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  Ep.6: 'I Didn't Let Them Incarcerate My Mind.' His Prison Survival Method 11.09.2026 47dk

  This episode is sponsored by Dose. Try Dose today and get 35% off your first month with code CARLOS. https://dosedaily.co/CARLOS This episode is also sponsored by the Black Business School. Get 35% off their Prime Course and take control of your financial future. https://b1stockoptions.com/watsons --- What happens when the environment you grow up in teaches you to become a monster and you have to fight to find your way back? In this powerful episode of From Behind This Chair, Carlos sits down with Silky Slim for an unfiltered conversation about childhood trauma, survival, incarceration, gang life, addiction, faith, and transformation. Silky Slim opens up about growing up in an abusive home, becoming involved in crime at just 12 years old, and spending decades living a life surrounded by violence. He shares how learning to read while incarcerated changed his perspective, why he refused to let prison "incarcerate his mind," and how studying history helped him see the systems around him differently. The conversation also takes a deeply personal turn as Silky Slim reflects on addiction, losing loved ones, surviving multiple suicide attempts, finding faith, and ultimately turning his pain into a mission to help others. His story is a powerful reminder that transformation is a process and that your past does not have to determine your future. 👉 What part of Silky Slim's story stayed with you the most? Share your thoughts in the comments. Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon:  / thefbtcpodcast   Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/colle... IG:  / frombehindthischair   FB:  / frombehindthischair   TikTok:  / frombehindthischair   X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcastTimestamps [00:00] Meet Silky Slim [00:41] "Real Will Always Recognize Real" [01:09] The Childhood Trauma That Changed Everything [02:17] "I Hated Life From That Moment On" [04:04] How Home Can Create the Monster [04:50] Discovering Why His Parents Abused Him [05:16] Growing Up Unable to Read [06:17] The Man Who Taught Him to Read [07:18] Discovering Slavery Through "Roots" [08:07] "Man, I'm in Slavery" [08:44] You Can't Outgrow Your Environment [09:12] "Don't Let Them Incarcerate Your Mind" [10:14] Learning From Everything That Was Free [10:45] The Spider Web & The Systems That Trap Us [12:11] A Life of Transformation [12:28] The Criminal Justice System [14:18] Discovering a Slave Graveyard [15:47] Turning His Life Around [16:33] Speaking Out Against the System [19:00] Becoming a Gang Leader at 12 [19:21] Survival, Hunger & Crime [20:33] Religion, Faith & Submission [21:53] Surviving Multiple Suicide Attempts [22:36] Why He Wanted to End His Life [23:45] 30 Years of Living With Death [24:50] Addiction & Self-Medication [25:42] The Power of Telling Your Testimony [26:04] Carrying the Cross of Trauma [26:41] Finding God After a Life of Survival [28:04] Trauma & The Struggle With Counseling [29:19] Digging Deep to Find Your Value [29:52] "What Scares You Now?"  
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  Ep.5: A Trump Supporter And A Centrist Get Brutally Honest About Politics 04.09.2026 20dk

