Cancer Journey Roadmap and the pit after endings• What do you want? The biggest question after treatment ends• How a Cancer Journey coach helps you find yourself again#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #CancerSupportChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in 1:30 Endings at CJI: certification and fundamentals groups 3:00 The bittersweet feeling of endings on a cancer journey 5:30 Ringing the bell and why it can feel anticlimactic 8:30 Losing the structure and care team after treatment 11:30 There is no normal anymore — only the new reality 14:30 The retirement analogy: freedom that feels untethered 17:30 Play and small joys as anchors in the transition 20:30 The anger and grief that comes out after treatment ends 23:00 What do you want? The excavation that comes next 26:00 How a Cancer Journey coach holds this turning point 28:00 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 115: When Forgiveness Feels Like Giving Something Up 12.06.2026 28dk

  When Forgiveness Feels Like Giving Something Up | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 115Forgiveness is one of those words we think we understand until we actually try to practice it. On a cancer journey, it takes on a whole new dimension: forgiving your body, forgiving yourself for how you've responded under enormous pressure, and forgiving others when your capacity to hold anything extra is already gone.In Episode 115, Shariann and Alicia go deep on what forgiveness actually feels like, why self-forgiveness is the hardest kind, and what it looks like to make it a real practice rather than just an intention.This is a thoughtful, honest conversation that moves through the complexity of forgiveness without trying to wrap it up too neatly.Topics covered in this episode:What forgiveness actually feels like in the bodyWhy forgiveness can feel like giving up your protection or your powerThe difference between forgiving someone and really meaning itWhy self-forgiveness is harder than forgiving othersHow cancer can bring up feelings of blame and punishment toward yourselfThe responsibility formula and luminous intentForgiveness as self-care, not just a spiritual conceptThe end-of-day forgiveness practice: what do you need to forgive yourself for today?What you can give yourself if you hug yourself as warmly as you'd hug someone elseIf you don't forgive, you build a wall instead of a bridgeThe conversations we want others to have with us that we can have with ourselves#CancerJourney #Forgiveness #CancerJourneyPodcastChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in1:45 What forgiveness actually feels like5:00 Why forgiveness can feel like giving something up8:30 The responsibility formula and forgiving yourself12:00 How cancer brings up self-blame and punishment16:00 Why self-forgiveness is the hardest kind20:00 The conversations we want others to have with us23:30 Forgiveness as self-care: the end-of-day practice27:00 Building a bridge instead of a wall30:00 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 114: The Someday Trap 05.06.2026 23dk

  Play feels like the last thing on the list when you're on a cancer journey. But what if waiting until everything is handled before you let yourself feel good is the very thing making the journey harder?In Episode 114, Shariann and Alicia have a deeply honest conversation about what gets in the way of play, joy, and lightness on a cancer journey, and what it actually looks like to start making space for those things now rather than later. This episode starts in a real, unfiltered place and moves somewhere genuinely tender. It's one of those conversations that models exactly what it's talking about.Topics covered in this episode: Why play feels inaccessible when you're deep in a cancer journey The have-tos versus the get-tos: how a cancer journey can feel like pure obligation Freedom as the thing underneath the craving for play The someday trap and why deferring joy doesn't work Should versus want: the difference in how they feel in your body The steps to getting there are the qualities of being there How negative ego gets loudest when you most need lightness Small, concrete ways to infuse play into everyday moments Why you need someone to say your hard things to without it affecting your relationships Cancer sucks: giving yourself full permission to say so #CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #CancerSupport Chapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in 1:30 Play on a cancer journey: why it feels so out of reach 4:30 Freedom as the real craving underneath it all 8:00 The someday trap: deferring joy until everything is handled 11:30 Letting someone else do your laundry: vulnerability and receiving help 14:30 Getting familiar with what frustration feels like in your body 18:00 Should versus want: a really important distinction 22:00 The steps to getting there are the qualities of being there 25:30 Small ways to infuse play into the hard moments 28:30 Closing takeaway and PESH check-out
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  Episode 113: How We Die with CJC Barbara Haedtke 29.05.2026 30dk

  How We Die with CJC Barbara Haedtke | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 113How do we die? It's a question most of us spend our lives avoiding — and one that becomes impossible to ignore when you're on a cancer journey, especially a terminal one.In Episode 113, Shariann and Alicia are joined by Barbara, a certified Cancer Journey Coach who is also living with a terminal cancer diagnosis. She brings a rare combination of professional experience and deeply personal perspective to a conversation about mortality, legacy, grief, gratitude, and what it means to truly engage with the life you have left.This is one of the most honest and tender conversations the podcast has had. It doesn't offer easy answers. It offers something better — the experience of watching someone engage with the hardest material with curiosity, grace, and an open heart.Topics covered in this episode:• What it actually feels like to face a terminal diagnosis• The difference between cognitive acceptance and emotional engagement• Grief as an ongoing, daily process — not a destination• Why the things people say to the dying often have more to do with their own fear• The practical side of facing death — putting affairs in order, shifting financial plans• Gratitude and grief living side by side in the same moment• Legacy — what you want to leave, how you want to be remembered• "Engage with the material" — what that phrase really means• The last year of Debbie Ford's sister's life — and what she said about it• What proximity to death reveals about how we've been living• How a Cancer Journey Coach creates space for this kind of engagementGuest: Barbara, Certified Cancer Journey Coach#CancerJourney #EndOfLife #CancerJourneyPodcastChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in 2:00 Introducing the topic — how we die 4:30 Barbara's experience facing a terminal diagnosis 8:00 The drive home from the doctor — grief, beauty, and gratitude 12:00 What people say to the dying (and what they really mean) 16:00 Legacy, curiosity, and engaging with the material 20:00 Money, mortality, and what you'd do if the runway shifted 24:30 The Wise Old Crone — finding yourself through the Cancer Journey Institute 28:00 What "engage with the material" really means 32:00 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 112: Where Does Joy Even Fit? 22.05.2026 25dk

