Under the Weight of It All

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  Episode 18: AINT NO OUTLINE BIH 16.08.2026 2h 38min

  What happens when the girls freestyle an episode? Chaos. EP. 18: AINT NO OUTLINE BIHWatch as Felisha and Karrington go off script, scrap the outline and just talk some shit. Catch up with them, laugh, talk to current fat topics with some nonsense sprinkled in.Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  EP:17 DWF (Dating While Fat Pt.2) ft. Franklin and Jacobi 13.08.2026 2h 26min

  PLAYAS F*CK UP TOO!!! Sorry this is so late yall. There was a bit of breakdown in communication with the team and part 2 was never posted. So here ya go! Listen as Felisha and Karrington bring on 2 big boys to go ✨Under the Weight✨ of “Dating While Fat”, what we’ve experienced in our past relationships, what playing the field in a fat body is like and the social structures that make Dating While Fat as uncomfortable as driving while black.Thank you to our guests Franklin and Jacobi for coming on and weighing in on the conversation from their perspectives!The power went out during this recording but that didn’t stop 🤫. The conversation was so HEAVY we had to split it into two episodes so it was easier to digest 😋 so enjoy the chaos of Part 2 😘🙂‍↔️Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Ep. 17 DWF (Dating While Fat) ft. Franklin and Jacobi 25.07.2026 1h 20min

  Episode 17: DWF (Dating While FAT) Pt 1Watch as Felisha and Karrington bring on 2 big boys to go ✨Under the Weight✨ of “Dating While Fat”, what we’ve experienced in our past relationships, what playing the field in a fat bidy is like and the social structures that make Dating While Fat as uncomfortable as driving while black.Thank you to our guests Franklin and Jacobi for coming on and weighing in on the conversation from their perspectives!The power went out during this recording but that didn’t stop 🤫. The conversation was so HEAVY we had to split it into two episodes so it was easier to digest 😋 so enjoy the chaos and be on the look out for Part 2 dropping soon 😘🙂‍↔️Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 16: Juneteenth Special 06.07.2026 2h 11min

  Happy JUNETEENTH! ✊🏾This is for the n*ggas 😝STRICTLY for the n*ggas 🥹Tune in and watch as Felisha Alexus and Karrington Allure deep dive into the history of Juneteenth, the significance of the holiday AND what it feels like celebrating our ancestors and ourselves post slavery🥹 Grab your hibiscus tea or Hennessy 😝🤪 and come have a good old fashioned black ass time with us! ❤️🖤💚Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 15: WE’RE GAY, WE’RE DRUNK, WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT? 20.06.2026 1h 31min

  🏳️‍🌈BE WHO YOU AREEEEEEE🏳️‍🌈Episode 15: Drunk Queer HistoryWatch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of “GAY DRUNK TRIVIA” while having entirely too much fun and even more to drink! This one’s queer, hilarious, and educational as always 🏳️‍🌈 So grab a cocktail your favorite gay bestie and watch to see who knows their GAY history 💋🏳️‍🌈Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG Thank you for listening! Happy Pride!
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  Episode 14: A Seat at the Table featuring Chef Nia 05.06.2026 1h 57min

  What does it look like to take up SPACE unapologetically?👏🏽Episode 14: A Seat at the Table featuring Chef NiaListen as Felisha and Karrington and our special guest Chef Nia ✨Go Under the WEIGHT✨ of taking up space as fat creatives and entrepreneurs growining businesses in Cleveland! Chef Nia and the team will dig into her experiences as a fat foodie, a married woman and a woman not afraid to take up space- as well as, her experience as a chef and building her catered thoughtfully curated and undeniably delicious “Frequncies Supper Club”Come see us at “Frequencies Heatwave” in August where the menu is hot and so are we 💋😏🍽️Thank you Chef Nia for providing our big bodied baddies with promo code (UTWOIA) to experience the delicious creation at “Frequencies Supper Club”Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 13: HEAVY MINDS 23.05.2026 1h 51min