  This episode is sponsored by the Black Business School. Get 35% off their Prime Course and take control of your financial future. https://b1stockoptions.com/watsons What happens when people with very different political perspectives sit down and actually talk? In this episode of From Behind This Chair, the conversation gets real about Trump, immigration, political polarization, race, history, and what it means to look beyond the labels of "left" and "right." The discussion explores why people vote the way they do, the complexities of immigration, the role of historical facts in political conversations, and how political narratives can divide people who may actually have more in common than they realize. Most importantly, this conversation challenges us to see people as people—not just as Democrats, Republicans, immigrants, or members of a particular group—and to make decisions based on understanding, history, and humanity. 👉 Do you think America is too divided by left vs. right? Can we have political conversations without letting labels get in the way? Share your thoughts below. From Behind This Chair is where real conversations happen—unfiltered, uncomfortable, and honest. No topic is off limits. Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast Timestamps 00:34 Politics, Sports & Trump 01:21 What Makes Someone Support Trump? 02:10 Why Family & Sports Influenced His Vote 02:58 Criticism of Trump & Both Parties 03:47 Immigration & His Story as an Immigrant 04:34 Advice for Young People 04:58 What Should Change About Immigration? 05:12 ICE, Immigration & Following the Rules 06:20 Immigration, Opportunity & Humanity 06:56 What Politics Has Lost 07:29 Left Wing vs. Right Wing 08:12 Why Historical Facts Matter 09:15 The Two Sides of the Political "Bird" 10:24 Race, Immigration & Political Narratives 10:50 Why We Should Talk About People 12:22 Making Space for Different Perspectives 13:24 Learning From History 13:42 Black Business School Sponsor 14:28 Dose Sponsor 15:32 Can We Have Honest Politicians? 16:02 Why America Needs More Political Choices 16:51 Finding a Middle Ground 17:23 Trump, Biden & Leadership 17:52 America's Role in Global Conflicts 18:27 China, Mexico & Global Power 19:00 Should America Act Like a Superpower? 19:45 Is the World "For Sale"? 20:01 Finding Common Ground 20:21 From Behind This Chair
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  His Brother Died Alone at 55. Now He's 64 and Scared. 27.08.2026 20dk

  Big thanks to our partner, Dose. Try Dose today and get 35% off with code CARLOS. https://dosedaily.co/CARLOS   "I'm 64 years old… and I'm afraid."   In this deeply personal conversation, Carlos sits down with Anthony Hamilton to talk about aging, loss, money, fear, purpose, and what it means to keep fighting when life starts moving faster than you do.   Anthony opens up about losing his brother, mother, father, and uncle in a short period of time—and how those losses changed the way he thinks about his own mortality. He talks honestly about financial pressure, loneliness, getting older, and the fear he once wouldn't admit.   But Anthony's story is also one of incredible resilience. From struggling to read as a child to becoming a football player, professional athlete, successful barber, author, and community leader, he has spent his life refusing to quit.   At 64, he's still asking himself one question:   What else can I do before my time is up?   This is a raw conversation about grief, aging, purpose, hope, and refusing to give up.   👉 What keeps you going when life gets hard? Share your answer below.   Timestamps   00:00 Anthony Hamilton at 64 02:00 Getting Older & Feeling Time Move Faster 04:08 "I'm 64 Years Old… and I'm Afraid" 05:20 Losing His Brother & Fear of Dying Alone 05:44 Money, Pressure & Uncertainty 06:20 The Loss of His Family 07:31 Dose Sponsor 09:45 Processing Other People's Pain 12:28 Losing the People Closest to Him 13:52 Anthony's Vision for the Future 15:21 "I Gotta Do One More Good Thing" 17:17 From Struggling to Read to Building a Life 18:09 The Kid Who Never Thought He'd Make It 19:14 Finding Hope Again 20:00 Final Reflections
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  Ep.3: AI, Data Centers & Who Really Owns Black Data 25.08.2026 16dk

