I'm Not the Girl I Used to Be

Episoade

• 
  I Had to Build Discipline for the Life I Prayed For | Motherhood, Routines & Becoming Her 04.10.2026 32min

  In this solo episode of I’m Not the Girl I Used to Be Podcast, MaHogany talks about the discipline, routines, and structure that are helping her become the woman she prayed to be.After talking about the cost of becoming her in Episode 4, this episode focuses on what it looks like to actually pay that cost in everyday life. MaHogany shares how fitness, motherhood routines, quiet time, bedtime structure, rest, preparation, phone discipline, and learning how to reset have all helped her build a life that supports who she is becoming.This episode is a reminder that discipline is not about perfection or punishment. It is about creating something to come back to, even when life gets busy, motherhood feels heavy, or motivation is not there.MaHogany also talks about building routines for the life you actually have while still becoming the woman God is calling you to be.This episode is for the woman who wants to grow, heal, become more disciplined, and start showing up for herself in small, consistent ways.Discipline is not punishment.Discipline is how you support the woman you prayed to become.WATCH + CONNECTWatch the video episodes on YouTube: youtube.com/channel/UCnFv-YpfK-WHZbtIZ7uB4ZQ/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mahoganyj_/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/mahoganysworldBooks, journals, and more: https://tr.ee/OnrOnpIf this episode spoke to you, don’t forget to follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a woman who is healing, rebuilding, and becoming.
• 
  The Cost of Becoming the Woman You Prayed For | Healing, Discipline & Letting Go of Excuses 28.06.2026 35min

  In this solo episode of I’m Not the Girl I Used to Be Podcast, MaHogany talks about the cost of becoming the woman you prayed to be.Healing sounds beautiful, but it is not always comfortable. Growth sounds inspiring, but it requires discipline. Becoming “her” may require you to let go of excuses, old habits, comfort zones, certain relationships, and the version of yourself that was okay with staying the same.MaHogany opens up about the truth that becoming her is not free — but neither is staying the same. There is a cost to being uncomfortable while you grow, but there is also a cost to staying stagnant, unhappy, unhealthy, stuck, or disconnected from the life you know you are called to live.This episode is a reminder that even if the process feels hard, you can do it. With God, a plan, discipline, and the willingness to keep going, you can become the woman you prayed to be.CONNECT + SHOPVideo episodes live here: youtube.com/channel/UCnFv-YpfK-WHZbtIZ7uB4ZQ/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mahoganyj_/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/mahoganysworldBooks, journals, and more: imnotthegirliusedtobe.comIf this episode spoke to you, don’t forget to follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a woman who is healing, rebuilding, and becoming.
• 
  I Became Amazing at Every Role Except Being Me | Redefining Myself After Motherhood, Marriage & Survival 14.06.2026 36min

  In this solo episode of I’m Not the Girl I Used to Be Podcast, MaHogany opens up about realizing that healing did not mean getting back to the old version of herself — it meant redefining who she was completely.After spending her early adult years becoming a mother, building a family, being a wife, creating content, carrying responsibilities, and showing up in so many roles, MaHogany realized she had become amazing at being everything except herself.This episode is an honest conversation about losing yourself in the roles you carry, finding your voice again, rebuilding financially, creating routines that support the woman behind the responsibilities, and asking the deeper question: Who am I now?MaHogany also shares her Dear Younger Me moment about authenticity, fitting in, and how being your real self attracts the people who are truly meant for you.This episode is for the woman who is not trying to go back to who she was, but is learning how to meet the woman she is becoming.CONNECT + SHOPVideo episodes live here: youtube.com/channel/UCnFv-YpfK-WHZbtIZ7uB4ZQ/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mahoganyj_/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/mahoganysworldBooks, journals, and more: imnotthegirliusedtobe.comIf this episode spoke to you, don’t forget to follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a woman who is healing, rebuilding, and becoming.
• 
  He Left His Job to Chase Purpose — Now He Has 3 Million Followers with LaTrez Anderson 07.06.2026 47min

  In this episode of I’m Not the Girl I Used to Be Podcast, MaHogany sits down with her friend LaTrez Anderson — a comedian, viral content creator, and entertainment personality with over 2 million followers.This conversation is funny, honest, and full of wisdom. LaTrez opens up about leaving his job at Aldi to become a full-time content creator, what it looked like to create while working two jobs, falling asleep while editing, doing it scared, and trusting that God had not failed him yet.Together, MaHogany and LaTrez talk about friendship, giving grace, rebuilding after hard seasons, living in answered prayers, ambition, gratitude, environment, mindset, reinvention, and the importance of speaking life over yourself.This episode is for the person who knows they are called to more but still feels scared to take the leap. It is also for the person learning how to be grateful for where they are while still believing God for what is next.Watch or listen now.Watch the video episode here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1h50f_zOZUzxmMfCu3-qUwaLzQcDRRXz&si=UXPUUBtCtRm66lI7
• 
  Why I Created This Space: Healing, Raising 6 Boys & Finding My Voice 31.05.2026 25min

  In the very first episode of I'm Not the Girl I Used to Be, MaHogany shares the heart behind the podcast and why she felt called to create a space where women can feel seen, heard, and encouraged through every stage of their healing journey.From navigating single motherhood and raising six boys, to rebuilding financially, redefining relationships, finding her voice, and becoming the woman she is today, MaHogany opens up about what healing has truly required of her and the lessons she's learned along the way.This conversation is for the woman who is starting over, rebuilding, growing through what she's been through, and discovering that she is not who she used to be.In this episode:• Why MaHogany created this podcast• What healing required of her• Raising six boys while rebuilding her life• Finding her voice after difficult seasons• The importance of creating spaces where women feel seen and heard• What listeners can expect from future episodesIf this episode resonates with you, be sure to follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with someone who may need the reminder that their story is not over.For exclusive bonus conversations and behind-the-scenes content, join MaHogany on Patreon for Just One More Thing.Follow MaHogany:Instagram: @mahoganyj_TikTok: @mahoganyjacksonYouTube: MaHogany Jackson (Video episodes live here)Website:imnotthegirliusedtobe.com