  Where Does Joy Even Fit? | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 112How do you possibly find joy when you're on a cancer journey? When treatment is exhausting, energy is limited, and just getting through the day takes everything you have — where does joy even fit?In Episode 112, Shariann and Alicia get practical and personal about what it actually looks like to find moments of nourishment and delight on a cancer journey. This isn't about toxic positivity or forcing a good attitude. It's about giving yourself real permission to feel good, in whatever small ways are actually accessible to you right now.Topics covered in this episode:Why joy feels out of reach on a cancer journey — and why it doesn't have toThe difference between nourishment and joy, and why both matterWhy familiar activities work better than trying to learn something newWhat Shariann leaned on during treatment when TV felt like too muchWhy movies and TV aren't always the easy escape we think they areThe joy of small things — and why slowing down makes them visibleFur babies, kids' laughter, nature, and the unexpected allies on a cancer journeyGetting dressed for yourself, not for anyone elseJournaling as a joy practice — and how to actually startThe pink wig story — and what permission really looks likeMarie Kondo, monstera leaf pasta spoons, and sparking joy in the everyday#CancerJourney #CancerJourneyPodcast #CancerSupportChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in1:45 How do we find joy — and what does nourishment look like on a cancer journey?4:30 Why TV isn't always the easy escape — and what Shariann did instead8:00 Familiar activities, crafts, music, and books11:30 The unexpected allies — fur babies, kids, nature, comedy15:00 The small joys hiding in plain sight18:30 Getting dressed for yourself — and the woman in the treatment room22:00 Journaling as a joy practice25:00 Permission — and the pink wig story 28:30 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 111: What the System Wasn't Designed to Hold 15.05.2026 27dk

  What the System Wasn't Designed to Hold | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 111The cancer care system is extraordinarily skilled at treating the physical body. But a cancer journey is so much more than what shows up on a scan — and for most people moving through it, the emotional, mental, and spiritual dimensions of the experience are largely unaddressed.This is a conversation about the limits of a fix-it culture, the invisible weight that doctors and nurses carry, and why a Cancer Journey Coach might be the most important addition to a care team that no one is talking about yet.Topics covered in this episode:- Why the medical system is built for efficiency — and what gets lost in that model- The emotional weight that doctors and nurses carry and rarely have space to process- Why you can cognitively trust your care team and still not feel emotionally safe- What happens when emotions are suppressed throughout a cancer journey- How suppressed emotions affect decision-making and quality of life- Toxic positivity and why forcing it doesn't actually help- The role of a Cancer Journey Coach as the humanity piece of the care team- Why bringing emotion back into care doesn't slow things down — it makes everything work better- What Shariann experienced at the end of her own treatment and what it illuminated#CancerJourney #CancerCare #CancerJourneyPodcastChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in 1:45 Why the medical system struggles to hold the emotional experience 4:30 The culture of fixing — and what it misses 7:00 The emotional weight doctors and nurses carry 10:00 Trusting your care team cognitively vs. feeling it emotionally 13:00 What happens when emotions get suppressed throughout treatment 16:00 Toxic positivity and why it doesn't work 18:30 Decision-making and the role of emotions in knowing what matters 21:00 The Cancer Journey Coach as the humanity piece of the care team 24:00 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out
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  Episode 110: The Conversation Nobody's Having About Chemo Brain 08.05.2026 29dk

  The Conversation Nobody's Having About Chemo Brain | The Cancer Journey Podcast | Episode 110Brain fog, chemo brain, and the days when you just can't access yourself the way you normally can — this is one of the most common and least talked about experiences on a cancer journey. In Episode 110, Shariann and Alicia get candid about what it actually feels like to not feel brilliant, and what that has to do with how we're taught to push through instead of slow down.The conversation moves from the personal experience of cognitive fog to the deeper question of what we actually need on days like that — and why a safe space to say what's really there matters more than any supplement or strategy.Topics covered in this episode:• What brain fog and chemo brain actually feel like from the inside• Why the dip in cognitive sharpness triggers fear and self-blame• The difference between a bad day and a less-resourced day• What Shariann discovered about coaching from the heart during her own cancer treatment• Why slowing down is not the opposite of productivity — especially on a cancer journey• What a coaching session offers that even the best friendship can't replicate• The real-time shift that happened during this episode• Why you don't have to feel brilliant to have value• "There's magic in the telling — but it matters where you tell it"#CancerJourney #ChemoBrain #CancerJourneyPodcastChapters: 0:00 Welcome and PESH check-in 2:10 What it feels like to not feel brilliant 5:30 Chemo brain, aging, and the fear that something is wrong 8:45 Good days, less-resourced days, and the body's need for rest 12:00 Coaching from the heart — Shariann's experience during treatment 16:30 What slowing down actually makes possible 20:00 What coaching offers that friendship can't 25:00 Witnessing the shift in real time 29:30 Closing takeaways and PESH check-out