  This episode is sponsored by the Black Business School. Get 35% off their Prime Course and take control of your financial future. https://b1stockoptions.com/watsons Will AI create more Black millionaires—or more Black unemployment? In this episode of From Behind This Chair, Doc and his guests have a candid conversation about AI, jobs, technology, and what the AI revolution could mean for the Black community. They discuss whether AI will actually eliminate jobs or simply raise expectations for workers, why trades like plumbing and electrical work could become more valuable, and how AI can help small business owners with everything from marketing and accounting to navigating frustrating financial systems. The conversation also tackles a bigger question: Who benefits from AI—and who gets left behind? They explore AI's impact on Black culture, whether technology can replicate culture and creativity, the importance of making AI accessible to underserved communities, and why schools and local leaders should be demanding more from the companies building these technologies. Most importantly, they argue that AI shouldn't just be something our communities fear. It could be a tool for getting ahead. 👉 Do you think AI will create more opportunities or take more jobs? Tell us what you think in the comments. Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast Timestamps 00:35 What Was Your First Experience With AI? 01:12 From The Terminator to Reality 01:40 Will AI Replace 15–30% of Jobs? 02:19 Why Technology Doesn't Always Mean Less Work 02:52 Are Companies Using AI to Justify Layoffs? 03:23 AI & The Future of Young Workers 03:48 How AI Can Help Small Businesses 04:21 Why Trades Could Become the New Path to the Middle Class 05:00 The "Intelligence Revolution" 05:44 What AI Could Mean for the Black Community 06:11 Data Centers & Community Power 07:02 Should Schools Use AI Companies as Test Cases? 07:45 Black Business School Sponsor 08:30 Dose Sponsor 09:34 Can AI Steal or Replicate Black Culture? 11:35 Are Robots Coming for Our Jobs? 11:44 Can Robots Replace Black Barbers? 12:10 AI: More Black Millionaires or More Unemployment? 13:00 Making AI Relevant to the Next Generation 13:21 Why AI Could Be a Game Changer 14:03 Using AI to Fight Financial Inequality 14:31 How ChatGPT Helped a Small Business Owner 15:23 AI as a Tool to Get Ahead 15:33 AI, Crime Statistics & Police Reform 16:00 Final Thoughts on AI
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  21 years for one angry punch 16.08.2026 29dk

  This episode is sponsored by the Black Business School. Get 35% off their Prime Course and take control of your financial future. https://b1stockoptions.com/ "I'm not homeless. I'm at home." What happens when you stop seeing someone as a label—and start seeing them as a human being? In this powerful episode of From Behind This Chair, Doc Hamilton sits down with several men he has known for years who have experienced homelessness, incarceration, addiction, loss, and life on the streets. This isn't a conversation about statistics or stereotypes. It's about the people behind them. Doc opens up about his own experience of being homeless, remembering one of the lowest nights of his life—lying on a cold hotel floor while a rat walked across his back. He talks about what it felt like to be hungry, exhausted, and treated as though he had no value, and why he believes he ultimately survived because he stood back up. Joe shares what it means to live on the streets without allowing homelessness to define his identity. He talks about growing up in East Palo Alto, losing his mother, and the values she instilled in him about helping others, regardless of their circumstances. Michael Love tells the story of receiving a 21-year sentence, spending 11 years in prison, and the promise his mother made him make: learn to listen and don't come back. He explains how prison forced him to grow up and how his mother's words eventually changed the direction of his life. The conversation also confronts the myths surrounding homelessness. What happens when someone can't read? What happens when society assumes someone is lazy, dangerous, or incapable simply because they're living on the street? And then the conversation becomes deeply personal. The men look directly into the camera and speak to their mothers—women who raised them, supported them, taught them, and in some cases remained their strongest source of love long after they were gone. There are stories of loss, incarceration, addiction, violence, survival, forgiveness, faith, and redemption. But above all, this is a conversation about human dignity. Because a person can lose their home without losing their humanity. And sometimes, the people we think need to be lifted up are the very people who end up lifting us. Watch until the end—and tell us: What is one thing you wish people understood about homelessness that they often get wrong? Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast Timestamps 00:00 Opening — "We Don't Have No Fear Here" 01:30 Meeting the Men Behind the Stories 04:00 What Homelessness Really Means 06:30 Doc's Own Experience With Homelessness 09:30 The Night a Rat Walked Across His Back 13:00 "I'm One of Us" 16:00 Reaching Out to Family 19:00 Michael Love's Story 22:00 21 Years in Prison & Learning to Listen 26:00 Coming Home After Prison 29:00 Growing Up Without a Father 32:00 Joe's Story & Growing Up in East Palo Alto 36:00 Becoming the Man of His Household 40:00 The Biggest Myths About Homelessness 44:00 The Story That Led to 21 Years in Prison 49:00 Anger, Violence & Consequences 53:00 "That Person Is Not Me Anymore" 56:00 Why People Misunderstand Homelessness 01:00:00 Learning to Read & The Power of Support 01:04:00 Doc Reflects on Feeling Worthless 01:08:00 "You're Still Here" 01:11:00 Messages to Their Mothers 01:15:00 Remembering the Women Who Raised Them 01:19:00 Love, Family & Redemption 01:22:00 Final Reflections
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  I ALMOST SOLD MY A** FOR A BUBBLE EYE BENZ 16.08.2026 45dk