  How do you show up when you’re struggling just to survive? Episode 13: Heavy MindsThis week is a little different —Felisha and Karrington get vulnerable and talk about what all they have on their plate. The podcast, the state of the nation, our personal lives. This episode is not like the rest it’s a raw look into the humans behind the production. Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 12: “Just Lose Weight” 05.05.2026 1h 46min

  Why do people reduce the complexity of weight loss and life in general to one lazy ass sentence?EP. 12 “Just Lose Weight.”Listen as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of why its never “just be healthy” and always “just be thin”. All the dismissivness, fake concern, bullshit intellectual laziness and the audacity of making lifestyle change that simple…but maybe because it’s not about the lifestyle…Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 11: Under The Weight of Medical Bias & Neglect 10.04.2026 2h 16min

  What happens when doctors see weight before patients? WE DIE. Listen as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of medical bias and how that ultimately leads to medical negligence. These are our systems that we should feel safe in, instead we feel shamed. In a place where we should be supported we are left to feel shunned. Thank you to our guest Madeline for the awesome information and being such a great addition to this episode.Here’s the Health at Every Size resource link↙️https://asdah.org/haes/Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 10: Surviving Society 31.03.2026 2h 15min

  Why does society hate fat people? What do we have to do just to make surviving comfortable? EP. 10 Surviving Society and Skinny H*es Getting Scurvy Watch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of trying to survive in a society with no regard and so much hate for our bodies and the reality of the weight of that on our existence. Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  EP. 9 HEAVY HITTERS CLIP COMP 31.03.2026 21min

  Over 1.7k subscribers?! WELCOME TO UNDER THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL! Let’s recap! Enjoy these Heavy Hitter Highlights! The best moments of UTWOIA Pod!As we’re growing and enjoying our spring break, ready to transition into a new drop schedule for this next season, we wanted to give you some of our Heavy Hitter moments of ✨Under The Weight of It All✨ thus far. We have the freakiest, the funniest, the fattest and of course the realest because this is where real talk happens! Thank you all for the overwhelming support. To be reaching this many ppl not even 90 days in is surreal and we can not WEIGHT to see you ALL in the FIELD this summer. This is so much more than a podcast. This is a community and that requires us to come from behind those mics and out the studio to connect. Stay tuned for upcoming additions to our channel. WERE JUST GETTING STARTED! 💋UTWOIA TEAMSubscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodJOIN THE AFTERPARTY 🍾 SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON! 🗣️ BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL BONUS CONTENT! Episodes! Vlogs! Secret Streams! Patreon.com/utwoiaDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  EP. 8: First Patreon Teaser Clip 24.03.2026 31min

  Watch a 30-minute sneak peek of our very first Patreon episode from *Under the Weight of It All Podcast!🙂‍↔️In this special behind-the-scenes episode, Felisha, Karrington, LA, and Clem open up about the real story behind the podcast. From the very first meeting that sparked the idea to the roles each of us carry today, we talk about the pressure, purpose, and passion that built “Under the Weight of It All”.This episode gives you a deeper look into how the podcast started, the vision we have for the future, and the weight each of us carries while creating conversations that matter.If you’ve ever wondered how “Under the Weight of It All” came to life, this is the episode you don’t want to miss.🧡Join our Patreon 🧡 to get exclusive episodes, behind-the-scenes content, and help us continue growing this community while supporting the team that makes this podcast possible.We also want to hear from YOU.Drop a comment and let us know:• What topics you want us to talk about• Guests you’d love to see on the show• Questions you want us to answerSee you next week for another special episode 😘#UnderTheWeightOfItAll #Podcast #RealConversations #Patreon #BehindTheScenesSubscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 7: Fat Drunk History 12.03.2026 1h 39min

  Did you know fat people have ALWAYS existed? Watch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of “Fat Drunk History” while having entirely too much fun and even more to drink! This one’s a long one so grab your favorite beverage, snack, or strain 👀before you watch! This one is going to be HEAVY Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  EP. 6: Reverse Fatphobia? (PT 2) 02.03.2026 1h 10min