  This episode is sponsored by the Black Business School. Get 35% off their Prime Course and take control of your financial future. https://b1stockoptions.com/ --- **What does money mean to you—and what have you sacrificed to get it?** In this episode of **From Behind This Chair**, Doc sits down with Sam and Tim for a brutally honest conversation about money, success, family, and the ways our relationship with wealth can shape our lives. They talk about growing up without much money, seeing wealth up close, and learning early that money can provide freedom—but it can also bring out the worst in people. Sam opens up about buying a Mercedes he didn't really need and how that decision set him back for years. Tim talks about the pressure he felt to become financially stable not just for himself, but for his entire family—and how putting everyone else's needs before his own came at a cost. Doc gets even more personal, sharing how having money changed the way people treated him, how he started paying for friends and using money to bring people into his life, and the painful realization that some people weren't there for him—they were there for what he could provide. The conversation dives into something many people struggle to admit: **sometimes we teach people how to treat us.** They discuss free haircuts, always picking up the bill, feeling responsible for everyone else's needs, and the importance of learning to "fill your own cup" before constantly pouring into everyone else. They also explore how parents unintentionally teach children their relationship with money, why social media makes wealth look like success, and why the people with real wealth often aren't the ones trying hardest to look rich. Most importantly, they challenge the idea that **money equals success.** Money is a tool. What you do with it—and what you allow it to do to you—can determine whether it creates freedom or becomes another form of bondage. This is an honest conversation about money, self-worth, family, generosity, financial boundaries, and learning how to build something that lasts. **What did money teach you that you wish you had learned earlier?** Tell us in the comments. Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast Timestamps 00:00 Intro — What Does Money Mean to You? 02:30 Growing Up Without Money 05:30 Seeing the Good and Bad Side of Wealth 08:00 The Purchase That Set Sam Back for Years 10:30 Why Tim Never Spent Money on Himself 13:00 Growing Up Poor & The Desire to Have Nice Things 16:00 When Money Changed the Way People Treated You 19:00 Are Your Friends There for You—or Your Money? 22:00 Learning to Set Financial Boundaries 25:00 "I Couldn't Afford Them" — Buying Friendship 28:00 Learning to Fill Your Own Cup 31:00 Teaching Your Children About Money 34:00 Social Media, Wealth & Selling Out 37:00 Why Real Wealth Doesn't Always Look Rich 40:00 What Being Broke Can Teach You 43:00 Money Is a Tool, Not Success 46:00 The $100 Bill Story 49:00 "We Marry Money" 52:00 Spending Money to Prove You're Somebody 55:00 The Cost of Too Many Cars 58:00 Final Lessons on Money & Wealth
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  The Shocking Truth About Aging & Losing Loved Ones 03.04.2026 30dk

  Man, let me tell you something. Life hits different when you hit 64. I'm not just talkin' about the body startin' to feel the years, but the mind too. The weight of grief hits deep, ya feel me? Losing my mother, father, uncle, and brother, each in their own way, changed me. My brother, he passed away alone, wasn't found for four days. That mess stays with you. Now, every time I get behind that wheel, anxiety kicks in. I worry, man. I'm starting to wonder if it's the same cognitive decline my parents went through, if I'm headed down that road too. Money's tighter than tight, and with everything else I've gotta carry, the emotional load just keeps buildin'. I'm always holdin' others up, and sometimes I feel like I'm sinking myself. But then I get down to Texas to film the podcast, and that moment... it lit me up. My sister and daughter, they came through, showing love and pride. That felt like something I needed. And let me tell you, that homelessness episode? My favorite by far. There's this one guest, formerly incarcerated, struggling, feeling lost. We had this real talk and for the first time, he felt seen, like he could reconnect with his daughter. That hit hard in a good way. I can't lie, sometimes I feel lost. I avoid calls, I get overwhelmed. But don't mistake that for weakness. I ain't gonna quit. I'm still pushin', still tryin' to be a better podcaster, to get better, to find that hope. You ain't gonna see me give up. I've got to keep fighting. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection  IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/  FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair  TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast
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  My Son Wanted to Quit Music… I Stopped Him 23.03.2026 42dk

  In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my middle son, Emmanuel, and we get into the kind of father and son conversation that a lot of families never really have out loud. We talk about fear, pride, discipline, parenting, and what happens when somebody gifted starts losing the love for what they do. Emmanuel opens up about music, songwriting, and why the industry, the pressure, and all the eyes on you can make you want to back away from your own calling. But me, I'm not letting him quit on himself like that. This is a real talk about family, strict parenting, academic growth, and the tension that can live between love and discipline. We go back to the harder seasons too, the clashes, the lessons, the reading, the honor roll, and the push that helped shape him. Then we get into the deeper part, the pain behind the lyrics he wrote, and how that pain turned into the theme song for From Behind This Chair. As a father, that meant something to me. For real. One of the greatest gifts I have ever received. If you have ever wrestled with your purpose, your parents, or your own voice, this one is for you. Watch From Behind This Chair on YouTube, or listen on Apple Podcasts and Spotify.   _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection  IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/  FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair  TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast 
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  We Came From Poverty, Football Was Our Way Out 16.03.2026 45dk

  In this reunion episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with two people who go way back with me, Victor Jackson, now Pastor Victor Jackson, and Tino Wilson. This is real friendship, real brotherhood, and the kind of bond that comes from high school football, college football, and growing through life together. We take it back nearly 50 years, talking about the work, the discipline, and the way football shaped us. We get into stories about my work ethic, my hands, my route running, and the practices that made all of us better. Victor talks about what it meant to compete, to be pushed, and how those moments helped him earn his spot. We also talk about the bigger picture, moving from Ohio to Texas, chasing football scholarships, and being Black students on a mostly Anglo West Texas college campus. We speak on the racism, the pressure, the hard times, and how loyalty kept us together even when life had us in different places. And because this is still From Behind This Chair, we do not just stay serious. We laugh too, about retirement after 40 years in law enforcement, thrift store hunting, drawing designs in haircuts, and the little things that tell the bigger story. This one is about Black friendship, football brotherhood, Texas football culture, loyalty, and the people who knew you before the world did. Watch, like, and subscribe, and come sit with us.   _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path:   👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection  IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/  FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair  TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast  
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  Everybody Has That One Childhood Whooping Story 09.03.2026 34dk

  In this homecoming episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my sisters, Alice and Doretha, and we're taking it all the way back. We get into the kind of childhood memories that stay with you, having to choose food over fixing a cold house, getting pushed into hard moments way too young, and learning lessons the rough way. We talk about everything from a childhood fight our mother had a hand in, to me getting scarred up by barbed wire, to working jobs that left real marks, including the time my finger got cut on a pie-wrapping machine. We also laugh about the stuff only family can laugh about, counting change, playing school with our cousins, the candy house, the pig story, the five sisters, all of it. And somewhere in between the funny stories and the painful ones, we talk about what it means to still be here, still be connected, and still make time for each other. By the end of it, we made a promise to come back together every year, because this kind of bonding matters. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast
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  "If I Could Do Life Over Again…I'd Be a Better Dad", Doc Gets Real About His Regrets 02.03.2026 44dk