  What do you call the shaming of underweight bodies? Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of what “Reverse Fatphobia” is, how the overweight and underweight unfortunately relate through racism. Why it isn’t the same as fatphobia— but why body policing is always wrong no matter the body. Mind your fucking business!!!Thank you to Francia (@freezyfran) for being a guest on our new segment “Phone a Skinny Friend”! Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  EP. 6: Reverse Fatphobia? (PT1) 25.02.2026 1h 28min

  What do you call the shaming of underweight bodies? EP. 6 PT 1: Reverse Fatphobia and White TearsWatch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of what “Reverse Fatphobia” is, how the overweight and underweight unfortunately relate through racism. Why it isn’t the same as fatphobia— but why body policing is always wrong no matter the body. Mind your fucking business!!!Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  EP. 5: Feeding Generations (PT 2) 22.02.2026 1h 14min

  Why is being that fat kid a moral failure on the child? Why do fat parents judge their fat kids???EP. 5 Feeding Generations and Healing Fat Kid TraumaWatch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of the generational transfer of poor eating habits and self talk, how the child is always blamed for their weight and the reality of growing up in an unhealed environment as a fat kid with unprepared parents! Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 5: Feeding Generations (PT 1) 06.02.2026 45min

  Why do fat parents judge their fat kids????? EP. 5. Feeding Generations and Healing Fat Kid TraumaWatch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of what the reality of growing up in an unhealed environment as a fat kid with unprepared parents! Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 4: No Yitty on OUR Titties (PT 2) 30.01.2026 46min

  Welcome back as we finish out our conversation! We as large people can't possibly ALL be Lizzo and she doesn't owe us salvation. 👀In this episode of Under the Weight of It All, Felisha and Karrington finanlize their conversation and examination of the cultural expectations placed on Lizzo as a grammy award winning fat performer and what it costs to carry that projection.We discuss the duality of being celebrated and scrutinized, adored and disciplined, all while navigating a world not designed for fat pleasure or ease.This conversation is about freedom, complexity, and letting fat people exist without carrying everyone else's healing.Make sure you listen to part 1 of this episode if you missed it last week! See you all next Thursday for Episode 5!La’Shaunae Stewarts IG: ​⁠ @LuhshawnaySubscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN✨ on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 4: No Yitty on OUR Titties (PT 1) 30.01.2026 55min

  We as large people can’t possibly ALL be Lizzo and she doesn’t owe us salvation. 👀In this episode of Under the Weight of It All, Felisha and Karrington examine the cultural expectations placed on Lizzo as a grammy award winning fat performer and what it costs to carry that projection. We discuss the duality of being celebrated and scrutinized, adored and disciplined, all while navigating a world not designed for fat pleasure or ease.This conversation is about freedom, complexity, and letting fat people exist without carrying everyone else’s healing.See you all next week for Part 2! Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts!Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodDon’t forget to send in your listener letters so you too can WEIGH IN on the conversations to:undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.comBe sure to follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG
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  Episode 3: I am Not Confident for Existing 17.01.2026 1h 4min

  We’re scarrrrring the skinny hoesEP. 3 I’m NOT Confident Existing Watch as Felisha and Karrington go ✨Under the WEIGHT✨ of what the statements “You’re pretty for a big girl” & “OMG! I love your confidence” really mean and why you should probably stop saying it 🤷🏽‍♀️Subscribe to our YouTube if you want to SEE more of these necessary and long overdue conversations finally being had!🗣️Leave a ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ rating and review where ever you listen to your podcasts! Follow Us on Other Platforms:IG: @undertheweightofitallpodTT: @utwoiapodLet your voice be heard and WEIGH IN on the Conversation by emailing us at undertheweightofitallpod@gmail.com Follow our hosts @karringtonallure on IG & TikTok and @iamfelishaalexus on IG