  In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm chopping it up with James Kamara and Sebastian Poitier about one real question: If you could run life back, what would you do different? James keeps it honest. He talks about wishing he had listened to his mom, taken school serious, and not let embarrassment in ESL classes shake his confidence. Being sent to continuation school changed his path, especially with sports. He also opens up about being raised on fear and whoopings, and how he'd choose encouragement over that with his own kids. Sebastian says he would've locked in on education the same way he locked in on sports. More listening, less ego. And me? I had to own mine too. I was strict. Too strict sometimes. Led with fear instead of listening. I share how Coach Wallace gave me discipline that changed my life, but I've learned growth means admitting where you could've done better. This one's about accountability, reflection, and doing better moving forward. Pull up a chair.   _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path:   👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection  IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/  FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair  TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast 
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  Silky Slim: Former Gang Leader's Shocking Escape from a Life of Crime 23.02.2026 50dk

  In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my guy, Silky Slim. This one hits deep. Silky shares his journey from a childhood full of pain and abuse to a life of survival, addiction, and violence. He talks about a moment when he decided not to run from conflict, and how that shaped him into the man he is today. We get real about what it's like to be stuck in the system, how he learned to read while locked up, and how he refused to let prison "incarcerate" his mind. Silky also opens up about the corruption in the justice system and the divine moments that kept him from giving up. From his time on the streets to his spiritual awakening, we cover it all. Silky's work with Stop the Killing Inc. and his mission to break the cycle of violence in our communities is at the heart of this conversation. Tune in for raw, honest talk on trauma, faith, and the journey to redemption. This is one you don't want to miss.   _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection  IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/  FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair  TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast   
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  Unfiltered Sex Stories: Bold Confessions and Bad Decisions 16.02.2026 41dk

  I'm Doc Hamilton, and this one is as no filter as it gets. Tyler, James, and I trade uncensored stories and opinions about adult relationships, intimacy, boundaries, and consent. We get into how early exposure to explicit content can shape confidence, we break down the meanings behind certain adult slang, and we talk honestly about where limits come from and how communication changes everything. We also unpack messy dating situations, complicated relationship dynamics, risky choices, awkward moments, and the lessons we pulled from our earliest experiences. Viewer discretion advised, this episode includes explicit language and mature themes and is not suitable for minors.   _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection  IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/  FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair  TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair  X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast   
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  "Where Was God?" Finding Faith Through Pain and Trauma 19.01.2026 34dk

  In this deeply personal episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony "Doc" Hamilton opens the door to questions many people are afraid to ask out loud: Where was God when I was being beaten? When I felt unloved? When I was sure I wouldn't make it? Joined by men who believe, Doc and his guests reflect on trauma, doubt, resilience, loss, and the slow, unfinished journey toward belief. This is not a sermon. It's a confession. A conversation about faith that survives anger, grief, and unanswered questions – and the kind of belief that's forged not in certainty, but in endurance. ________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share, Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon, Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop, Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast  
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  When Manhood Gets Bent: The Truth About Peyronie's Disease 19.01.2026 40dk

  This is the conversation most men never have – until it's too late. In this episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony "Doc" Hamilton speaks candidly about his experience with Peyronie's Disease ("PD"), a painful and misunderstood condition that affects thousands of men every year. With extreme honesty, humor, "real talk," and zero embarrassment, Doc and the guys break down what happens when masculinity, intimacy, health, and pride collide. They talk about partner intimacy, medical trauma, mental health, and why silence around men's bodies can be deadly. This episode is raw, uncomfortable, and necessary – because laughing it off doesn't make it go away, and talking about it just might save someone else. ________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share, Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon, Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop, Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection.   Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast  
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  Official Trailer – From Behind This Chair 16.01.2026 1dk

  From Behind This Chair is a ROSE Media original built on the belief that the most powerful breakthroughs happen in everyday conversations – not behind closed doors, but where real life unfolds. Created by master barber Anthony "Doc" Hamilton, this podcast is a space to sit in the mess, talk through the tough moments, and turn truth into transformation. This trailer introduces ROSE Media and the vision behind its slate of shows, including From Behind This Chair. If life has ever knocked the wind out of you, you belong here. New episodes coming soon.